Blur Blur Yi ^^

last midterm in this sem

2009-08-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

Long time no update my blog d,
too busy until don have time for myself...
Virus H1N1 is spreading everywhere,
everyone scare to get sick...

At this moment,
still got last midterm tomolo,
one more report,
and one more assignment...
Feel a bit relief....
BUT!!!
The final is juz around the corner,
cant even relax myself for awhile...
Haih...
Health got problem,
so i eat vitamin c to at least increase my imune system....

I want go back hometown!!!
And yes i will go back during study week....
Hope can release my stress at least...
Wont stay in my room alone at least,
no need to worry wat to eat at least....

Can go back relax a bit,
Can see my new puppy,
Can sleep in my own bed,
Can stay in my own home....
with my family...

Dizzy....
Hope can flip through the EIS once,
then sleep early,
feel unwell...
Zzz...

心情

2009-08-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

心情不好！
心情很乱！
心情复杂！
心情烦乱！

A song

2009-08-05T09:56:00.001+08:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

Chorus(3x)

Another weekend

2009-07-17T23:27:00.003+08:00

So fast see the time pass,
without realize.
Well,
next week has 2 reports and 1 assignment to hand in,
yet i not yet done any,
so this weekend should be ended up doing homework...

Week 8 onwards will be tough for me,
assignment, reports and midterm,
all crash together,
No idea can cope it or not....
Sooner of later will become panda already!!!

Things change,
Whether you realize or not???
The changes are either on myself or surrounding,
the important thing is,
do it influence you or not???

Erm,
i keep wondering,
changes are good for better life,
but some changes are worse than ever indeed...
But how to determine whether good or bad???

I just hope can live happily in this stressful life,
I hope i can do the best i can,
just to be myself,
just to be everything....

Next week family come over here,
will spend most of time with them,
hopefully can finish the homework in time,
so i have to manage my time well for this weekend,
but for today,
i will like to REST!!!
haha...
^^

REPORTS!!!

2009-06-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

T.T
Cham cham cham...
Report not yet do,
assignment oso,
next week 3 lab lagi....
=.=

Sienz ar....
Hv to rush d...
Long time no update blog d,
so nw crap a bit here....
@.@

Another week gone...

2009-06-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

Time pass damm fast...
One week gone d...
Week 4 is coming!!!

Many works to do actually but i no mood to do la...
2 Lab reports, assignments,tutorial,
need STUDY lagi coz i don understand the subject at all...
Especially Instrumental Analysis!!!

As usual another weekend at home,
Thinking of the internship thing,
hopefully can get hometown one,
then can stay wif family for 3 months...
^^
I very glad tat my loan finally approve jor,
coz can reduce my family burden,
and i must work hard to continue it....
so hv to put more effort in study...

BUT,
i do no watch movie for LONG time d,
i want watch movie!!!
Terminator, Transformer, Drag me to hell,
Ish....
all not yet watch la...
Takkan i go watch alone...
Maybe can leh...
Haha~~~
I want go go GO!!!
Go this weekend probably...
* thinking *
^^

从前

2009-06-13T18:35:00.003+08:00

从什么时候，
我已忘了这种自由自在的日子，
很怀念，
不知道能不能回到过去？？？

很怀念在花丛里被蚊子叮的时候，
很想象以前那么的轻松，
很想象以前小时候，
那么的无知，
因为许多的快乐和平凡，
都来自无知。。。
我想回到过去，
无忧无虑。。。

眉间之愁消不去，
心头之伤挥不去，
烦绕在心头，
独自让孤寂侵蚀，
从梦中醒来，
亦无改变。

New Sem

2009-06-04T17:39:00.002+08:00

Cham...
No money d...
Need buy so many textbook,
and the subject all like not easy...

Another tough sem as usual,
tht is uni life,
but i am in Year 3 d,
so better don give up!!!

Textbook textbook....
=.=
Need buy a lot,
really want pokkai d...

Hot day in kl,
pimples pop out on face,
scar everywhr,
sunburn lagi,
i look very bad...
Haha~~~
But who care???
Mum knw sure kill me....
Shh~~~

Today juz bought one textbook,
so better use it wisely nw,
if nt no time to study d...
^^

反省

2009-05-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

到底出了什么问题？？？
我不明了，
只觉得自己做什么都不好。。。

为何家人那么紧张我？？？
是我笨？
不成熟？
还是我根本就是个问题。。。

我开始怀疑，
在别人眼里，
我是怎样的一个人？？？

我也开始怀疑自己，
是否就一直这样下去，
还是要开始改变。。。

要开始上课了，
需要改变吗？

我一直在努力做一个乖女儿，
却做不好，
做个好姐姐，
失败？？？
做个好学生，
越来越没有信心。

我还真是糟糕啊！！！

Holiday

2009-05-28T20:13:00.005+08:00

Erm...
Long time din update my blog... Paiseh...

Well,
this holiday is very packed,
feel like not enuf time to stay at hometown,
coz next week start new sem d....

I went to Pulau Perhentian this holiday,
very nice trip for me,
suggest friends to go to the small island of Perhentian,
snorkelling is just fun!!!

This is when we were in speedboat heading to the island...
We can see clearly the seawater from dirty to clearer blue...
The water very clear right???
Can see the bottom leh...

The clear and nice beach!!!
The chalet we lived!!!
Nice sail boat... ^^
The most exciting is the snorkelling...
However cant take pic under water....
Cant imagine i can get close to the fishes....
Even can touch them....
haha...
Nice experience...
But i hv to pay for it...
As result,
i got sunburn and turned black...
haha~~~

深夜

2009-05-08T02:02:00.002+08:00

很久没有写部落格了，
因为在考试，
不想反映出我黑暗的一面，
但是现在的我很累，
很无助。。。

唉，
考试季节最怕什么？
生病罗。。。
偏偏我就是生病的那个，
到现在我的肠热到一直泻肚，
很难受。。。

还剩下两科，
偏偏我的身体不争气，
让我不能好好读书，
不过这也不是很好的借口，
是我自己读不下。。。

还有家里的问题，
感情的问题，
读书的阻碍，
这些种种让我辛苦，
想找人倾述也没有，
只因你不懂在干什么。。。

哎，
是我失败还是怎样呢？？？
不懂你在干吗的同时，
也找不到你的人，
只好等。。。

我的朋友的遭遇和故事让我感慨，
对方一直认为他会一直在原地等他，
但是难保有一天他累了，
不再等了，那时怎么办？？
又会是谁的错呢？？？

另一个故事又说着，
女方要男的等，
但是同时要求让她自由，
等她回到他身边的那一天，
很自私的做法吧。
舍不得的人通常都会痴痴的等吧？

深夜里，
我又哭了，
又睡不着了，
很多东西在脑海里，
转的我睡不着。

希望我的母亲能早日康复，
我也早日康复，
一切顺顺利利，
好好的考完试，
就是主给我最大的恩赐了。

New Testament

2009-04-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

Well,
after i took back my bible last weekend,
i started to revise back the bible,
i started from the new testament then...

Meanwhile,
i found some very useful phrase for daily life use....

I started reading the Matthew,
From Matthew 1 till 4,
is about the history of Jesus...
For Matthew 5,
The most famous phrase is...
Do not resist an evil person,
" if someone strike you on the cheek, turn to him the other also."
Haha~~~
This phrase owes get everyone's attention....
Thr are many arguements due to this phrase,
However no much ppl can do it.

For Matthew: 7-1,
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged."
Matthew: 7-2,
" For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."
Matthew: 7-3,
" Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"
Matthew:7-5,
"You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.""
This teaches us hw to behave urself and treat other ppl,
XD.... ^^

For Matthew 8,
I learned to hv faith to GOD,
hv to trust wat u believe...
hehe....

For Matthew 12-35,
"make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, a tree is recognized by its fruit."
"The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him."
Wow,
so serious,
haha.... xlolx...
but we do really no realise this in our daily life,
so live a style that GOD like....

Finally i gt read so much in one week time,
so glad i make it as mum told me to do so long time d,
Well i follow the schedule in given form,
haha....
Finally can tick the empty columm...
yeah....
Hope i wont 三分钟热度 for this....
Juz like the toning,
=.= Oops... Paiseh....
Hiahiahia...

Another nice weekend...

2009-04-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

Finally free...........................
Haha~~~

Saturday,
i went out for buffet steambot near sunway pyramid,
and they all want watched fast and furious,
so we went to sunway pyramid,
however, full....

Then tried booking klcc de cinema,
oso full,
then we went to timesquare plan to watch midnight de,
OSO FULL!!! @.@
OMG!!! So many ppl watch movie huh???

Then finally we went to pavilion,
however,
LONG queue waiting for us,
and when we booked the ticket,
the ticket for fast and furious only left 2.05AM one,
lolz........
Crazy!!!

We still decided to watch in the end...
Then still got so many times before cinema time,
is juz about 11.30 tat time,
we went to mcd to sit sit and wait time pass,
WOW!!! Full ppl,
then nvm, we ordered for drinking only as we all thirsty,
after drink finish,
sure want go refill mar,
then wat happen is,
" Thr is no refill for weekend"
@.@Wt....
Got things like this meh???
I sweating...

Well,
after watching the damm nice movie,
is about 4.00 am....
When reach home, is about 4.40,
BUT the door inside LOCK....
Then cant do anything juz go friend's house stay overnight,
so stupid....

