每次你打电话给我时，
总会出现这样的对话：
[有想我吗？]
“。。。”
[喂？？？] 你以为电话有问题。。。
“嗯。。。”
[有想我吗？？？]
“嗯，有。。。” 我简短的回应。。。
[ 我很想你。] 带点沙哑的声音，我融化了。你总是如此轻易的俘虏了我。
[你没有话对我说吗？] 你总是这样问沉默的我。
沉默的我突然不知如何表达心中的想法，埂在喉咙里出不来。
而你却认为我敷衍你，对你冷淡。
~别一直用“我以为。。。” ，或“你不说，我不会知道”。
每次你不出声时，我很怕。
你眼里的深邃，是我不敢直视的。
因为我不懂你再想什么。
两个人在一起最重要的是沟通，
有了沟通才能达到共识。
你总说：[你不说，我不知道.]
"哦！！！”我这傻大姐的老毛病又出现了。
每次要见面时，
我喜欢一打开门就看到你站在门口对我笑，因为我觉得心暖暖的。
只是此景不再，我会想念的。
相隔两地男女朋友永远敌不过即使出现在身边的他/她，尤其在急需彼此安慰！！！
这是大家的观点。。。
有一首歌，我想分享。。。“爱情证书”
寂寞当然有一点， 你不在我的身边，总是特别想念你的脸，
距离是一份考卷， 测量相爱的誓言，最后会不会实现？？？
我们为爱还在学， 学沟通的语言，学着谅解，学着不流泪。
等到我们学会飞， 飞越黑夜和考验，日子就要从孤单里毕业，
我们用多一点点的辛苦，来交换多一点点的幸福，就算幸福还有一段路，
等我们学会忍耐和付出，这爱情一定会有张证书， 证明从此不孤独。
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
难关
距离越来越远，
难受，无奈，
隔阂越来越大，
误会越来越多。
有误会就有误解，
有误解就有距离，
有距离就会冷淡，
冷淡了就会冷战。
冷战后开始思考，
思考后想不开，
就会乱乱想，
找不到解决方式，
就只有逃避。
不逃避就只有分手，
断了一切，
就当作解决方式。
曾经我这样的处理，
事后问我会后悔吗？
我后悔！！！
所以我不想再面对同样的事情。
每个人都会遇到这个问题，
不一样的只是处理方式而已。
我不懂要如何处理这次的难关，
我很累，
无论是精神上或生理上。
我相信对方也是，
所以不知如何，
暂且逃避吧，
因为大家都真的累了。
难受，无奈，
隔阂越来越大，
误会越来越多。
有误会就有误解，
有误解就有距离，
有距离就会冷淡，
冷淡了就会冷战。
冷战后开始思考，
思考后想不开，
就会乱乱想，
找不到解决方式，
就只有逃避。
不逃避就只有分手，
断了一切，
就当作解决方式。
曾经我这样的处理，
事后问我会后悔吗？
我后悔！！！
所以我不想再面对同样的事情。
每个人都会遇到这个问题，
不一样的只是处理方式而已。
我不懂要如何处理这次的难关，
我很累，
无论是精神上或生理上。
我相信对方也是，
所以不知如何，
暂且逃避吧，
因为大家都真的累了。
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Under bankrupcy
Cham...
No money..
Am i waste a lot???
I donno...
If i don want to buy those thing,
they say me 该用的还是要用。。。
if buy thing d,
they say too expensive and buy for useless...
Wat can i do???
Watever,
Nw...
I really no money d...
UNDER BANKRUPCY!!!
Then they say,
no need study lo,
go get married lo...
Haiz...
No money..
Am i waste a lot???
I donno...
If i don want to buy those thing,
they say me 该用的还是要用。。。
if buy thing d,
they say too expensive and buy for useless...
Wat can i do???
Watever,
Nw...
I really no money d...
UNDER BANKRUPCY!!!
Then they say,
no need study lo,
go get married lo...
Haiz...
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Money money money!!!
Money money money!!!
Haiz..
Economic down,
everyone facing same problem,
No enuf money...
Hw to survive under this condition???
Can i no celebrate CNY???
Waste many money buy cloth, shoes.
Can i no study???
Cant...
Can i use little money for daily use???
Try my best...
Can i juz photostate the 'AGONG" money???
is a crime...
Haiz...
Money, money, money...
Y life so difficult???
Haiz..
Economic down,
everyone facing same problem,
No enuf money...
Hw to survive under this condition???
Can i no celebrate CNY???
Waste many money buy cloth, shoes.
Can i no study???
Cant...
Can i use little money for daily use???
Try my best...
Can i juz photostate the 'AGONG" money???
is a crime...
Haiz...
Money, money, money...
Y life so difficult???
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
November
November,
my birthday month...
I am getting old lo....
Today i feel very tired and dizzy.
donno wat happen.
maybe just tired.
Ppl say when we are in age of 20 something,
is very fast to get in 30 ages.
So,
Time flies,
Wont wait for us,
hope we can catch our own precious time,
don regret,
live a meaningful life,
as our life is just short.
my birthday month...
I am getting old lo....
Today i feel very tired and dizzy.
donno wat happen.
maybe just tired.
Ppl say when we are in age of 20 something,
is very fast to get in 30 ages.
So,
Time flies,
Wont wait for us,
hope we can catch our own precious time,
don regret,
live a meaningful life,
as our life is just short.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
一个人
一个人。。。
回到家了，
原来还是一个人，
被人排挤，遗忘，责备。
我才发现，
原来我还是一个人。
看来我要习惯一个人了。。。
是我小气吗？？
是我无理取闹吗？
是我讨骂吗？
还是都是我的错，
自讨苦吃？？？
一个人伤心难过，
没人发现，
没人懂，
只被人觉得我扮可怜，无辜。
被人遗忘，
被人忽略，
即是如此的难过，
泪往心里流。。。
回到家了，
原来还是一个人，
被人排挤，遗忘，责备。
我才发现，
原来我还是一个人。
看来我要习惯一个人了。。。
是我小气吗？？
是我无理取闹吗？
是我讨骂吗？
还是都是我的错，
自讨苦吃？？？
一个人伤心难过，
没人发现，
没人懂，
只被人觉得我扮可怜，无辜。
被人遗忘，
被人忽略，
即是如此的难过，
泪往心里流。。。
Monday, October 20, 2008
"金玉良言“
妈妈说：
“是普通朋友吗?”
没想到这么久后，
她既然会这样的认为。
我又该如何答呢？？
“为难啊！！！”
听到很多的不满，
那又如何？
是我的选择。
她说，
我是家里最小的。
即使我是长女。。。
什么意思呢？？？
原来我这么没用，
让他们那么担心，
让他们很容易就看穿我的心思。
甚至夸张到，
他们说很容易懂我下一句想说什么。。。
我这一个人，
做到这样的地步，
也真是没有用啊！
在学校，
一样的情形也出现，
我心情不好的时候，
同学们也都猜得到。
现在，
我在绑紧握自己，
因为我在面临挑战。
妈妈说，
她对我失望是因为对我的期望太深。
明天的事，
没有人知道，
所以我害怕，
彷徨，无助。
“是普通朋友吗?”
