Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Wat title this time??? Donno... lol

This new sem so tough and weird...
Timetable weird...
Till 7.30???
Guess wat time i will reach home then?
Erm....
8???
Kononnya i am so hardworking coz study till night.
xlolx....

The subjects this sem is damm tough...
Donno how to survive d.
The result still not yet out.
Haiz...
I think i will at least resit for math gua...
Anyway, pray for all the best.

Today is the second day he start the adventure in the jungle.
Juz hope everything is fine.
Hope he comes out soon.
I will be waiting here...
Really miss him a lot.

However,
I think of something he told me before
i juz wanna tell u tat u r in my heart.
maybe i am not good in expressing my feeling to u.
But believe in me...

Miss u a lot.
Hope u r fine in jungle,
dont get hurt,
dont get sick,
be safe and healthy.
i will owes pray for u.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Back to Year 2

我回来了。
这一次回来的心情与上一次不一样了。
考试成绩还没处,
我却有不祥的预感。
难道我真的那么没有信心?

心情郁闷。。。
想放弃却又不能。。。
必须撑下去。
面对很多问题。
压力很大。
为什么要面对那么多人对自己的看法?
难道我不能真正的为自己而活一次吗?

又一个人面对这冷冰冰的四面墙。。。
我开始早起身了。。。
为何呢?
不知道。

不过,
这次我回去时,
疼我的爸爸一直买很多东西给我吃,
都是我最爱吃的。
所以我又胖了。

他说我的脸变圆了。。。
变成肉肉的。。。
又想起他了。
想着在兵营里的他是否一切安好。。。
他说有时我给他的感觉很冷淡。。。
连我的家人也如此认为。。。
这让我开始反省。。。
我只是一个不懂得表达自己的人吧。。。
很想他。。。

未来??
未来茫茫。。。
只知道要努力往前跑。。。
至少我现在有他陪我一起努力,
为我们的将来而努力。。。

虽然我们现在是处于末后时代。。。
即有天灾又有人祸。。。
但愿我身边的人都能平平安安,
我就心满意足了。

等待成绩的心情并不好受。。。
但是唯有等待才会有结果。。。
希望一切顺利,
也平平安安。。。
加油!!!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Holiday...

Damm boring...
Haiz...

Last semester, i booked the air ticket too early and i needed to change the date of flight again.
So, i booked a bit late this time.
Who knw that the exam ended so early and i still hv to wait one week to go back hometown.
Haiz...
So boring here.

This semester ended again.
Donno how to describe my feeling.
I juz scare to face my results this time.
Hope my point can get 2 and obove.
If not, i will definitely feel stress to continue studying in UTAR.
Erm....
Finance problem, Studying problem,
many problems...
All hv to face it.

Quite tough time for me.
Coz i am not the kind of ppl who can study well.
Since F4, i cant really study well.
Donno how to say.
Juz cant concentrate in studying.
I knw this is not an excuse,
But it do happens.

C my F6 results u will knw.
Nw is this sem results pula.
Haiz...

Wanna go home soon.
I hv been quite a long time din online so often.
Back home oso wont online bah.
So good luck to all my friends.
And hope u all enjoy this sem break.

Cya in new semester!!! ^^