This is the first and last time for crazy thing like this,
no NEXT Time...
haha...
although i enjoy the movie a lot....
wakaka...

Wee...

2009-04-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

Yeah...
Go watch movie loo....
My favourite...

Luckily today watched a nice movie...
So funny,
and the movie inspired me to go SHOPPING!!!
However, i no $$....
T.T SAD...

But i do enjoy alot today,
wif funny guys....
wahaha...
and finally eat my fast food,
Deng Deng Deng Deng...
-----> KFC
xlolx....

Then i rush back to do report...
=.=
luckily manage to finish before 12...
wakaka....
But today is damm hot day la,
hardly sleep leh,
maybe go take a short shower???
haha....
GOOD idea....

Then want to say night night la...
^^
Hope can hv some 'special' dream,
wakaka...
u knw...
wat i mean right???
hehehe... evil laugh!!!

Presentation!!!

2009-03-31T16:21:00.002+08:00

Phew,
finally done the environmental presentation,
is good i think,
i mean overall...
haha...

Still gt assignment and test,
and FINAL...
lol...
scary!!!

feel very unwell these few days,
many coursemate get sick d,
coughing, fever, sore throat,
so i better take care,
let the sickness get away from me,
don want get sick before final!!!

So do take care my friends...
^^

Happy happy weekend...

2009-03-29T11:49:00.006+08:00

Happy happy weekend...

^^

This time celebrate his birthday earlier...

Cake for me on Nov

Cake with candles

=.=
From secret recipe de cake,
but not so nice coz too many cheese.

My big bear bear for my birthday present...
So miss it...
Staying at my sweet sweet hometown...
and

NOW

His turn pula...

I bought a cake for him...

Overview
Very nice cake oo...
chocolate with Moss....
So nice...
Worth to buy!!!

My flower on annivesary!!!

We go to timesquare walk walk this weekend,
Wait for Monorail so long time till want give up d,
wait about 20 minutes...
@.@

Then i want eat fast food de,
then he brought me go eat chicken soup with medicine!!!

Wakaka...
Finally i got some pic to post in blogger,
and not unhappy thing...
AGREE???

After eat this one,
i donno is too good or wat,
i feel dizzy and headache,
太进补了???
XD

After this happy weekend,
hv two presentation,
1 report.
and assignmentsSSS!!!
xlolx...
And final soon!!!
So think cant meet until end of final...
Haiz~~
Happy hour owes is too short...
T.T

Free Dinner!!!

2009-03-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

Today wake up at 9,
sleep for 10 hours but still feel tired...
xlolx...

Then i go jusco wif ally,
go eating lunch at kfc,
so lucky today we order special promotion,
then hv to wait for few minutes,
however,
when they serve us,
they get us two more burgers...
We juz realise when we eating the another set...
coz we din order for burger...
Somehow the KFC hv few customers only,
so we sure is for us,
unless they give wrong...
we decide to let themselves found out or we take home for dinner...
Wakaka...

at last we took back home...
Yeah!!! Free burger...
I think maybe coz we wait too long for the serve,
wait about half hour i think,
so good...

I bought many snacks and cup noodles,
coz my home hv nth much to eat except the cereal and biscuit...
I use about fifty ringgit i think...
THen nw stay at home doing nothing again,
maybe try solve the tutorial and assignment...

A boring weekend is owes better than a busy weekend...
Wakaka...

Free weekend!!!

2009-03-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!!
Finally is a free weekend for me!!!

BUT...
actually got moral presentation on Wednesday,
two assignment on Friday,
analysis tutorial on Friday...

But at least this weekend can rest a bit...
But some bored and sienz leh...
hehe...

So,
anyone want bring me go eat nice food???
for free???
or bring me go walk walk...
haha....

maybe i go walk walk myself...
wakaka...

see hw la...
hope wont be alone at home whole weekend...

@.@

2009-03-17T20:35:00.001+08:00

Guess wat???
Today exam doom....
Stupid lecturer set about 30 question...
hv to answer all in 1 hour.
Zzz...
Tat mean wait fail only lo,
if the final like this.
Haiz...

Ok...
DOn haiz leh...

Stupid analysis lagi sienz...
Only 15 students in dk3 today,
so MANY!!!!
Want cabut pun oso cant d...

Hv to rush lab report lo...
Juz found some information only.
Hv to start do d,
hv to hand in on thursday!!!
assignment on Friday!!!
All are ENVIRONMENTAL thing!!!

Hates ENVIRONMENTAL!!!

DIE DAY!!!

2009-03-16T19:12:00.003+08:00

Stupid stupid day!!!
Very very very angry!!!

STUPID facebook IQ test,
want my hp no then keep sent the stupid msg and cost me RM3 each msg....
Then hv to go DIGI centre to cancel the service!!!
Then go find DIGI centre.
Then waste my whole afternoon skipping analysis class,
go Min house wait she bring me go.
Fine, go thr find no whr indeed,
nearest centre at Timesquare!!!
WT......

then nvm....
back home rush to 7-eleven buy coffee,
rushing to FIND coffee only....
@.@
Then back home open ladtop,
thunder shot my ladtop!!! =.=
whole house no electric thought fius ruin,
wait till 6 something ppl fix for me...

Then check my ladtop,
CANT TYPE indeed...
Go hell...
Hv to rush to buy keyboard!!!
Coz i need check flight for uncle!!!
Cost me another RM 20.
Then rush back home at 7.

THEN NW I TYPING THIS BLOG!!!
coz really no mood study d!!!
Coz whole day i study for NOTHING indeed!!!
I think i go die better!!!
Haiz...

Y?Y?Y?
Y everything happen on me???
Haiz~~~
T.T

人的真面目

2009-03-14T16:45:00.001+08:00

人，
其实是很可怕的。

人，
可以有很多面。

人，
总要面对生老病死。

我不明白。。。。

有的人既然可以以为用钱就可以通行无阻，
既然如此儿戏人间。。。
如此的不尊敬老人家，
博取了他们的权利。
难道这就尽了孝道吗？

我可怜的老人家，
为了你的无理取闹，
到处奔波看医生，
就为了你一句不管你的事，
怕别人把过错推给你，
就推给别人。

老人家很无奈，
都这么大年纪了，
难道还教你怎么做人吗？
不知道老人家在夜里偷偷哭了好几回，
为什么要如此的不理智，
为什么要演戏给别人看。
你的子女都看到你的所作所为，
你就不怕因果报应吗？

你难道就只会虎视眈眈老人家的财产吗？
给了那么多还不知足吗？
还想连他们最后的一滴血都喝尽吗？

人，
长命好吗?
看到子女如何不孝，
看到子女面目可挣的讨取他们认为是他们的东西和权利，
看到自己晚年如何的凄惨。

人，
很无奈，
又很可悲，
但却无能为力。

我只祈求主与我同在，
并眷顾我的家人，外公。。。
一切都安好。

Rainy Day again....

2009-03-14T14:46:00.001+08:00

Everyday rain rain rain...
Make me no mood everyday,
cloth cant dry,
all hanging around my rooms till no place d.

Today thought no rain as early morning wif sunny day,
however,
rain heavily at afternoon.

事情是否就像拨开云雾见日月，
还是只是暂时的昙花一现，
就像现在的天气一样，
并不是自己所能预测的。

Tuesday exam, thursday hand in report,
Next week got one presentation,
two assignment....
However,
i waste my day doing nothing today.

Donno y,
juz no mood...
Rainy day juz like my feeling,
non-stop like my thought,
tired and 无奈。

Many problems troubling me,
annoying me,
make me crazy.

Wish everything will be fine.
May GOD bless me...

Feeling

2009-03-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Today i just knw tat my friend is getting married...
So Glad...
So envy,
she juz same age as me...

After talking to her,
many feeling came across me,
let me confused,
let me think many.

Wish her happy ever after,
her words to me so precious,
thanks alot....
Tat is... " 留一些爱给自己，就会幸福."

爱要自己争取，不要自己辛苦自己。
时间可以证明一切。。。

Give me a knife too...

2009-03-04T15:22:00.000+08:00

Nw is Week 8 d,
everyone busy, busy and BUSY!!!

Cham...
Many works to do...

For this Friday,
analysis midterm,
analysis tutorial 3,
H&M assignment,
H&M lab report!!!

For next week,
CRE TWO assignment,
Moral midterm...

Haiz...
Don like Friday,
owes is BLACK FRIDAY!!!

Nw donno want to busy wat again,
HAIZ............

讨厌的下雨天

2009-03-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

今天要回家时，
突然下起倾盆大雨，
我的宝贝鞋全都湿透，
牛仔裤也湿透，
全身狼狈极了。

想去拿回修补的鞋子，
却不见鞋匠的踪影，
该不会拿了我的鞋落跑吧？？？

回到家，
即刻冲凉，
因为全身出风膜而觉得不舒服，
却没接到重要的电话。

后来才知道你的事，
我很心疼，
也很怕。
只希望你能早点康复，
别再让我担心了。

虽然我们不能按照计划见面了，
但是我希望你没事，
平平安安就好。

Sienz...

2009-03-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

Stupid line connection make me angry...
Sienz...

Sleep awhile but indeed sleep long...
Haiz...

Look back the H&M assignment again,
don understand again,
donno hw...
Stupid microsoft word cannot type the equation,
cant do work as well...

Analysis lagi cham,
stupid test like endless,
take me few weeks to study,
but still don understand,
AND lazy to study again...