没想到这么久后，
她既然会这样的认为。
我又该如何答呢？？
“为难啊！！！”
听到很多的不满，
那又如何？
是我的选择。
她说，
我是家里最小的。
即使我是长女。。。
什么意思呢？？？
原来我这么没用，
让他们那么担心，
让他们很容易就看穿我的心思。
甚至夸张到，
他们说很容易懂我下一句想说什么。。。
我这一个人，
做到这样的地步，
也真是没有用啊！
在学校，
一样的情形也出现，
我心情不好的时候，
同学们也都猜得到。
现在，
我在绑紧握自己，
因为我在面临挑战。
妈妈说，
她对我失望是因为对我的期望太深。
明天的事，
没有人知道，
所以我害怕，
彷徨，无助。
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Busy Sunday!!!
Today,
is a busy day...
After church,
straight go for breakfast.
Then start my piano lesson,
from 9 to 2.
Very very tired..
After that,
i straight go FISHING...
Yeah~~
Within first hour,
i hit the goal...
I get a small fish...
XlolX.
So nice day today,
except the quarrel wif sis...
I admit i am a bit irresponsible,
i will correct it de,
but no need keep say me and blame me bah...
sure i fan and shout back de la..
so the quarrel begin...
Haiz...
So,
tomolo is another happy fishing day...
Hope there is another surprise too...
^^
is a busy day...
After church,
straight go for breakfast.
Then start my piano lesson,
from 9 to 2.
Very very tired..
After that,
i straight go FISHING...
Yeah~~
Within first hour,
i hit the goal...
I get a small fish...
XlolX.
So nice day today,
except the quarrel wif sis...
I admit i am a bit irresponsible,
i will correct it de,
but no need keep say me and blame me bah...
sure i fan and shout back de la..
so the quarrel begin...
Haiz...
So,
tomolo is another happy fishing day...
Hope there is another surprise too...
^^
Thursday, October 16, 2008
感情世界
感情世界，
很缥缈，很虚幻。
她说，
世界上不可能有，
男人和女人是很好的朋友。
我觉得，
男人往往有许多的理由和借口，
让我拿他没办法，
而身为女人的我，
却反而不想让男人有借口抛弃我，
而往往口是心非，
让自己很辛苦，
甚至痛苦，
忍受。。。
她还说，
男人永远对外面的世界感兴趣，
所以外遇是很容易的。
已一起的，
往往觉得对方不够好，
就会觉得外面的比较好。
几十年的婚姻，
难道就这样完了？？？
我突然觉得人生无趣，
无奈，又没办法。
有的人，
明明知道对方对自己的感觉淡了，
却因为责任而继续在一起，
还结婚了。
到底结婚的定义在哪里？？？
男人往往是女人的全部，
女人却不是男人的全部。
女人以男人为中心点，
男人却不是。
突然觉得，
一切都没有意义，
没意思了。
很缥缈，很虚幻。
她说，
世界上不可能有，
男人和女人是很好的朋友。
我觉得，
男人往往有许多的理由和借口，
让我拿他没办法，
而身为女人的我，
却反而不想让男人有借口抛弃我，
而往往口是心非，
让自己很辛苦，
甚至痛苦，
忍受。。。
她还说，
男人永远对外面的世界感兴趣，
所以外遇是很容易的。
已一起的，
往往觉得对方不够好，
就会觉得外面的比较好。
几十年的婚姻，
难道就这样完了？？？
我突然觉得人生无趣，
无奈，又没办法。
有的人，
明明知道对方对自己的感觉淡了，
却因为责任而继续在一起，
还结婚了。
到底结婚的定义在哪里？？？
男人往往是女人的全部，
女人却不是男人的全部。
女人以男人为中心点，
男人却不是。
突然觉得，
一切都没有意义，
没意思了。
选择。
今晚，
听了妹妹很多的金玉良言，
回想了很多。
两个人在一起，
是不会有怨言的，
是不自私的。
她坚信没有一见钟情，
所以应该要好好保护自己。
她说，
追的时候，
热情又关心，
追 到手后，
一切都不一样了，
我也认同。
我的朋友最近也面对同样的问题，
所以这个观点是对的。
她又说，
男人一定会说骗话的，
所以我要学会骗人。
她说，
我不骗人， 人人骗我，
所以要我骗人人，人人骗我。。。
很深奥的学问，
我很失败，
有点被洗脑的感觉，
觉得全部都没有意思了。
想象要相处到老，
一切都不容易，
我有点退缩了，
但是我很像回不到原点了，
问我后悔吗？？？
我真的乱了，
乱了方寸，
我已不知道该如何了！！！
唉！！！
人是没有十全十美的。。。
听了妹妹很多的金玉良言，
回想了很多。
两个人在一起，
是不会有怨言的，
是不自私的。
她坚信没有一见钟情，
所以应该要好好保护自己。
她说，
追的时候，
热情又关心，
追 到手后，
一切都不一样了，
我也认同。
我的朋友最近也面对同样的问题，
所以这个观点是对的。
她又说，
男人一定会说骗话的，
所以我要学会骗人。
她说，
我不骗人， 人人骗我，
所以要我骗人人，人人骗我。。。
很深奥的学问，
我很失败，
有点被洗脑的感觉，
觉得全部都没有意思了。
想象要相处到老，
一切都不容易，
我有点退缩了，
但是我很像回不到原点了，
问我后悔吗？？？
我真的乱了，
乱了方寸，
我已不知道该如何了！！！
唉！！！
人是没有十全十美的。。。
Choices
Choices again...
They say this short sem math 2 lecturer are better,
3 midterms,
3lecturers,
so...
will i regret???
Many things hv to be considered...
First, money,
second, i promise to work as piano teacher,
third, air tickets are expensive.
At home,
everyday scoldings can be heard,
i can stand it as some are my faults,
BUT..
can stop complaining and scolding???
Wont they feel tired of scolding and angrying???
I tired d...
i got feel like wanna give up my study,
as i cannot make it,
but HW???
Anyone can teach me hw to do???
They say this short sem math 2 lecturer are better,
3 midterms,
3lecturers,
so...
will i regret???
Many things hv to be considered...
First, money,
second, i promise to work as piano teacher,
third, air tickets are expensive.
At home,
everyday scoldings can be heard,
i can stand it as some are my faults,
BUT..
can stop complaining and scolding???
Wont they feel tired of scolding and angrying???
I tired d...
i got feel like wanna give up my study,
as i cannot make it,
but HW???
Anyone can teach me hw to do???
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Worry...
For this short sem,
only one ppl from chemical engineering repeat math 2,
i donno my decision is right or nt,
but cannot turn back my head again.
I worry my dear leh,
sick d,
hope he get well soon,
really feel scare and bad when u get sick.
I remind u to take care d,
but still the same...
Haiz...
T.T
Pray that u will get well soon...
cant do anything other than that,
i am too far away from u.
I get well d,
listen to u to drink many water d,
u gt listen to me???
Hope gt...
Must get well plz....
Tonight u go back hometown d,
hope everything fine...
only one ppl from chemical engineering repeat math 2,
i donno my decision is right or nt,
but cannot turn back my head again.
I worry my dear leh,
sick d,
hope he get well soon,
really feel scare and bad when u get sick.
I remind u to take care d,
but still the same...