Haiz make me been scolded pula,
HAIZ....
Don tell me cant Haiz indeed...

T.T
@.@
=.=

Feel teruknya!!!

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

2009-03-02T16:00:00.000+08:00

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

Dizzy day...

2009-02-21T13:38:00.001+08:00

Feel dizzy leh early morning,
due to the chemical test,
badly done,
no choice...
However, i need to study analysis.

Thought want to go yin there study but her test been cancelled d,
so i hv to gambateh myself.

BUT
feel headache and dizzy,
hw to continue???
CHam....

Anyone can help me?

Deng deng deng deng...

2009-02-20T09:52:00.001+08:00

The time count down for exam,
Tik Tak Tik Tak,
i wait for the time to pass,
going to sch d,
hope everything will be fine,
GAMBATEH!!!
Aza fighting...
Here i come...

Black Friday

2009-02-20T08:19:00.000+08:00

Doom night for me...

Haiz...
My fault again...
Last week oso the same,
Haiz...

Everything lose control again,
hw hw hw?

Black Friday!!!
Is me too selfish?
Is me too bad?
Is me never think for other?
Is me not so caring?

SO...
conclusion is ,
all is my fault again!!!

However,
i think the problem will be owes there,
is depend on me to touch it or nt,
if no touch then no problem,
touch then is my fault.
Is it i put too much effort in it?

So many thing in ur heart,
hw i gonna knw???
hw i avoid ur scar?

Maybe i should let go,
put in more effort in study.

Haiz...
Exam sure doom d,
GOD bless...

P/s: 抉择是困难的, 你爱的人不一定对你好, 对你好的人不一定是你所爱,但是你还是必须作出你认为是对的抉择。

糟糕啦！！！

2009-02-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

惨了，
明天要考试了。
还不会呢！！！
怎么办呢？
看来今晚不用睡觉了。
唉！！！

还有很多作业没做，
也是明天交。
天人交战啊！！！

心里觉得很烦，难受，
找不到出口，
怎么办？

星期一又有考试，
真是糟糕。。。

就只能看着办吧！！！

男人女人

2009-02-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

男人。。。
到今天我才知道我不明白男人。。。

今天和朋友说起了男人，
大家都有了共识。。。

男人，
其实是自私的，
女人也是，
但是女人的自私被当作无理取闹。。。

男人可以存留前女友的东西，
但是女人却不可以。。。
女人又能如何？
如果叫他丢掉所有就变成逼了，
不是心甘情愿了。
到头来又变成女人的错，
无奈啊！！！

女人如果有男性朋友是不允许的，
男人却可以有要好的女性朋友。。。
其实有时候，
女人会想找人说说话，
谈谈心，
男朋友不得空时，
也可以找别人谈谈，
却被认为背叛。
男人却可以有很多粉红知己，
女人却不可以争风吃醋。
哈哈！！！
自古男人女人就是这样，
有不一样的对待。

男人可以有很多理由搪塞女人，
女人却总是开不了口说出自己的想法，
因为会被当成任性及刁蛮，
男人却理所当然。。。

虽然并不是所有男人女人都是这样，
可是从我的了解来看的话，
我认为是对的。。。
哈哈！！！
你们认为呢？？？

Hot day!!!

2009-02-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

Very hot hot HOT!!!

Sienz...
Dizzy coz of hot day!!!

Friday exam juz studied chapter 1,
tonight must study finish chapter 2 at least...
Analysis tutorial donno hw to do,
Monday analysis exam doom....

NOW...
lets take a nap first,
before i start studying....
Haha~~~
Dizzy...
@.@

How???

2009-02-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

Aiyo...
Hw?

This Friday hv chemical reaction exam,
however i donno hw to do...
cham...

Analysis exam next week,
die oso...
Haiz....

The worst is,
till now i still hv no mood to study at all...
Haiz...

Tonight must study d,
see whether i can do it or nt.
@.@

To be continued.........

Unexpected

2009-02-15T14:35:00.001+08:00

Many things are unexpected,
Too hard to get everything under control.
However,
we can learn from the past,
we can make life better.
Just hope that everything will be fine.

Exam soon....
Many things to study,
hv to concentrate in study d.
Good luck to myself and other,
my only chance in this sem...

sad

2009-02-13T07:56:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel like everything gone wrong,
everything is sad,
everything is bad,
and i feel sad...

I feel like wanna give up,
I really cant stand longer,
i really feel struggle and pain,
wat can i do?

Will i regret?
Am i right?

^^

2009-02-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

Feel better lo....
Try to write something good rather than the bad thing...
Haha~~~

I found my pendrive leh....
In my bag... @.@
Stupid stupid me...
Haha~~~

Finally done my moral assignment,
no sleep enough indeed...
Cham...
Tomolo 8am de class lagi...

Aiyoyo...
Valentine soon leh...
Lonely Valentine as usual...
haha....

No money d....
Buy a lot of things....
Shoes, Clothes, Phone, Phone accessories, Facial, pendrive,
3 TEXTBOOKS....
lol....
Pokai d la....
T.T

Bad day...

2009-02-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
Feel everything go wrong nowadays...

Study cant study,
listen cant listen,
sleep cant sleep...

Computer sot sot,
extension wire sot d,
phone sot d.

Computer need scan,
extension wire need buy,
buy phone got so many problem...
Haiz...

Wat happen to me?
Y i feel so lonely?
Y i face all problem?
Y i feel bad?

Wedding Day

2009-01-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

Wedding Day???
Of coz not mine...
Haha~~~

I attend the wedding ceremony only...
Getting married is really busy and not easy.

I go to the bride's house about 7 and wake up around 6.30am.
omg...
guess what???
Is a rainy day... swt...
Should be a nice day to sleep till late in the morning.
HAHA~~~

So many things to do to get married...
Make up, ceremony, dinner....
So many things to do....
Must think carefully before get married...

Mum say,
we can no need to do the wedding dinner coz is tiring...
I AGREED....
haha...
BUT usually is the guy who no allow this situation to happen...

Well...
See my friend to get married...
And make me feel i am no longer young teenager...
xlolx...

In the bride sister team,
i thought i am the youngest,
coz the others look more mature, prettier and nicer,
HOWEVER,
some are younger than me...
=.=
Speechless instead...

Today is a tiring day....
But is a nice day to remember,
seeing her to get married,
many feeling come across,
and wish all the best to her and James,
may God bless their family...

Heart pain...

2009-01-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

So sad...
I lost my pendrive...

Firstly, this is the first one i bought myself.
Secondly, i bought two as pair.
Thirdly, is 4Gb and expensive for tat time.
Lastly, gt things i want in the pendrive...

So sad...

Miracle would happen or nt???

I want my pendrive back!!!
So sakit hati arr....
Cry over spilt milk...
Haiz...

Cry oso useless d...

烦

2009-01-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

很烦。。。
很乱。。。
很惨。。。
怎么办？？？

为学业烦，
因为成绩惨。。。
为自己没有心情上课烦，
为自己无厘头的心情觉得乱。。。

怎么办？？？

New year...

2009-01-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

New Year soon...
Waiting to go back hometown...
These few days feel sick,
fever, headache...

Bad dreams every day,
missing someone everyday,
feeling lonely everyday,
counting down everyday...

Busy everyday,
fight for study,
fight for future,
fight for love.

No buy much new cloths,
don feel like want to celebrate CNY.

feel bad sometime,
feel sad sometime,
feel bored sometime,
feel blur sometime...

This is hw i pass my lonely time...

Wish hard time in study,
hard time in relationship,
hard time in future,
can be passed and overcomed soon...

This is my only wishes in New Year...
Most important is the health of the ppl i care very much,
hope everything fine,
near to the end of the world...

想对你说的话。。。

2008-12-17T08:47:00.000+08:00

每次你打电话给我时，
总会出现这样的对话：

[有想我吗？]

“。。。”

[喂？？？] 你以为电话有问题。。。

“嗯。。。”

[有想我吗？？？]

“嗯，有。。。” 我简短的回应。。。

[ 我很想你。] 带点沙哑的声音，我融化了。你总是如此轻易的俘虏了我。

[你没有话对我说吗？] 你总是这样问沉默的我。

沉默的我突然不知如何表达心中的想法，埂在喉咙里出不来。
而你却认为我敷衍你，对你冷淡。

~别一直用“我以为。。。” ，或“你不说，我不会知道”。
每次你不出声时，我很怕。
你眼里的深邃，是我不敢直视的。
因为我不懂你再想什么。
两个人在一起最重要的是沟通，
有了沟通才能达到共识。
你总说：[你不说，我不知道.]
"哦！！！”我这傻大姐的老毛病又出现了。

每次要见面时，
我喜欢一打开门就看到你站在门口对我笑，因为我觉得心暖暖的。
只是此景不再，我会想念的。

相隔两地男女朋友永远敌不过即使出现在身边的他/她，尤其在急需彼此安慰！！！
这是大家的观点。。。

有一首歌，我想分享。。。“爱情证书”

寂寞当然有一点，你不在我的身边，总是特别想念你的脸，
距离是一份考卷，测量相爱的誓言，最后会不会实现？？？
我们为爱还在学，学沟通的语言，学着谅解，学着不流泪。

等到我们学会飞，飞越黑夜和考验，日子就要从孤单里毕业，
我们用多一点点的辛苦，来交换多一点点的幸福，就算幸福还有一段路，
等我们学会忍耐和付出，这爱情一定会有张证书，证明从此不孤独。

难关

2008-12-13T20:12:00.000+08:00

距离越来越远，
难受，无奈，
隔阂越来越大，
误会越来越多。

有误会就有误解，
有误解就有距离，
有距离就会冷淡，
冷淡了就会冷战。

冷战后开始思考，
思考后想不开，
就会乱乱想，
找不到解决方式，
就只有逃避。

不逃避就只有分手，
断了一切，
就当作解决方式。

曾经我这样的处理，
事后问我会后悔吗？
我后悔！！！
所以我不想再面对同样的事情。

每个人都会遇到这个问题，
不一样的只是处理方式而已。

我不懂要如何处理这次的难关，
我很累，
无论是精神上或生理上。
我相信对方也是，
所以不知如何，
暂且逃避吧，
因为大家都真的累了。

Under bankrupcy

2008-12-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

Cham...
No money..

Am i waste a lot???
I donno...

If i don want to buy those thing,
they say me 该用的还是要用。。。
if buy thing d,
they say too expensive and buy for useless...

Wat can i do???

Watever,
Nw...
I really no money d...

UNDER BANKRUPCY!!!

Then they say,
no need study lo,
go get married lo...

Haiz...

Money money money!!!

2008-11-19T11:37:00.000+08:00

Money money money!!!

Haiz..
Economic down,
everyone facing same problem,
No enuf money...

Hw to survive under this condition???

Can i no celebrate CNY???
Waste many money buy cloth, shoes.

Can i no study???
Cant...

Can i use little money for daily use???
Try my best...

Can i juz photostate the 'AGONG" money???
is a crime...

Haiz...
Money, money, money...

Y life so difficult???

November

2008-11-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

November,
my birthday month...

I am getting old lo....

Today i feel very tired and dizzy.
donno wat happen.
maybe just tired.

Ppl say when we are in age of 20 something,
is very fast to get in 30 ages.

So,
Time flies,
Wont wait for us,
hope we can catch our own precious time,
don regret,
live a meaningful life,
as our life is just short.

PAST

2008-11-05T09:03:00.000+08:00

有人说，
旧爱还是最美。
因为人往往会想起以前的事，
回忆往往都是最美的。

人最常想回以前，
那就是我们的PAST。。。
难以磨灭，
难以释怀，
难以忘记。。。

一个人

2008-10-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

一个人。。。

回到家了，
原来还是一个人，
被人排挤，遗忘，责备。

我才发现，
原来我还是一个人。

看来我要习惯一个人了。。。

是我小气吗？？
是我无理取闹吗？
是我讨骂吗？

还是都是我的错，
自讨苦吃？？？

一个人伤心难过，
没人发现，
没人懂，
只被人觉得我扮可怜，无辜。

被人遗忘，
被人忽略，
即是如此的难过，
泪往心里流。。。

"金玉良言“

2008-10-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

妈妈说：
“是普通朋友吗?”

没想到这么久后，
她既然会这样的认为。

我又该如何答呢？？
“为难啊！！！”

听到很多的不满，
那又如何？
是我的选择。

她说，
我是家里最小的。
即使我是长女。。。

什么意思呢？？？

原来我这么没用，
让他们那么担心，
让他们很容易就看穿我的心思。
甚至夸张到，
他们说很容易懂我下一句想说什么。。。

我这一个人，
做到这样的地步，
也真是没有用啊！

在学校，
一样的情形也出现，
我心情不好的时候，
同学们也都猜得到。

现在，
我在绑紧握自己，
因为我在面临挑战。

妈妈说，
她对我失望是因为对我的期望太深。

明天的事，
没有人知道，
所以我害怕，
彷徨，无助。

Busy Sunday!!!

2008-10-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today,
is a busy day...

After church,
straight go for breakfast.
Then start my piano lesson,
from 9 to 2.
Very very tired..
After that,
i straight go FISHING...
Yeah~~

Within first hour,
i hit the goal...
I get a small fish...
XlolX.

So nice day today,
except the quarrel wif sis...
I admit i am a bit irresponsible,
i will correct it de,
but no need keep say me and blame me bah...
sure i fan and shout back de la..
so the quarrel begin...

Haiz...

So,
tomolo is another happy fishing day...
Hope there is another surprise too...
^^

感情世界

2008-10-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

感情世界，
很缥缈，很虚幻。

她说，
世界上不可能有，
男人和女人是很好的朋友。

我觉得，
男人往往有许多的理由和借口，
让我拿他没办法，
而身为女人的我，
却反而不想让男人有借口抛弃我，
而往往口是心非，
让自己很辛苦，
甚至痛苦，
忍受。。。

她还说，
男人永远对外面的世界感兴趣，
所以外遇是很容易的。
已一起的，
往往觉得对方不够好，
就会觉得外面的比较好。

几十年的婚姻，
难道就这样完了？？？
我突然觉得人生无趣，
无奈，又没办法。

有的人，
明明知道对方对自己的感觉淡了，
却因为责任而继续在一起，
还结婚了。
到底结婚的定义在哪里？？？

男人往往是女人的全部，
女人却不是男人的全部。
女人以男人为中心点，
男人却不是。

突然觉得，
一切都没有意义，
没意思了。

选择。

2008-10-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

今晚，
听了妹妹很多的金玉良言，
回想了很多。

两个人在一起，
是不会有怨言的，
是不自私的。
她坚信没有一见钟情，
所以应该要好好保护自己。

她说，
追的时候，
热情又关心，
追到手后，
一切都不一样了，
我也认同。
我的朋友最近也面对同样的问题，
所以这个观点是对的。

她又说，
男人一定会说骗话的，
所以我要学会骗人。
她说，
我不骗人，人人骗我，
所以要我骗人人，人人骗我。。。
很深奥的学问，

我很失败，
有点被洗脑的感觉，
觉得全部都没有意思了。

想象要相处到老，
一切都不容易，
我有点退缩了，
但是我很像回不到原点了，
问我后悔吗？？？

我真的乱了，
乱了方寸，
我已不知道该如何了！！！

唉！！！
人是没有十全十美的。。。

Choices

2008-10-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

Choices again...
They say this short sem math 2 lecturer are better,
3 midterms,
3lecturers,
so...
will i regret???

Many things hv to be considered...
First, money,
second, i promise to work as piano teacher,
third, air tickets are expensive.

At home,
everyday scoldings can be heard,
i can stand it as some are my faults,
BUT..
can stop complaining and scolding???
Wont they feel tired of scolding and angrying???

I tired d...
i got feel like wanna give up my study,
as i cannot make it,
but HW???
Anyone can teach me hw to do???

距离

2008-10-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

距离，
是很玄的，
让人摸不着，
也摸不透，
看不清，就像雾里看花。

距离，
让人迷茫，
让人看不清，
让人迷失方向。

距离，
让人害怕，
让人怀疑犹豫，
让人止步。

Worry...

2008-10-15T14:41:00.000+08:00

For this short sem,
only one ppl from chemical engineering repeat math 2,
i donno my decision is right or nt,
but cannot turn back my head again.

I worry my dear leh,
sick d,
hope he get well soon,
really feel scare and bad when u get sick.
I remind u to take care d,
but still the same...
Haiz...
T.T
Pray that u will get well soon...
cant do anything other than that,
i am too far away from u.

I get well d,
listen to u to drink many water d,
u gt listen to me???
Hope gt...
Must get well plz....

Tonight u go back hometown d,
hope everything fine...

At hometown d...

2008-10-13T08:35:00.000+08:00

Finally i back to hometown d,
busy at the first weekend,
busy till whole day no go toilet till night,
make my health's problem begin,
i feel pain...

The most pain i had experienced is...
cant meet him for two months,
hardly meet again after new semester start,
hardly hug him anymore...

My heart feels pain and bleeding,
is my own problem,
other couple maybe can tahan,
but for me cannot...
Maybe after a long long time...
then i can get use to it.

Everyday i dream of him,
everyday i feel want to hear his voice,
everyday i want to touch his face,
is juz all dream at last.

"some ppl say no need to be like tat la,
juz normal case."
for me,
i try to get use to it,
but for nw i miss him badly,
is worse than last time he go for army camp,
Y???

Coz after army camp,
we can meet anytime, anyway,
But for nw on,
we hardly do so d...

So anyone plz tell me wat can i do?
I juz cant smile without him,
Donno hw to say d,
tears owes tickling down when think too much...

nice holiday trip...

2008-10-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Erm,
go many place oo...
After the genting trip,
i go kelantan, and near the terengganu...

Quite nice trip,
i enjoy fishing,
bbq-ing,
go water fall...

However,
there is bad thing happen too.
Once i fell down and BANG!!!
My back still aching till nw,
donno gt effect my bond or nt,
will go check when go back hometown.

And to the water fall pula,
when i play water,
donno is too cold or wat,
i faint and luckily he hug me up,
he once wake me up,
but when i wake up,
i cant see anything,
not a single light,
i scare till shout,
never been so scared in my life,
i really thought i will be blind,
i really scared.
My family so far away,
really scared...

Then i faint again,
when i woke up,
i opened my eyes,
luckily i can finally saw they surrounding me with worry faces,
really feel sorry to depress them that time.

Other than this scary experience,
mostly i hv fun time,
fun time during fishing time at midnight,
haha...
not really fishing,
is picking up the rubbish only...
^^

If hv chance,
i will go playing around semenanjung again...
but for nw,
miss my family for sure,
haha...
going back to hometown next week,
nw still in kl sien-ing...
haha...