Haiz...
T.T
Pray that u will get well soon...
cant do anything other than that,
i am too far away from u.
I get well d,
listen to u to drink many water d,
u gt listen to me???
Hope gt...
Must get well plz....
Tonight u go back hometown d,
hope everything fine...
Monday, October 13, 2008
At hometown d...
Finally i back to hometown d,
busy at the first weekend,
busy till whole day no go toilet till night,
make my health's problem begin,
i feel pain...
The most pain i had experienced is...
cant meet him for two months,
hardly meet again after new semester start,
hardly hug him anymore...
My heart feels pain and bleeding,
is my own problem,
other couple maybe can tahan,
but for me cannot...
Maybe after a long long time...
then i can get use to it.
Everyday i dream of him,
everyday i feel want to hear his voice,
everyday i want to touch his face,
is juz all dream at last.
"some ppl say no need to be like tat la,
juz normal case."
for me,
i try to get use to it,
but for nw i miss him badly,
is worse than last time he go for army camp,
Y???
Coz after army camp,
we can meet anytime, anyway,
But for nw on,
we hardly do so d...
So anyone plz tell me wat can i do?
I juz cant smile without him,
Donno hw to say d,
tears owes tickling down when think too much...
busy at the first weekend,
busy till whole day no go toilet till night,
make my health's problem begin,
i feel pain...
The most pain i had experienced is...
cant meet him for two months,
hardly meet again after new semester start,
hardly hug him anymore...
My heart feels pain and bleeding,
is my own problem,
other couple maybe can tahan,
but for me cannot...
Maybe after a long long time...
then i can get use to it.
Everyday i dream of him,
everyday i feel want to hear his voice,
everyday i want to touch his face,
is juz all dream at last.
"some ppl say no need to be like tat la,
juz normal case."
for me,
i try to get use to it,
but for nw i miss him badly,
is worse than last time he go for army camp,
Y???
Coz after army camp,
we can meet anytime, anyway,
But for nw on,
we hardly do so d...
So anyone plz tell me wat can i do?
I juz cant smile without him,
Donno hw to say d,
tears owes tickling down when think too much...
Sunday, October 5, 2008
nice holiday trip...
Erm,
go many place oo...
After the genting trip,
i go kelantan, and near the terengganu...
Quite nice trip,
i enjoy fishing,
bbq-ing,
go water fall...
However,
there is bad thing happen too.
Once i fell down and BANG!!!
My back still aching till nw,
donno gt effect my bond or nt,
will go check when go back hometown.
And to the water fall pula,
when i play water,
donno is too cold or wat,
i faint and luckily he hug me up,
he once wake me up,
but when i wake up,
i cant see anything,
not a single light,
i scare till shout,
never been so scared in my life,
i really thought i will be blind,
i really scared.
My family so far away,
really scared...
Then i faint again,
when i woke up,
i opened my eyes,
luckily i can finally saw they surrounding me with worry faces,
really feel sorry to depress them that time.
Other than this scary experience,
mostly i hv fun time,
fun time during fishing time at midnight,
haha...
not really fishing,
is picking up the rubbish only...
^^
If hv chance,
i will go playing around semenanjung again...
but for nw,
miss my family for sure,
haha...
going back to hometown next week,
nw still in kl sien-ing...
haha...
Result,
donno hw.....
speechless...
juz wait and see...
Happy holidayz.......
^^
go many place oo...
After the genting trip,
i go kelantan, and near the terengganu...
Quite nice trip,
i enjoy fishing,
bbq-ing,
go water fall...
However,
there is bad thing happen too.
Once i fell down and BANG!!!
My back still aching till nw,
donno gt effect my bond or nt,
will go check when go back hometown.
And to the water fall pula,
when i play water,
donno is too cold or wat,
i faint and luckily he hug me up,
he once wake me up,
but when i wake up,
i cant see anything,
not a single light,
i scare till shout,
never been so scared in my life,
i really thought i will be blind,
i really scared.
My family so far away,
really scared...
Then i faint again,
when i woke up,
i opened my eyes,
luckily i can finally saw they surrounding me with worry faces,
really feel sorry to depress them that time.
Other than this scary experience,
mostly i hv fun time,
fun time during fishing time at midnight,
haha...
not really fishing,
is picking up the rubbish only...
^^
If hv chance,
i will go playing around semenanjung again...
but for nw,
miss my family for sure,
haha...
going back to hometown next week,
nw still in kl sien-ing...
haha...
Result,
donno hw.....
speechless...
juz wait and see...
Happy holidayz.......
^^
Monday, September 22, 2008
Genting trip...
Wao...
Really nice to having fun in genting highland,
i had not went thr for three years d,
i had fun time wif all of them together.
Nice nice nice...
Nw busy packing for another trip lo...
Wee...
Cya my bloggie...
Really nice to having fun in genting highland,
i had not went thr for three years d,
i had fun time wif all of them together.
Nice nice nice...
Nw busy packing for another trip lo...
Wee...
Cya my bloggie...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
die la..
Today paper sucks,
i forgot many things,
y after i read and read still cant remember?
Tomolo fluid for last paper,
but i cant study in,
afternoon i felt dizzy,
cant study at all.
As result,
i take a nap,
wake up in the evening d,
no enuf time.
Haiz...
Feel bad,
no mood at all...
Hw to continue study for tomolo one wor...
Gambateh la,
be panda lo,
burn midnight oil lo,
that is all i can do.
i forgot many things,
y after i read and read still cant remember?
Tomolo fluid for last paper,
but i cant study in,
afternoon i felt dizzy,
cant study at all.
As result,
i take a nap,
wake up in the evening d,
no enuf time.
Haiz...
Feel bad,
no mood at all...
Hw to continue study for tomolo one wor...
Gambateh la,
be panda lo,
burn midnight oil lo,
that is all i can do.
Monday, September 15, 2008
last two papers....
Finally,
last two papers d...
The Pengajian Paper over d,
however many ppl blame lecturer give the wrong and useless tips to us...
Many complains...
I juz write watever i knw,
do my best d.
Left two subjects,
Material and fluid 2.
Yesterday,
i in bad mood,
cant sleep well,
cant study in,
only study fluid 2 note chapter 1.
Yesterday was mooncake festival,
I thought i will cfelebrate lonely,
however things change at night,
feel glad about that.
Today,
i wake up late though,
but i change subject to study,
i study material.
I flip through the material textbook,
i really donno wat to study,
juz memorise watever i heard lecturer emphasize before.
Today is a better day for me,
i can study at least.
Hehe...
Two more days to go for material exam on thursday and fluid 2 on friday....
Then...
HOLIDAYZ....
xlolxz....
Hope everything goes well for these days,
GOD bless...
Aza fighting for my friends and coursemates as well,
Gambateh...
last two papers d...
The Pengajian Paper over d,
however many ppl blame lecturer give the wrong and useless tips to us...
Many complains...
I juz write watever i knw,
do my best d.
Left two subjects,
Material and fluid 2.
Yesterday,
i in bad mood,
cant sleep well,
cant study in,
only study fluid 2 note chapter 1.
Yesterday was mooncake festival,
I thought i will cfelebrate lonely,
however things change at night,
feel glad about that.
Today,
i wake up late though,
but i change subject to study,
i study material.
I flip through the material textbook,
i really donno wat to study,
juz memorise watever i heard lecturer emphasize before.
Today is a better day for me,
i can study at least.
Hehe...
Two more days to go for material exam on thursday and fluid 2 on friday....
Then...
HOLIDAYZ....
xlolxz....
Hope everything goes well for these days,
GOD bless...
Aza fighting for my friends and coursemates as well,
Gambateh...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Resit Math 2 paper...
Haiz...
Math 2 paper is straight after the numerical only.
Plus the exam is in the morning.
I no sleep throughout the night.
Only sleep for two hours before the exam.
The exam is not easy,
but i do better than last time.
I hope i can pass,
although my coursework mark is so low,
hope i can make it.
Time pass so fast,
i sit for three subject d,
one more on this saturday,
stupid sejarah Malaysia.
Haiz...
Holiday soon,
trip to genting at last.
Mum allow d,
so nice.
Hope i will hv fun together wif them...
Fast fast finish exam la....
T.T
i feel dizzy and nt well today,
coz no sleep bah.
Hope will get well soon.
And then enjoy my holiday lo...
Math 2 paper is straight after the numerical only.
Plus the exam is in the morning.
I no sleep throughout the night.
Only sleep for two hours before the exam.
The exam is not easy,
but i do better than last time.
I hope i can pass,
although my coursework mark is so low,
hope i can make it.
Time pass so fast,
i sit for three subject d,
one more on this saturday,
stupid sejarah Malaysia.
Haiz...
Holiday soon,
trip to genting at last.
Mum allow d,
so nice.
Hope i will hv fun together wif them...
Fast fast finish exam la....
T.T
i feel dizzy and nt well today,
coz no sleep bah.
Hope will get well soon.
And then enjoy my holiday lo...
Monday, September 8, 2008
First day exam...
First day exam...
damm tired...
Thermo exam...
Not easy though...
At least i try my best!!!
Not enuf time,
but i had spent all the time on it...
Haha~~~
Anyway still hv many papers to go!!!
Gambateh!!!
Aza fighting...
^^
damm tired...
Thermo exam...
Not easy though...
At least i try my best!!!
Not enuf time,
but i had spent all the time on it...
Haha~~~
Anyway still hv many papers to go!!!
Gambateh!!!
Aza fighting...
^^
A funny post for all Students...
It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????'
That mean we no need study la...
Haha~~~
^^
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????'
That mean we no need study la...
Haha~~~
^^
Friday, September 5, 2008
Rainy day again...
Haiz....
Another rainy day...
Still hv 3 days before final...
Well,
Any improvement???
Erm...
Thermo,
i finished d,
hopefully can do it this time.
Math 2 and numerical in process...
Other remain same...
Hope wont be doomed again...
Miss my home so badly...
Miss my family la...
When can i go back??
the air thicket so expensive oo...
Haiz...
Hopefully this time can get better result...
Don want family disppointed again...
Another rainy day...
Still hv 3 days before final...
Well,
Any improvement???
Erm...
Thermo,
i finished d,
hopefully can do it this time.
Math 2 and numerical in process...
Other remain same...
Hope wont be doomed again...
Miss my home so badly...
Miss my family la...
When can i go back??
the air thicket so expensive oo...
Haiz...
Hopefully this time can get better result...
Don want family disppointed again...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
All half way!!!
Aiyoyo...
Final getting nearer and nearer.
Wat had i done these days???
Fluid,
juz studied chapter 1.
Thermo,
juz till the departure function.
Numerical,
juz till chapter 21 no include statistic.
Material,
nt yet touched.
Math 2,
juz studied last chapter but don understand at all.
Pa,
think is last minute study lo...
Haiz...
All half way de...
我还真是个半桶水。。。
blek...
^^
Final getting nearer and nearer.
Wat had i done these days???
Fluid,
juz studied chapter 1.
Thermo,
juz till the departure function.
Numerical,
juz till chapter 21 no include statistic.
Material,
nt yet touched.
Math 2,
juz studied last chapter but don understand at all.
Pa,
think is last minute study lo...
Haiz...
All half way de...
我还真是个半桶水。。。
blek...
^^
Monday, August 25, 2008
Finally realise...
I finally realise that,
in my life,
i cant only hv him in my heart.
Coz of i put it too hard in my life,
when he is not around,
i will lost my way again.
So i decide to turn my way,
i can hv friend in my life,
not juz only him.
In that way,
i believe that i can be happier,
and feel better.
Or i hv to be more independent.
call home more frequently.
and enjoy peaceful loneliness...
Hehe...
Or write my bloggie frequently.
Muackzzz...
in my life,
i cant only hv him in my heart.
Coz of i put it too hard in my life,
when he is not around,
i will lost my way again.
So i decide to turn my way,
i can hv friend in my life,
not juz only him.
In that way,
i believe that i can be happier,
and feel better.
Or i hv to be more independent.
call home more frequently.
and enjoy peaceful loneliness...
Hehe...
Or write my bloggie frequently.
Muackzzz...
For my single friend,
although love is dreamful,
is adorable,
but pls choose carefully.
For my friend who in relationship,
maintain relationship is a hard work,
hv to gambateh,
for ur future.
For me,
blurblur and miserable me...
speechless...
Once again,
the same problem arise,
same situation i face,
same hard feeling i hv,
same bad feeling...
yesterday,
i had passed the long long night,
coz of hardly sleep.
i hv my opened eyes throughout the night,
my mind is thinking of many things,
but if u ask me about it,
i donno much about it oso.
juz thinking blankly.
I am badly sick.
My heart feel sick,
My head spinning,
My feeling gone wrong,
My mind crashed together d,
the worst is i am really sick d.
although love is dreamful,
is adorable,
but pls choose carefully.
For my friend who in relationship,
maintain relationship is a hard work,
hv to gambateh,
for ur future.
For me,
blurblur and miserable me...
speechless...
Once again,
the same problem arise,
same situation i face,
same hard feeling i hv,
same bad feeling...
yesterday,
i had passed the long long night,
coz of hardly sleep.
i hv my opened eyes throughout the night,
my mind is thinking of many things,
but if u ask me about it,
i donno much about it oso.
juz thinking blankly.
I am badly sick.
My heart feel sick,
My head spinning,
My feeling gone wrong,
My mind crashed together d,
the worst is i am really sick d.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Dark blue day...
Well,
i woke up early as i was shocked by the nightmare.
the dream is the thing that i owes escape from,
so i really scare.
This morning raining heavily,
donno till when the rain will stop.
Thinking of someone again,
hope he do everything fine and take good care.
Maintaining relationship between two ppl is really hard,
no matter is between friends, couples, or family,
is a hard thing to learn.
Final soon...
I scared...
and still scare....
Hope we both do well,
i feel stress...
as usual...
xlolx...
Long time no write bloggie d,
i think back,
wat i had wrote before,
I think i need to delete some of it.
Coz don want ppl worry about me,
Or maybe i go create another bloggie which no one knw de?
Erm...
A good idea...
Haha~~~
Dark blue sky,
raining start falling down,
like my feeling today,
i am BLUE...
i woke up early as i was shocked by the nightmare.
the dream is the thing that i owes escape from,
so i really scare.