Result,
donno hw.....
speechless...
juz wait and see...

Happy holidayz.......
^^

Genting trip...

2008-09-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

Wao...
Really nice to having fun in genting highland,
i had not went thr for three years d,
i had fun time wif all of them together.

Nice nice nice...
Nw busy packing for another trip lo...
Wee...
Cya my bloggie...

die la..

2008-09-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

Today paper sucks,
i forgot many things,
y after i read and read still cant remember?

Tomolo fluid for last paper,
but i cant study in,
afternoon i felt dizzy,
cant study at all.

As result,
i take a nap,
wake up in the evening d,
no enuf time.

Haiz...
Feel bad,
no mood at all...
Hw to continue study for tomolo one wor...

Gambateh la,
be panda lo,
burn midnight oil lo,
that is all i can do.

last two papers....

2008-09-15T14:43:00.000+08:00

Finally,
last two papers d...

The Pengajian Paper over d,
however many ppl blame lecturer give the wrong and useless tips to us...
Many complains...
I juz write watever i knw,
do my best d.

Left two subjects,
Material and fluid 2.
Yesterday,
i in bad mood,
cant sleep well,
cant study in,
only study fluid 2 note chapter 1.

Yesterday was mooncake festival,
I thought i will cfelebrate lonely,
however things change at night,
feel glad about that.

Today,
i wake up late though,
but i change subject to study,
i study material.

I flip through the material textbook,
i really donno wat to study,
juz memorise watever i heard lecturer emphasize before.
Today is a better day for me,
i can study at least.
Hehe...
Two more days to go for material exam on thursday and fluid 2 on friday....
Then...
HOLIDAYZ....
xlolxz....

Hope everything goes well for these days,
GOD bless...
Aza fighting for my friends and coursemates as well,
Gambateh...

Resit Math 2 paper...

2008-09-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
Math 2 paper is straight after the numerical only.
Plus the exam is in the morning.

I no sleep throughout the night.
Only sleep for two hours before the exam.
The exam is not easy,
but i do better than last time.

I hope i can pass,
although my coursework mark is so low,
hope i can make it.

Time pass so fast,
i sit for three subject d,
one more on this saturday,
stupid sejarah Malaysia.
Haiz...

Holiday soon,
trip to genting at last.
Mum allow d,
so nice.
Hope i will hv fun together wif them...

Fast fast finish exam la....
T.T
i feel dizzy and nt well today,
coz no sleep bah.
Hope will get well soon.
And then enjoy my holiday lo...

First day exam...

2008-09-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

First day exam...
damm tired...

Thermo exam...
Not easy though...

At least i try my best!!!
Not enuf time,
but i had spent all the time on it...
Haha~~~
Anyway still hv many papers to go!!!

Gambateh!!!
Aza fighting...
^^

A funny post for all Students...

2008-09-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????'

That mean we no need study la...
Haha~~~
^^

Rainy day again...

2008-09-05T14:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz....
Another rainy day...
Still hv 3 days before final...

Well,
Any improvement???

Erm...

Thermo,
i finished d,
hopefully can do it this time.
Math 2 and numerical in process...
Other remain same...

Hope wont be doomed again...
Miss my home so badly...
Miss my family la...

When can i go back??
the air thicket so expensive oo...
Haiz...

Hopefully this time can get better result...
Don want family disppointed again...

All half way!!!

2008-09-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

Aiyoyo...
Final getting nearer and nearer.
Wat had i done these days???

Fluid,
juz studied chapter 1.
Thermo,
juz till the departure function.
Numerical,
juz till chapter 21 no include statistic.
Material,
nt yet touched.
Math 2,
juz studied last chapter but don understand at all.
Pa,
think is last minute study lo...

Haiz...
All half way de...

我还真是个半桶水。。。
blek...
^^

Finally realise...

2008-08-25T12:40:00.000+08:00

I finally realise that,
in my life,
i cant only hv him in my heart.

Coz of i put it too hard in my life,
when he is not around,
i will lost my way again.

So i decide to turn my way,
i can hv friend in my life,
not juz only him.

In that way,
i believe that i can be happier,
and feel better.

Or i hv to be more independent.
call home more frequently.
and enjoy peaceful loneliness...
Hehe...
Or write my bloggie frequently.
Muackzzz...

2008-08-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

For my single friend,
although love is dreamful,
is adorable,
but pls choose carefully.

For my friend who in relationship,
maintain relationship is a hard work,
hv to gambateh,
for ur future.

For me,
blurblur and miserable me...
speechless...

Once again,
the same problem arise,
same situation i face,
same hard feeling i hv,
same bad feeling...

yesterday,
i had passed the long long night,
coz of hardly sleep.
i hv my opened eyes throughout the night,
my mind is thinking of many things,
but if u ask me about it,
i donno much about it oso.
juz thinking blankly.

I am badly sick.
My heart feel sick,
My head spinning,
My feeling gone wrong,
My mind crashed together d,
the worst is i am really sick d.

Dark blue day...

2008-08-18T10:13:00.000+08:00

Well,
i woke up early as i was shocked by the nightmare.
the dream is the thing that i owes escape from,
so i really scare.

This morning raining heavily,
donno till when the rain will stop.
Thinking of someone again,
hope he do everything fine and take good care.

Maintaining relationship between two ppl is really hard,
no matter is between friends, couples, or family,
is a hard thing to learn.

Final soon...
I scared...
and still scare....
Hope we both do well,
i feel stress...
as usual...
xlolx...

Long time no write bloggie d,
i think back,
wat i had wrote before,
I think i need to delete some of it.
Coz don want ppl worry about me,
Or maybe i go create another bloggie which no one knw de?

Erm...
A good idea...
Haha~~~

Dark blue sky,
raining start falling down,
like my feeling today,
i am BLUE...

untitled

2008-08-04T14:02:00.000+08:00

Today i skip class,
no mood to go campus,
no mood to do lab report,
no mood to study numerical.

Why these happen???

Hate this feeling,
seem like i am useless,
i miss my home,
become homesick.

Another lonely day,
as i expected.

Well,
no comment,
speechless.

Is juz another BAD DAY anyway!!!

人。。。

2008-08-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

有时我回想，
人是不是都是很矛盾？？
讲难听一点就是犯贱。

人都说，
男人只有在追求的过程中才会是最完美的，
因为他们一直想做到最好以博取‘她’的一笑和认同。

看了很多例子，
自己也不断思考。。。
人往往很怕寂寞，
我也不例外。

分手的原因有很多，
但其实都是借口，
最主要的原因对方是不懂的，
那就是心已不在对方的身上了。

有的人因为觉得对方不够关心她，
比如，
交往前频频发信息，
交往后难得看到信息。

有的男生觉得，
交往过后才发现女生的一些以前不懂的小细节，
然而他们觉得原来这才是她的真面目，
那他们是后悔呢？
还是怎样呢？

我从朋友那里发现，
有些男生不大珍惜女生，
但是这只是小数目吧。
但人会几曾何时会那么的幸运呢？

或许日夜见面让他们感到厌恶吧，
所以得空时情愿找别人通信息也不找她吧？
这就是为什么会有劈腿事件发生吧？
情侣之间的吵架也是这样来的吧？

有时会想，
为何他不找我呢？
可能相处时间太久了，
所以没了那份思念吧。。。

那遇到了这样的情形该如何呢？？
。。。。
如果是我，我选择默默面对，
因为你逼也没用，
两人在一起要心甘情愿，
不是要求。。。

我开始觉得，
适当的距离，
或许可以看清一个人，
因为当局者迷啊！！！

或许不要太依靠别人，
那才会活出自己。
我能活出那个自己吗？
希望我可以。。。

为何会有这么多感言呢？
或许闷得发慌吧。。。
又开始习惯一个人了，
习惯寂寞了，
哈哈！！！
好事来的。。。
那自己的思绪就不会轻易被他人影响了，
但其实还是自己骗自己。

开始想念家里的一切，
他们有想我吗？
还是我是多余的？
我已经不能承受被丢下的滋味了。。。

可能一个人想太多吧。。。
才会有这么多的思绪。。。
这些纯个人感想，
别无他意，
如有巧合别放在心上。

哈哈！！！

blek... ^^

sienz......

2008-08-03T19:23:00.001+08:00

This weekend is very cham........

I feel sick for few day,
it seem like i am suffering from 中暑。。。
可怜哦！！！
keep vomit and dizzy,
headache till cannot sleep...
suffer a lot oo....

then hw to do the lab report?
hw to study numerical???

kill me better...
xlolx...

then a boring weekend...
at home suffering...
but luckily cy got come to teman me for a while,
if nt, i will crazy though...

@.@

Another wednesday...

2008-07-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

Well, this wednesday a bit suffer...
I woke up late in the morning,
about 9.10 then woke up.
After washing cloth and boiling water..
is about 10 in the morning.

After that, i checked my mail,
and keep chating.
However, tomolo is my fluid II midtest,
wow,
not yet been touched.
So tomolo will be dead meat.
haha~~

stupid handphone charger make me angry again.
buy a new one d,
after few months,
seems like cannot work properly again,
so damm fan...

Yesterday i made a simple body checkup in campus,
however, the result shocked me...
Wow...
With high glucose and colestrol...
Erm,
need to be concerned liao...

So,
we must take good care of our health ya...
Since we are still young...
Haha~~~
Many things still waiting for us to complete in our life.