This morning raining heavily,
donno till when the rain will stop.
Thinking of someone again,
hope he do everything fine and take good care.
Maintaining relationship between two ppl is really hard,
no matter is between friends, couples, or family,
is a hard thing to learn.
Final soon...
I scared...
and still scare....
Hope we both do well,
i feel stress...
as usual...
xlolx...
Long time no write bloggie d,
i think back,
wat i had wrote before,
I think i need to delete some of it.
Coz don want ppl worry about me,
Or maybe i go create another bloggie which no one knw de?
Erm...
A good idea...
Haha~~~
Dark blue sky,
raining start falling down,
like my feeling today,
i am BLUE...
Monday, August 4, 2008
untitled
Today i skip class,
no mood to go campus,
no mood to do lab report,
no mood to study numerical.
Why these happen???
Hate this feeling,
seem like i am useless,
i miss my home,
become homesick.
Another lonely day,
as i expected.
Well,
no comment,
speechless.
Is juz another BAD DAY anyway!!!
no mood to go campus,
no mood to do lab report,
no mood to study numerical.
Why these happen???
Hate this feeling,
seem like i am useless,
i miss my home,
become homesick.
Another lonely day,
as i expected.
Well,
no comment,
speechless.
Is juz another BAD DAY anyway!!!
Sunday, August 3, 2008
人。。。
有时我回想，
人是不是都是很矛盾？？
讲难听一点就是犯贱。
人都说，
男人只有在追求的过程中才会是最完美的，
因为他们一直想做到最好以博取‘她’的一笑和认同。
看了很多例子，
自己也不断思考。。。
人往往很怕寂寞，
我也不例外。
分手的原因有很多，
但其实都是借口，
最主要的原因对方是不懂的，
那就是心已不在对方的身上了。
有的人因为觉得对方不够关心她，
比如，
交往前频频发信息，
交往后难得看到信息。
有的男生觉得，
交往过后才发现女生的一些以前不懂的小细节，
然而他们觉得原来这才是她的真面目，
那他们是后悔呢？
还是怎样呢？
我从朋友那里发现，
有些男生不大珍惜女生，
但是这只是小数目吧。
但人会几曾何时会那么的幸运呢？
或许日夜见面让他们感到厌恶吧，
所以得空时情愿找别人通信息也不找她吧？
这就是为什么会有劈腿事件发生吧？
情侣之间的吵架也是这样来的吧？
有时会想，
为何他不找我呢？
可能相处时间太久了，
所以没了那份思念吧。。。
。。。。
如果是我， 我选择默默面对，
因为你逼也没用，
两人在一起要心甘情愿，
不是要求。。。
我开始觉得，
适当的距离，
或许可以看清一个人，
因为当局者迷啊！！！
或许不要太依靠别人，
那才会活出自己。
我能活出那个自己吗？
希望我可以。。。
为何会有这么多感言呢？
或许闷得发慌吧。。。
又开始习惯一个人了，
习惯寂寞了，
哈哈！！！
好事来的。。。
那自己的思绪就不会轻易被他人影响了，
但其实还是自己骗自己。
开始想念家里的一切，
他们有想我吗？
还是我是多余的？
我已经不能承受被丢下的滋味了。。。
可能一个人想太多吧。。。
才会有这么多的思绪。。。
这些纯个人感想，
别无他意，
如有巧合别放在心上。
哈哈！！！
blek... ^^
sienz......
This weekend is very cham........
I feel sick for few day,
it seem like i am suffering from 中暑。。。
可怜哦！！！
keep vomit and dizzy,
headache till cannot sleep...
suffer a lot oo....
then hw to do the lab report?
hw to study numerical???
kill me better...
xlolx...
then a boring weekend...
at home suffering...
but luckily cy got come to teman me for a while,
if nt, i will crazy though...
@.@
I feel sick for few day,
it seem like i am suffering from 中暑。。。
可怜哦！！！
keep vomit and dizzy,
headache till cannot sleep...
suffer a lot oo....
then hw to do the lab report?
hw to study numerical???
kill me better...
xlolx...
then a boring weekend...
at home suffering...
but luckily cy got come to teman me for a while,
if nt, i will crazy though...
@.@
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Another wednesday...
Well, this wednesday a bit suffer...
I woke up late in the morning,
about 9.10 then woke up.
After washing cloth and boiling water..
is about 10 in the morning.
After that, i checked my mail,
and keep chating.
However, tomolo is my fluid II midtest,
wow,
not yet been touched.
So tomolo will be dead meat.
haha~~
stupid handphone charger make me angry again.
buy a new one d,
after few months,
seems like cannot work properly again,
so damm fan...
Yesterday i made a simple body checkup in campus,
however, the result shocked me...
Wow...
With high glucose and colestrol...
Erm,
need to be concerned liao...
So,
we must take good care of our health ya...
Since we are still young...
Haha~~~
Many things still waiting for us to complete in our life.
...
I woke up late in the morning,
about 9.10 then woke up.
After washing cloth and boiling water..
is about 10 in the morning.
After that, i checked my mail,
and keep chating.
However, tomolo is my fluid II midtest,
wow,
not yet been touched.
So tomolo will be dead meat.
haha~~
stupid handphone charger make me angry again.
buy a new one d,
after few months,
seems like cannot work properly again,
so damm fan...
Yesterday i made a simple body checkup in campus,
however, the result shocked me...
Wow...
With high glucose and colestrol...
Erm,
need to be concerned liao...
So,
we must take good care of our health ya...
Since we are still young...
Haha~~~
Many things still waiting for us to complete in our life.
...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Feel tired and sienz....
Last night feel very uncomfortable
i feel sick and like want to vomit
then rush back home
straight go vomit
everything i juz ate all vomit out
feel bad
Something no need to write out
coz i think is privacy
juz like expose too much to other ppl
is it i change myself too much
is it i fix myself too much?
Don lie....
is my rule...
but it seem like i lied quite many times d
So from nw on,
i hope i can stop lying
This morning,
wake up late again
coz my room is very dark
then i cant feel the sunray
thought is still early
but actually is late d
uncle knock at my door
is he feel like i sleep till too late?
i feel bad when he look at me like tat
i feel better this morning
no more dizzy, headache, and vomit
BUT stomachache
Wat happen to me these day???
i donno
whole day today feel sienz
no hope, no target, no destiny
feel so so so unwell
Juz hope everything will be fine
i feel sick and like want to vomit
then rush back home
straight go vomit
everything i juz ate all vomit out
feel bad
Something no need to write out
coz i think is privacy
juz like expose too much to other ppl
is it i change myself too much
is it i fix myself too much?
Don lie....
is my rule...
but it seem like i lied quite many times d
So from nw on,
i hope i can stop lying
This morning,
wake up late again
coz my room is very dark
then i cant feel the sunray
thought is still early
but actually is late d
uncle knock at my door
is he feel like i sleep till too late?
i feel bad when he look at me like tat
i feel better this morning
no more dizzy, headache, and vomit
BUT stomachache
Wat happen to me these day???
i donno
whole day today feel sienz
no hope, no target, no destiny
feel so so so unwell
Juz hope everything will be fine
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Boring Saturday...
Today, wake up late...