...

Feel tired and sienz....

2008-07-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

Last night feel very uncomfortable
i feel sick and like want to vomit
then rush back home
straight go vomit
everything i juz ate all vomit out
feel bad

Something no need to write out
coz i think is privacy
juz like expose too much to other ppl
is it i change myself too much
is it i fix myself too much?
Don lie....
is my rule...
but it seem like i lied quite many times d

So from nw on,
i hope i can stop lying

This morning,
wake up late again
coz my room is very dark
then i cant feel the sunray
thought is still early
but actually is late d

uncle knock at my door
is he feel like i sleep till too late?
i feel bad when he look at me like tat
i feel better this morning
no more dizzy, headache, and vomit
BUT stomachache

Wat happen to me these day???
i donno
whole day today feel sienz
no hope, no target, no destiny
feel so so so unwell

Juz hope everything will be fine

Boring Saturday...

2008-07-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

Today, wake up late...
A call wake me up...
Then nothing...
Haha~~~ xlolx...
Actually,
I feel stress for wat she said.
I knw is not easy,
but i try my best.
Not i don want to get good result.

Afternoon,
i went to zy house,
wao...
nice place...
big living room......
hv enuf space to walk around....
haha...

then unluckily,
it rained....
So i stay till 5 something then rush back lo.
coz need to cook....
Walao...
No water down stair..
tat mean i need to "carry" or "pump" water from upstair...
xlolx....
so many work...

Tonight gotta do the material tutorial...
must MUST finish tonight.
This is the task for myself today...
for tomolo is fluid lab report...
My fluid assignment had done last night...
so today must finish my task...
Gambateh...
Blek....

Finally free..... Yeah!!!

2008-07-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

Phew...
This weekend is finally free...
but will be a boring weekend. T.T

Congratulation...
Next week no exam...
Haha~~~

But hv material tutorial,
fluid assignment
and fluid lab report.
However, it is really better than previous week.

Last night,
i slept about 1.30 am juz to finish my lab report.
So tired.
Then today after math lecture,
straight go sleep till 3 pm afternoon.
OMG.... =.=
Haha~~~

Tomolo hopefully can go zy new house visit,
hiahiahia....
See the condition first,
coz i scare to go thr and home alone.
Plus he go his relative house leh.
left me alone for this weekend again..
haha...
sure miss him.

But i cant waste my time either,
try to finish the work earlier,
then my life will be easier...
And if can,
at least study la...
Time pass very fast de...
SHooooo.....
Week 8 coming....
Midsem oledi oo....
Haha~~~
All the best to me and all the best to u.......

Time pass...

2008-07-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Time pass....
so fast,
week 8 soon...
Everything mess up and busy wif assignment and test.

Start next week,
i would hv the class till 7.30 at night.
So pity hor...
Time will be more packed.

In this middle of sem,
i start thinking tat,
will i do better this time?
will i hv enuf time to prepare?
will i ????

Well,
no answer,
but i do try my best,
but still not enuf.
As jj say,
is not try only,
is a must.
Well,
i still cant do till tat way,
maybe tat is the reason y i cant improve bah...
Haiz...

Tomolo is a free day,
but will be busy wif works.
Hopefully i can manage to do:
1. fluid assignment
2. material lab report
3. fluid lab report
4. material midterm
5. fluid midterm in another weeks

Wah,
so many things hor,
then hw come i am still free here writing my blog???
wahaha...
stupid joke.
okok lo...
try to sleep early,
and tomolo need to do all the works and study.

Gambateh yo,
i believe u all can do it de
so as i.
^^

等。。。

2008-07-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

每个人的人生里，
我们都在等。。。
等着长大，
等着读书，
等着毕业，
等着做工。

等着找到爱，
等着被爱，
等着结婚生子，
等着白头到老。

这就是人生。

我现在等着。。。
走完我的精彩人生。
^^

Another busy week...

2008-07-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

Last week is like hell...
Finally finish the assignment and the presentation.
However,
Next week is a busy week either.

Monday hv thermodynamics midterm,
hv 2 lab report to finish.
This weekend is a boring weekend for me.
No go out and juz stay in my small room.
Will get crazy or nt?

My uncle go back to Miri for few days,
so left me alone at home.
Haiz...
So cham.
Furthermore,
he go to the army camp for two days lagi.
So i am damm damm boring.
thought i get use to it oledi.
Haha~~~

I don hv any mood to study for thermo la
Hw wor...
Die la...

Hey,
is it everytime i wrote my blog,
all i wrote are bad things???
Shall i change it?
Will i be happier if i write happy things???
donno oo...
haha~~~

Long time no update my bloggie d.
This time no tat dull and feel bad oledi...
God lead my way.

Politic in Malaysia now is like kelam-kabut,
this shoot that, that shoot the another one.
Wat is the truth???
Donno ...
I only knw tat the economic is very bad due to the unstability of the politic.
So is hard to find a job nowadays.
Hopefully i wont be jobless after i graduate...

So NOW,
lets get start to study hard,
Cya... ^^

我变了。

2008-06-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

有人说，
我变了。。。

变得不爱说话了。。。
变得有许多秘密藏在心里。。。

我还是那么得多愁善感。。。
我还是那么的己人犹天。。。
我还是那么的傻里傻气。。。
我还是家里的傻大姐。。。

然而。。。
我变了。。。

我变得自己也不认得自己了。。。

我累了。

2008-06-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

我真的累了。。。
心很累。。。
无法形容。。。

唯有泪水能证明我真的累了。。。
付出了。。。
已经超出自己的负荷了。。。

泪也干了。。。
自己对着自己傻笑。。。
原来自己是如此的不正常了。。。

哪里是我心里的归属？？
恐怕现在已经没有别位了。。。
只剩下这个四方窄小的墙了。。。

往日天真的我，
你在哪里？
好无助哦。。。

心灵已支透了。。。
榨干了。。。

此时此刻，
我即是感到如此的寒冷。。。
心冻坏了。。。

糟糕了，
我已找不回我自己了。。。

lost my way again...

2008-06-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

I lost my path again...
Week 4 wanna end oledi.
Wat hv i done???

Firstly,
I cant finish my statistic tutorial,

Secondly,
I cant concentrate do my revision,

Thirdly,
I donno hw to do the Pengajian Malaysia assignment,
scare nothing can help the group and make them unhappy.

Forth,
My Fluid assignment not yet touched,

Fifth,
My mum's health is unstable,
worry her,

Last,
I spend too much time on others and cant manage to use my time wisely,

As a result,
no time to do assignment,
no time to do revision,
no time to go through the notes given,
no time to change myself.

Wat i decided weeks ago cant be achieved.
Wat i thought is juz building sandcastle in the air,
Wat i do now is juz cry over spilt milk,
Wat can i do actually???

I lost my way again.
My GOD,
When i donno how to go on,
God says
"I will show u the path."
Then wat path does GOD hv for me?
God says
"My beloved son Jesus Christ."

start busy sem again...

2008-06-14T16:44:00.000+08:00

Nw oledi in the end of Week 3,
well...
Nw juz feel busy more than day before...
Let me list down the works...

1. The most rush is the thermo tutorial to be handed in on Monday
2. Pengajian Malaysia assignment and it cant be done like cincai coz it contains main coursework
marks
3. FLuid assignment 1 to be handed in at the end of June
4. Quiz ( Engineering Materials) on Monday
5. Many many revisions needed to be done coz really cant understand like FLuid II

So...........
Really a tough and rush time for me
But donno hw for others
Maybe they are more relax than me coz they did better than me in previous semester
I had badly done
so must put in more effort in my study

Therefore,
today is Saturday,
a lovely weekend.
But i cracked my head to do the thermo tutorial only Q3,
I cant solve the problem,
many books i refered back,
I really tried and tried.
At least i had tried.

Now i trying to find the information for pengajian Malaysia coz need to discuss on Monday oledi,
and somemore the Fluid Assignment too.
Then tomolo is the time to study Engineering Materials for Quiz.
HAiz....
SO many things needed to be done and yet i cant divide my time properly.
Before i write this blog,
i am actually taking my nap.
xlolx... =.=

After this,
try to find information loo...
So is time to say goodbye again.
Sayonara!!!

感言。。。

2008-06-04T16:58:00.000+08:00

成绩出了，
心情不一样了。
考的不好，
是谁的错？
还不是自己的错。
怨不得别人。

自己的问题已经够多了，
要重考。。。
ptptn loan 又被停止。
压力实在是很大。
你也面对一样的问题。
如果你停读，
也是你的选择，
我并不能干涉你，
只能给你意见。
我相信对其他人也一样。
每个人的人生都是在各自的手里。

昨天和一个刚认识的学长说了很多，
才发现自己是多么的懒惰。
难怪他能拿到标青的成绩。
这就是差别所在。
我现在就听从学长的意见，
改变自己的读书方式，
希望会有成果。
不过我相信只要有付出，
就会有一定的成果。

主啊！！！
我又回到您身边了。
当我无助的时候，
我寻求您的安慰，
您总不丢弃我，
谢谢您！！！

每个人都有自己要过的难关，
有些人过不到，
就会想不开，
最后放弃所有包括生命。
我呢。。。
在边缘。
希望我可以过这一关。

加油哦！！！^^

Wat title this time??? Donno... lol

2008-05-28T20:12:00.001+08:00

This new sem so tough and weird...
Timetable weird...
Till 7.30???
Guess wat time i will reach home then?
Erm....
8???
Kononnya i am so hardworking coz study till night.
xlolx....