A call wake me up...
Then nothing...
Haha~~~ xlolx...
Actually,
I feel stress for wat she said.
I knw is not easy,
but i try my best.
Not i don want to get good result.
Afternoon,
i went to zy house,
wao...
nice place...
big living room......
hv enuf space to walk around....
haha...
then unluckily,
it rained....
So i stay till 5 something then rush back lo.
coz need to cook....
Walao...
No water down stair..
tat mean i need to "carry" or "pump" water from upstair...
xlolx....
so many work...
Tonight gotta do the material tutorial...
must MUST finish tonight.
This is the task for myself today...
for tomolo is fluid lab report...
My fluid assignment had done last night...
so today must finish my task...
Gambateh...
Blek....
A call wake me up...
Then nothing...
Haha~~~ xlolx...
Actually,
I feel stress for wat she said.
I knw is not easy,
but i try my best.
Not i don want to get good result.
Afternoon,
i went to zy house,
wao...
nice place...
big living room......
hv enuf space to walk around....
haha...
then unluckily,
it rained....
So i stay till 5 something then rush back lo.
coz need to cook....
Walao...
No water down stair..
tat mean i need to "carry" or "pump" water from upstair...
xlolx....
so many work...
Tonight gotta do the material tutorial...
must MUST finish tonight.
This is the task for myself today...
for tomolo is fluid lab report...
My fluid assignment had done last night...
so today must finish my task...
Gambateh...
Blek....
Friday, July 11, 2008
Finally free..... Yeah!!!
Phew...
This weekend is finally free...
but will be a boring weekend. T.T
Congratulation...
Next week no exam...
Haha~~~
But hv material tutorial,
fluid assignment
and fluid lab report.
However, it is really better than previous week.
Last night,
i slept about 1.30 am juz to finish my lab report.
So tired.
Then today after math lecture,
straight go sleep till 3 pm afternoon.
OMG.... =.=
Haha~~~
Tomolo hopefully can go zy new house visit,
hiahiahia....
See the condition first,
coz i scare to go thr and home alone.
Plus he go his relative house leh.
left me alone for this weekend again..
haha...
sure miss him.
But i cant waste my time either,
try to finish the work earlier,
then my life will be easier...
And if can,
at least study la...
Time pass very fast de...
SHooooo.....
Week 8 coming....
Midsem oledi oo....
Haha~~~
All the best to me and all the best to u.......
This weekend is finally free...
but will be a boring weekend. T.T
Congratulation...
Next week no exam...
Haha~~~
But hv material tutorial,
fluid assignment
and fluid lab report.
However, it is really better than previous week.
Last night,
i slept about 1.30 am juz to finish my lab report.
So tired.
Then today after math lecture,
straight go sleep till 3 pm afternoon.
OMG.... =.=
Haha~~~
Tomolo hopefully can go zy new house visit,
hiahiahia....
See the condition first,
coz i scare to go thr and home alone.
Plus he go his relative house leh.
left me alone for this weekend again..
haha...
sure miss him.
But i cant waste my time either,
try to finish the work earlier,
then my life will be easier...
And if can,
at least study la...
Time pass very fast de...
SHooooo.....
Week 8 coming....
Midsem oledi oo....
Haha~~~
All the best to me and all the best to u.......
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Time pass...
Time pass....
so fast,
week 8 soon...
Everything mess up and busy wif assignment and test.
Start next week,
i would hv the class till 7.30 at night.
So pity hor...
Time will be more packed.
In this middle of sem,
i start thinking tat,
will i do better this time?
will i hv enuf time to prepare?
will i ????
Well,
no answer,
but i do try my best,
but still not enuf.
As jj say,
is not try only,
is a must.
Well,
i still cant do till tat way,
maybe tat is the reason y i cant improve bah...
Haiz...
Tomolo is a free day,
but will be busy wif works.
Hopefully i can manage to do:
1. fluid assignment
2. material lab report
3. fluid lab report
4. material midterm
5. fluid midterm in another weeks
Wah,
so many things hor,
then hw come i am still free here writing my blog???
wahaha...
stupid joke.
okok lo...
try to sleep early,
and tomolo need to do all the works and study.
Gambateh yo,
i believe u all can do it de
so as i.
^^
so fast,
week 8 soon...
Everything mess up and busy wif assignment and test.
Start next week,
i would hv the class till 7.30 at night.
So pity hor...
Time will be more packed.
In this middle of sem,
i start thinking tat,
will i do better this time?
will i hv enuf time to prepare?
will i ????
Well,
no answer,
but i do try my best,
but still not enuf.
As jj say,
is not try only,
is a must.
Well,
i still cant do till tat way,
maybe tat is the reason y i cant improve bah...
Haiz...
Tomolo is a free day,
but will be busy wif works.
Hopefully i can manage to do:
1. fluid assignment
2. material lab report
3. fluid lab report
4. material midterm
5. fluid midterm in another weeks
Wah,
so many things hor,
then hw come i am still free here writing my blog???
wahaha...
stupid joke.
okok lo...
try to sleep early,
and tomolo need to do all the works and study.
Gambateh yo,
i believe u all can do it de
so as i.
^^
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Another busy week...
Last week is like hell...
Finally finish the assignment and the presentation.
However,
Next week is a busy week either.
Monday hv thermodynamics midterm,
hv 2 lab report to finish.
This weekend is a boring weekend for me.
No go out and juz stay in my small room.
Will get crazy or nt?
My uncle go back to Miri for few days,
so left me alone at home.
Haiz...
So cham.
Furthermore,
he go to the army camp for two days lagi.
So i am damm damm boring.
thought i get use to it oledi.
Haha~~~
I don hv any mood to study for thermo la
Hw wor...
Die la...
Hey,
is it everytime i wrote my blog,
all i wrote are bad things???
Shall i change it?
Will i be happier if i write happy things???
donno oo...
haha~~~
Long time no update my bloggie d.
This time no tat dull and feel bad oledi...
God lead my way.
Politic in Malaysia now is like kelam-kabut,
this shoot that, that shoot the another one.
Wat is the truth???
Donno ...
I only knw tat the economic is very bad due to the unstability of the politic.
So is hard to find a job nowadays.
Hopefully i wont be jobless after i graduate...
So NOW,
lets get start to study hard,
Cya... ^^
Finally finish the assignment and the presentation.
However,
Next week is a busy week either.
Monday hv thermodynamics midterm,
hv 2 lab report to finish.
This weekend is a boring weekend for me.
No go out and juz stay in my small room.
Will get crazy or nt?
My uncle go back to Miri for few days,
so left me alone at home.
Haiz...
So cham.
Furthermore,
he go to the army camp for two days lagi.
So i am damm damm boring.
thought i get use to it oledi.
Haha~~~
I don hv any mood to study for thermo la
Hw wor...
Die la...
Hey,
is it everytime i wrote my blog,
all i wrote are bad things???
Shall i change it?
Will i be happier if i write happy things???
donno oo...
haha~~~
Long time no update my bloggie d.
This time no tat dull and feel bad oledi...
God lead my way.
Politic in Malaysia now is like kelam-kabut,
this shoot that, that shoot the another one.
Wat is the truth???
Donno ...
I only knw tat the economic is very bad due to the unstability of the politic.
So is hard to find a job nowadays.
Hopefully i wont be jobless after i graduate...
So NOW,
lets get start to study hard,
Cya... ^^
Thursday, June 26, 2008
我变了。
有人说，
我变了。。。
变得不爱说话了。。。
变得有许多秘密藏在心里。。。
我还是那么得多愁善感。。。
我还是那么的己人犹天。。。
我还是那么的傻里傻气。。。
我还是家里的傻大姐。。。
然而。。。
我变了。。。
我变得自己也不认得自己了。。。
我变了。。。
变得不爱说话了。。。
变得有许多秘密藏在心里。。。
我还是那么得多愁善感。。。
我还是那么的己人犹天。。。
我还是那么的傻里傻气。。。
我还是家里的傻大姐。。。
然而。。。
我变了。。。
我变得自己也不认得自己了。。。
我累了。
我真的累了。。。
心很累。。。
无法形容。。。
唯有泪水能证明我真的累了。。。
付出了。。。
已经超出自己的负荷了。。。
泪也干了。。。
自己对着自己傻笑。。。
原来自己是如此的不正常了。。。
哪里是我心里的归属？？
恐怕现在已经没有别位了。。。
只剩下这个四方窄小的墙了。。。
往日天真的我，
你在哪里？
好无助哦。。。
心灵已支透了。。。
榨干了。。。
此时此刻，
我即是感到如此的寒冷。。。
心冻坏了。。。
糟糕了，
我已找不回我自己了。。。
心很累。。。
无法形容。。。
唯有泪水能证明我真的累了。。。
付出了。。。
已经超出自己的负荷了。。。
泪也干了。。。
自己对着自己傻笑。。。
原来自己是如此的不正常了。。。
哪里是我心里的归属？？
恐怕现在已经没有别位了。。。
只剩下这个四方窄小的墙了。。。
往日天真的我，
你在哪里？
好无助哦。。。
心灵已支透了。。。
榨干了。。。
此时此刻，
我即是感到如此的寒冷。。。
心冻坏了。。。
糟糕了，
我已找不回我自己了。。。
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
lost my way again...
I lost my path again...
Week 4 wanna end oledi.
Wat hv i done???
Firstly,
I cant finish my statistic tutorial,
Secondly,
I cant concentrate do my revision,
Thirdly,
I donno hw to do the Pengajian Malaysia assignment,
scare nothing can help the group and make them unhappy.
Forth,
My Fluid assignment not yet touched,
Fifth,
My mum's health is unstable,
worry her,
Last,
I spend too much time on others and cant manage to use my time wisely,
As a result,
no time to do assignment,
no time to do revision,
no time to go through the notes given,
no time to change myself.
Wat i decided weeks ago cant be achieved.
Wat i thought is juz building sandcastle in the air,
Wat i do now is juz cry over spilt milk,
Wat can i do actually???
I lost my way again.
My GOD,
When i donno how to go on,
God says
"I will show u the path."
Then wat path does GOD hv for me?
God says
"My beloved son Jesus Christ."
Week 4 wanna end oledi.
Wat hv i done???
Firstly,
I cant finish my statistic tutorial,
Secondly,
I cant concentrate do my revision,
Thirdly,
I donno hw to do the Pengajian Malaysia assignment,
scare nothing can help the group and make them unhappy.
Forth,
My Fluid assignment not yet touched,
Fifth,
My mum's health is unstable,
worry her,
Last,
I spend too much time on others and cant manage to use my time wisely,
As a result,
no time to do assignment,
no time to do revision,
no time to go through the notes given,
no time to change myself.
Wat i decided weeks ago cant be achieved.
Wat i thought is juz building sandcastle in the air,
Wat i do now is juz cry over spilt milk,
Wat can i do actually???
I lost my way again.
My GOD,
When i donno how to go on,
God says
"I will show u the path."
Then wat path does GOD hv for me?
God says
"My beloved son Jesus Christ."
Saturday, June 14, 2008
start busy sem again...
Nw oledi in the end of Week 3,
well...
Nw juz feel busy more than day before...
Let me list down the works...
1. The most rush is the thermo tutorial to be handed in on Monday
2. Pengajian Malaysia assignment and it cant be done like cincai coz it contains main coursework
marks
3. FLuid assignment 1 to be handed in at the end of June
4. Quiz ( Engineering Materials) on Monday
5. Many many revisions needed to be done coz really cant understand like FLuid II
So...........
Really a tough and rush time for me
But donno hw for others
Maybe they are more relax than me coz they did better than me in previous semester
I had badly done
so must put in more effort in my study
Therefore,
today is Saturday,
a lovely weekend.
But i cracked my head to do the thermo tutorial only Q3,
I cant solve the problem,
many books i refered back,
I really tried and tried.
At least i had tried.
Now i trying to find the information for pengajian Malaysia coz need to discuss on Monday oledi,
and somemore the Fluid Assignment too.
Then tomolo is the time to study Engineering Materials for Quiz.
HAiz....
SO many things needed to be done and yet i cant divide my time properly.
Before i write this blog,
i am actually taking my nap.
xlolx... =.=
After this,
try to find information loo...
So is time to say goodbye again.
Sayonara!!!
well...
Nw juz feel busy more than day before...
Let me list down the works...
1. The most rush is the thermo tutorial to be handed in on Monday
2. Pengajian Malaysia assignment and it cant be done like cincai coz it contains main coursework
marks
3. FLuid assignment 1 to be handed in at the end of June
4. Quiz ( Engineering Materials) on Monday
5. Many many revisions needed to be done coz really cant understand like FLuid II
So...........
Really a tough and rush time for me
But donno hw for others
Maybe they are more relax than me coz they did better than me in previous semester
I had badly done
so must put in more effort in my study
Therefore,
today is Saturday,
a lovely weekend.
But i cracked my head to do the thermo tutorial only Q3,
I cant solve the problem,
many books i refered back,
I really tried and tried.
At least i had tried.
Now i trying to find the information for pengajian Malaysia coz need to discuss on Monday oledi,
and somemore the Fluid Assignment too.
Then tomolo is the time to study Engineering Materials for Quiz.
HAiz....
SO many things needed to be done and yet i cant divide my time properly.
Before i write this blog,
i am actually taking my nap.
xlolx... =.=
After this,
try to find information loo...
So is time to say goodbye again.