The subjects this sem is damm tough...
Donno how to survive d.
The result still not yet out.
Haiz...
I think i will at least resit for math gua...
Anyway, pray for all the best.

Today is the second day he start the adventure in the jungle.
Juz hope everything is fine.
Hope he comes out soon.
I will be waiting here...
Really miss him a lot.

However,
I think of something he told me before
i juz wanna tell u tat u r in my heart.
maybe i am not good in expressing my feeling to u.
But believe in me...

Miss u a lot.
Hope u r fine in jungle,
dont get hurt,
dont get sick,
be safe and healthy.
i will owes pray for u.

Back to Year 2

2008-05-22T09:34:00.000+08:00

我回来了。
这一次回来的心情与上一次不一样了。
考试成绩还没处，
我却有不祥的预感。
难道我真的那么没有信心？

心情郁闷。。。
想放弃却又不能。。。
必须撑下去。
面对很多问题。
压力很大。
为什么要面对那么多人对自己的看法？
难道我不能真正的为自己而活一次吗？

又一个人面对这冷冰冰的四面墙。。。
我开始早起身了。。。
为何呢？
不知道。

不过，
这次我回去时，
疼我的爸爸一直买很多东西给我吃，
都是我最爱吃的。
所以我又胖了。

他说我的脸变圆了。。。
变成肉肉的。。。
又想起他了。
想着在兵营里的他是否一切安好。。。
他说有时我给他的感觉很冷淡。。。
连我的家人也如此认为。。。
这让我开始反省。。。
我只是一个不懂得表达自己的人吧。。。
很想他。。。

未来？？
未来茫茫。。。
只知道要努力往前跑。。。
至少我现在有他陪我一起努力，
为我们的将来而努力。。。

虽然我们现在是处于末后时代。。。
即有天灾又有人祸。。。
但愿我身边的人都能平平安安，
我就心满意足了。

等待成绩的心情并不好受。。。
但是唯有等待才会有结果。。。
希望一切顺利，
也平平安安。。。
加油！！！

Holiday...

2008-05-06T08:56:00.000+08:00

Damm boring...
Haiz...

Last semester, i booked the air ticket too early and i needed to change the date of flight again.
So, i booked a bit late this time.
Who knw that the exam ended so early and i still hv to wait one week to go back hometown.
Haiz...
So boring here.

This semester ended again.
Donno how to describe my feeling.
I juz scare to face my results this time.
Hope my point can get 2 and obove.
If not, i will definitely feel stress to continue studying in UTAR.
Erm....
Finance problem, Studying problem,
many problems...
All hv to face it.

Quite tough time for me.
Coz i am not the kind of ppl who can study well.
Since F4, i cant really study well.
Donno how to say.
Juz cant concentrate in studying.
I knw this is not an excuse,
But it do happens.

C my F6 results u will knw.
Nw is this sem results pula.
Haiz...

Wanna go home soon.
I hv been quite a long time din online so often.
Back home oso wont online bah.
So good luck to all my friends.
And hope u all enjoy this sem break.

Cya in new semester!!! ^^

Hopeless???

2008-04-23T09:50:00.000+08:00

Today...
I feel hopeless...
My exam is done badly...
Is it i am very poor in study?

Actually start from Form 4,
I cant study well...
Is not an excuse,
But is true since tat time.

My intro...
Not enuf time to do the last part question.
It is about 30 marks...
Feel like want to cry.
The coursework mark oledi so low...
How can i manage to get good results?
Even pass my exam oso very hard.

My dynamics...
So hard till i cant really understand wat the tutorial is about.
However, the exam hv some parts from the tutorial...
I can manage to do my best but donno can pass or not.

This term exam...
Too hard till i feel my heart is really heavy,
Till it pain and i cant sleep for whole night.
Many problems appear in my mind.
Hw to solve all...
Really hope everything is fine.

I hv a dream yesterday...
which terrified me and make me more worry.
I dream that the thing i scare come true...
I feel stress and bad.
Who can save me???
Who can comfort me???
Who can consult me???
Will i be fine???

I really donno...
Still hv 3 more exams to go...
Math on Saturday is sure making me crazy...
Who can help me???

I pray...
I pray and hope tat everything is juz fine.
Really wanna pray hard for it.

:'(

2008-04-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

Assignment killing me...
Final exam stressing me...
Bad feeling hurting me...
Confusing annoying me...

Wat shall i do?

Try to do my best for the assignment...
Try to study hard for my final exam...
Try to communicate well wif other ppl include my family...
Try to forget about his past and ignore the incident...

These days...
I am not happy...
Stressing therefore confusing...
My life is like a mess...

For my study,
wat i can do is to try my best,
put in more effort to get better result,
at least maintain my result for 3.0

Am i greedy?
I think is juz ok coz i am not asking for more,
president list is impossible for me,
even in dean list is oso like building sand castle in air.

For my dear mummy,
owes worry about me till scold me,
cry and yell at me,
make me feel hurt...

I learn to communicate well wif ppl,
i learn to be selfish sometime,
i learn not to care about other ppl feeling sometime,
i learn to be a new me.

For my beloved,
I knw ur past,
sometime i feel bad about,
but i still can accept and control my feeling.

Am i selfish and greedy?
U hv ur past,
she is in ur past,
but nw she oso in part of ur life,
Tat is y i feel bad.

Maybe u r too good,
I dont care wat she wants from u nw,
coz i knw u care for me,
That is enuf for me.

Hope this wont influence us.
Together is not easy,
so we must appreciate a lot.
and handle it well.

We hv passed so many difficulties,
Nw we are facing the challenge,
tat is to do well in final exam.

Hope we can make it,
for our future and new life,
for our familys' acknowledgement,
for our own good.

Gambateh for all of my friends,
my family,
my beloved,
and myself.

^^

('.') Hw???

2008-03-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

Haiz.........

Hw wor...........

So bad result and feeling...............

Hw wor..........

Hw to convince my mum????

Hw to get good result???

Hw to maintain the result????

Hw to convince myself tat i can do it????

Hw to concentrate in study????

Hw to arrange my timetable????

Hw wor for my lousy time management????

Hw to finish my assignment alone????

Hw to comfort myself without let others worry about me????

Hw to express my stress without hurting ppl around me????

Hw to TAHAN AGAIN????

Hw Hw HOW..................

Very annoying NOW.................

How how HOW arr................

Is tat i din put in effort???

Or i am not hardworking enuf???

Am i think too much???

Am i too nervous???

ANYWAY.....

Nw hv no time to cry over spilt milk.....

MUZ think hw to correct all situation........

Plz give me strength to do it.........

Plz give me support..........

Plz give me Advises.........

Pls pls PLZZZ.........

不可思议。。。

2008-03-21T16:50:00.000+08:00

这一切对我来说，
是这么的不可思议。。。

爱，
当爱就在身边，
你还是会怕，
怕这一切不是真的，
不是因为彼此不信任，
而是怕这种幸福的期限
怕另一方会离开自己。
这就是现实。

现在我真的很幸福，
很珍惜它，
这一段感情，
从来没有过的感觉，
让我觉得不可思议。

我只想对你说声谢谢，
给我支持，
并一起面对所有的问题与考验。

还想谢谢那些给我祝福的朋友们，
希望真的如你们所说的那样，
一切都顺顺利利。

FINALLY!!!

2008-03-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

A nice day...

FINALLY,
all problem gone.
All accepted, settled,
everything seems goes smoothly.

Dear God,
u hear my pray,
thanks for everything.

Now, i juz hope my study can do well.
Final soon,
hope can cope everything
and score well.

This will change everyone's view
Then we can continue our live
Happily ever after.
^^

So,
gambateh for our future bah...

Hehe~~~
Aza fighting!!!

Forget the past and face the future!!!

2008-03-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

Let it be...
Today i learn new thing...

旧的不去，新的不来。
凡事都要放开，才能迎接幸福的到来。

Today,
I finally can let it go and be myself.
Is good to do so.
Forget about the past,
Then i be happier in my future.

Nw,
i finally can face my past,
and juz smile when i look back,
without any regret and feeling sad.

Nw, i can fight for my future,
for my good sake,
and for my blissful life.

So,
dear parents,
please do not worry about me.
I will take care myself oo.
Hehe~~~
Ur little blur daughter need to grow up de la.

My heart is opened oledi,
thanks oo.
Thanks for willing to hear my voice of heart,
thanks for owes be there for me.

I appreciate my life nw.
And everyone shall do so.
No one can predict wat will happen next or tomolo go on,
but at least we can hold the moment NOW...

So my dear friends,
don regret nw,
hold tight wat u hv,
and u will be happier,
believe me!!!

^^

God bless...

2008-03-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

Dear God,
I hv done wrong and hv sin in me.
But...
U set me free and send a warrior to look after me.

God,
I hope i am right this time.
Hope u lead the way for me.
Without arguing and quarreling anymore.

I pray deeply in my heart that
this will last long,
I pray hard for this.
Hope u lead me the right way.

There are lots of problems will be faced,
U will guide me to the right path.
I knw my sin
I admit
I regret
And I will be cleared all sin
As i trust in U.

I oso lead him to Ur path,
hope u guide him as u guide me,
My future is in Urs hand,
Deeply prayed in my heart.

In my Holy Father name,
Amen.

Hw?

2008-03-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

心情复杂。。。该如何呢？
想家了。。。

要读完一个学期了，很像都不会呢。。。
家里对我的期待，让我倍感压力。

一天一天过了，觉得孤单，又如何呢？
自己做过的傻事，让自己跌入万丈深渊，
使我自己有想要封闭自己，
曾经想过会孤独到老。
反正有爸爸养我。哈哈！！！

自己到底要什么呢？？
嗯，我也不清楚。
迷糊的性格还是一样，
或许因为这样，
一直伤害自己和别人。

人说，
幸福是人生当中最重要的事情。
真的是如此吗？
我已麻木了，
可能是习惯我行我素了。

家人是最重要的，
但要维持一个家的幸福，
真的不容易。
争执，不合，闹脾气，
是躲不过的。
但一定要克服。
希望下个星期妈妈来能开开心心来和回。

终于看了the mist...
可能期望太高，所以有些失望。
不过，恐怖的部分还是会怕怕啦！哈哈！
真的是胆小鬼一个。
想看又怕。

我决定让你看这个我的天地，
哈哈。
喂，那天你真的很敢哦。
没有人会那样对我的哦。
所以你是geng... 哈哈。

希望数学不会太难。
哇，现在的天气很热了。
以为会下雨的。
可别再中署了。
怕怕呢。。。

要继续作什么呢？
没头绪，怎么办呢？

那就看着办吧！
哈哈！！

^^

Nice movie day!!!

2008-03-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

Really lazy to go school yesterday. Juz for fluid two hours lecture only. However, i still hv to go as i never skip the fluid lecture.

After the fluid class,i went back to have my lunch. After eating, my stomach was nt feeling well. Haiz... Then, i went to lrt station with my friend to go klcc to watch movie. So coincidentally i met LH.

After arrived at klcc, we want to see which movie is nicer. Actually i wanted to watch the mist as Ally and Joon Hoong said it is nice to watch. However, another movie is juz out that is 10,000 Bc. SO is hard to make the decision leh. Finally we decided to watch the second option. Haiz~~ feel like to watch The Mist oso la. But i cant watch both a day. So i missed it. T.T

After the movie, is about 5.45. Then we decided to go having dinner together. Well, he wanted to eat seafood indeed. He planned to go "Qi CHong Kai" loo. As i not yet been there before, i agreed to go kai kai there. Haha~~~ Erm... The seafood is nice oo. Really satisfy eat there. Haha~~~ But is really SPICY. Haha~~~

So, today is election day!!! Is better to stay at home loo. But is very boring. Although hv many works and study, but i cant feel the power to move on. So how leh? DOnno loo. At least i plan to finish the fluid report today... Donno can study the math or nt as i promise to borrow to my friend today. Hope can do something on material assignment oso. Coz we nt yet touch it leh. Haiz~~~

So here begin another day for me to go on. Hopefully everything go in right way.

Yeah^^

2008-03-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

Today is a nice day for me.... I go out play wif my friends....

After church, i go to klcc wif my friends.... Firstly, eat shushi in Shushi King for buy 1 free 1. So nice.. Haha~~~ Someone belanja me one. But i rejected.... So nice la... Three ppl all eat only RM30. If according to the normal price, it costs about RM60 oo. We can hv it half price leh. SO nice... And FULL!!! Hiahia....

After that, we think too early but unluckily there is no nice movie to watch... AND there are too many ppl queueing there and we decided not to watch at last. Then where we go leh???? Let Guess....

Cant imagine tat we go to the Petrosains to walk walk. It costs RM10 per person. Wao... It really nice and quite fun. We spend about more than 3 hours in there. The place is so BIG.... Haha~~ We really cant believe that we spend so much time in there... Many things to touch touch and play play... Even walk oso cant finish walk... Haha... At last is the workers chase us out as their opening hour is finished d. THen we rush out.

If hv time and chance, i will try to go to the klcc aquarium wif my sister to hv fun there. It shall be fun. Although it is very very expensive. It costs about RM28 per person. But i think is worth to hv a look inside once at least bah. I like aquatic living animals.... Swimming in the water is so so fun and free...

The mirror so funny. We looks like very short and fat. We cant stop laughing there till all ppl looks strangely at us. And guess wat? I measure my weight there and OMG... I am about 57 kg. Cham loo... Sure need keep fit d. There is a small corner for the amazing pic on the wall. Ah Da took the pic leh. Although blur, but is nice oo...

Pretty tiger... Haha~~~

Is a good experience to go in. Maybe some ppl say is boring to go inside loo. But for me is ok and fun oso. Can experience the helicopter oso. But they say is very pura-pura. Haha~~ But is nice la...

After back to setapak, we plan to hv dinner. Khoon's housemate cook d so he go back eat loo. Then left me and ah da... Wao, he say he treat me to eat cheese cake oo... Wah, so delicious and expensive...=.= I actually ordered cold milk but he ordered wrongly for me. A cup of hot milk pula. Haha~~~ Anyway, the cheese cake is nice oo. I like the New York cheese cake the most. Cappucino one still ok la. Haha~~~

Then we go buy some groceries... BUT it rains ..... Then no other choice, we go back by taxi.

Wao.... Is a nice day right? And a wonderful and tired day!!!

Thanks you guys for accompany me to play around. And fooling around. Haha~~~ Appreciate a lot. Hope can gather and go out again if hv chance again. ^^

Hard Feeling....

2008-03-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

为什么人要那么复杂？？不能简单一点吗？为何这么难做到？

知道你是为我好，但。。。如果我选择了他，这条路是不归路吗？为何不给我一个机会，让我选择一次。。。
是你不信任我吗？我不能被信任吗？幸福在自己的手中，不是由你而定的。。但，我知道你是为我好，给我劝告。。。

人很复杂。。。包括我。。。就如他所说的一样。。。就算是手牵手也不是最亲密的接触，然而是心灵上的相知相惜的接触。

或许是我想的太多，我也已不再去想了。。。或许我应该放开吧，不该把自己捆绑起来。。。

到底未来如何？一定是照着你所说的那个方式而进行吗？那人生且不是很无聊？？

我尝试着以你所言，不让你担心。。。但希望不会违背自己的意愿。。。或许你又觉得我不乖了，觉得心痛。如果我真的选择错了，那也是我自己的选择，我会从中学习。。。这是每个人都会面对的事情，要不然就不会长大哦。。。

希望一切将会如愿，事事顺利。。。 ^^

Bad Day!!! =.=

2008-02-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

Today is a bad day for me.

好不容易赶完我的全部功课，今天准备交了。。。以为一切都没事！！！我也如期温习功课，因为今天有两个考试。今天一早就起身，赶到学校考试。原本信心还足以应付考试的。但，实在是考的不够好。

这就算了。过后考另一个科目，谁知道一看到考试卷，三题都不会，怎么办才好呢？难道我读的都是废的？？时间又不够，根本来不及探讨题目，又是开卷考试。其实没什么分别咯。都是不会做。唉~~~

考完了真的觉得很沮散，不知如何是好? 压力真的很大。不懂如何向妈妈交待。现在真的是筋疲力尽，很累。不知要如何面对自己的成绩。

下雨天又开始来了，象征我现在的心情，阴沉，沉重，无能为力。不过至少有一个好处，那就是很好睡。。。哈哈！！！

我很喜欢这首歌，名为 Bad Day!!!

There is a moment,
when i need u the most,
u cannot believe tat the magic has lost,
u tell me the blue sky fade away,
u tell me ur passion gonna away,
and i no need carry on.

coz U hv a bad day,
u taking one down,
u sing a sad song,
juz to turn it around.

U say u donno,
u tell me don lie,
u walk at a smile and u go for a ride.

U had a bad day,
the camera don lie,
i am coming back down,
and i really don mind.
U had a bad day,
u had a bad day!!!

PS:
I need a blue sky holiday,
Haha~~~ THis one is my ps.... really need rest.

@.@

2008-02-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

Today, i go for the boring Dynamics lecture. Really sleepy arr... Some more black out after one hour lecture. Then we moved to SE block pula. Is a long and suffering time.

After class, i go back prepare to go out to watch CJ7. Is a nice movie. I love it very much. The alien pet is so cute. This remember me my dear doggies. Haha~~ Especially the small one. Really miss them. Haiz~~~

Donno y my mum mood these two days is very bad and like want to explode oledi. Donno how o. Somemore she doesnt like me go out wif him. She want me stay away from him. I will i gonna to say leh. Nth indeed. Coz i know she is moody for that time so i remain silence. Juz go out wif friend cannot meh?? I wonder!!!

Anyway, i hv many inquires. First, is the difference of living style will influence a pair of couple?? The age?? The different religion?? Then wat about the family???

I really donno. If the parents not allow and bless the couple, will they happy together? If the different religion like Christian and Buddha. Can they hv their same lifestyle?? Is hard right? So really hard to say at all. So, tat is y i don want to get involve in bah. Haha~~~

Hv 2 assignment, 2 mid test, 1 lab next week. So how am i gonna to handle it all. Haiz~~~ Will i be crazy??? Somemore my mum is very concern about my result this time. However, this semester is pretty hard for me to score. Scare to resit for the test arr. But wat can i do is juz try my best loo.

So now i hv to concentrate on my intro assignment loo. Don want to slow down the group assignment. Hope can do better and can satisfy all the group member. I will do the best.

Now then gonna start my assignment loo. Cya.