Sayonara!!!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
感言。。。
成绩出了，
心情不一样了。
考的不好，
是谁的错？
还不是自己的错。
怨不得别人。
自己的问题已经够多了，
要重考。。。
ptptn loan 又被停止。
压力实在是很大。
你也面对一样的问题。
如果你停读，
也是你的选择，
我并不能干涉你，
只能给你意见。
我相信对其他人也一样。
每个人的人生都是在各自的手里。
昨天和一个刚认识的学长说了很多，
才发现自己是多么的懒惰。
难怪他能拿到标青的成绩。
这就是差别所在。
我现在就听从学长的意见，
改变自己的读书方式，
希望会有成果。
不过我相信只要有付出，
就会有一定的成果。
主啊！！！
我又回到您身边了。
当我无助的时候，
我寻求您的安慰，
您总不丢弃我，
谢谢您！！！
每个人都有自己要过的难关，
有些人过不到，
就会想不开，
最后放弃所有包括生命。
我呢。。。
在边缘。
希望我可以过这一关。
加油哦！！！^^
心情不一样了。
考的不好，
是谁的错？
还不是自己的错。
怨不得别人。
自己的问题已经够多了，
要重考。。。
ptptn loan 又被停止。
压力实在是很大。
你也面对一样的问题。
如果你停读，
也是你的选择，
我并不能干涉你，
只能给你意见。
我相信对其他人也一样。
每个人的人生都是在各自的手里。
昨天和一个刚认识的学长说了很多，
才发现自己是多么的懒惰。
难怪他能拿到标青的成绩。
这就是差别所在。
我现在就听从学长的意见，
改变自己的读书方式，
希望会有成果。
不过我相信只要有付出，
就会有一定的成果。
主啊！！！
我又回到您身边了。
当我无助的时候，
我寻求您的安慰，
您总不丢弃我，
谢谢您！！！
每个人都有自己要过的难关，
有些人过不到，
就会想不开，
最后放弃所有包括生命。
我呢。。。
在边缘。
希望我可以过这一关。
加油哦！！！^^
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Wat title this time??? Donno... lol
This new sem so tough and weird...
Timetable weird...
Till 7.30???
Guess wat time i will reach home then?
Erm....
8???
Kononnya i am so hardworking coz study till night.
xlolx....
The subjects this sem is damm tough...
Donno how to survive d.
The result still not yet out.
Haiz...
I think i will at least resit for math gua...
Anyway, pray for all the best.
Today is the second day he start the adventure in the jungle.
Juz hope everything is fine.
Hope he comes out soon.
I will be waiting here...
Really miss him a lot.
However,
I think of something he told me before
i juz wanna tell u tat u r in my heart.
maybe i am not good in expressing my feeling to u.
But believe in me...
Miss u a lot.
Hope u r fine in jungle,
dont get hurt,
dont get sick,
be safe and healthy.
i will owes pray for u.
Timetable weird...
Till 7.30???
Guess wat time i will reach home then?
Erm....
8???
Kononnya i am so hardworking coz study till night.
xlolx....
The subjects this sem is damm tough...
Donno how to survive d.
The result still not yet out.
Haiz...
I think i will at least resit for math gua...
Anyway, pray for all the best.
Today is the second day he start the adventure in the jungle.
Juz hope everything is fine.
Hope he comes out soon.
I will be waiting here...
Really miss him a lot.
However,
I think of something he told me before
i juz wanna tell u tat u r in my heart.
maybe i am not good in expressing my feeling to u.
But believe in me...
Miss u a lot.
Hope u r fine in jungle,
dont get hurt,
dont get sick,
be safe and healthy.
i will owes pray for u.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Back to Year 2
我回来了。
这一次回来的心情与上一次不一样了。
考试成绩还没处，
我却有不祥的预感。
难道我真的那么没有信心？
心情郁闷。。。
想放弃却又不能。。。
必须撑下去。
面对很多问题。
压力很大。
为什么要面对那么多人对自己的看法？
难道我不能真正的为自己而活一次吗？
又一个人面对这冷冰冰的四面墙。。。
我开始早起身了。。。
为何呢？
不知道。
不过，
这次我回去时，
疼我的爸爸一直买很多东西给我吃，
都是我最爱吃的。
所以我又胖了。
他说我的脸变圆了。。。
变成肉肉的。。。
又想起他了。
想着在兵营里的他是否一切安好。。。
他说有时我给他的感觉很冷淡。。。
连我的家人也如此认为。。。
这让我开始反省。。。
我只是一个不懂得表达自己的人吧。。。
很想他。。。
未来？？
未来茫茫。。。
只知道要努力往前跑。。。
至少我现在有他陪我一起努力，
为我们的将来而努力。。。
虽然我们现在是处于末后时代。。。
即有天灾又有人祸。。。
但愿我身边的人都能平平安安，
我就心满意足了。
等待成绩的心情并不好受。。。
但是唯有等待才会有结果。。。
希望一切顺利，
也平平安安。。。
加油！！！
这一次回来的心情与上一次不一样了。
考试成绩还没处，
我却有不祥的预感。
难道我真的那么没有信心？
心情郁闷。。。
想放弃却又不能。。。
必须撑下去。
面对很多问题。
压力很大。
为什么要面对那么多人对自己的看法？
难道我不能真正的为自己而活一次吗？
又一个人面对这冷冰冰的四面墙。。。
我开始早起身了。。。
为何呢？
不知道。
不过，
这次我回去时，
疼我的爸爸一直买很多东西给我吃，
都是我最爱吃的。
所以我又胖了。
他说我的脸变圆了。。。
变成肉肉的。。。
又想起他了。
想着在兵营里的他是否一切安好。。。
他说有时我给他的感觉很冷淡。。。
连我的家人也如此认为。。。
这让我开始反省。。。
我只是一个不懂得表达自己的人吧。。。
很想他。。。
未来？？
未来茫茫。。。
只知道要努力往前跑。。。
至少我现在有他陪我一起努力，
为我们的将来而努力。。。
虽然我们现在是处于末后时代。。。
即有天灾又有人祸。。。
但愿我身边的人都能平平安安，
我就心满意足了。
等待成绩的心情并不好受。。。
但是唯有等待才会有结果。。。
希望一切顺利，
也平平安安。。。
加油！！！
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Holiday...
Damm boring...
Haiz...
Last semester, i booked the air ticket too early and i needed to change the date of flight again.
So, i booked a bit late this time.
Who knw that the exam ended so early and i still hv to wait one week to go back hometown.
Haiz...
So boring here.
This semester ended again.
Donno how to describe my feeling.
I juz scare to face my results this time.
Hope my point can get 2 and obove.
If not, i will definitely feel stress to continue studying in UTAR.
Erm....
Finance problem, Studying problem,
many problems...
All hv to face it.
Quite tough time for me.
Coz i am not the kind of ppl who can study well.
Since F4, i cant really study well.
Donno how to say.
Juz cant concentrate in studying.
I knw this is not an excuse,
But it do happens.
C my F6 results u will knw.
Nw is this sem results pula.
Haiz...
Wanna go home soon.
I hv been quite a long time din online so often.
Back home oso wont online bah.
So good luck to all my friends.
And hope u all enjoy this sem break.
Cya in new semester!!! ^^
Haiz...
Last semester, i booked the air ticket too early and i needed to change the date of flight again.
So, i booked a bit late this time.
Who knw that the exam ended so early and i still hv to wait one week to go back hometown.
Haiz...
So boring here.
This semester ended again.
Donno how to describe my feeling.
I juz scare to face my results this time.
Hope my point can get 2 and obove.
If not, i will definitely feel stress to continue studying in UTAR.
Erm....
Finance problem, Studying problem,
many problems...
All hv to face it.
Quite tough time for me.
Coz i am not the kind of ppl who can study well.
Since F4, i cant really study well.
Donno how to say.
Juz cant concentrate in studying.
I knw this is not an excuse,
But it do happens.
C my F6 results u will knw.
Nw is this sem results pula.
Haiz...
Wanna go home soon.
I hv been quite a long time din online so often.
Back home oso wont online bah.
So good luck to all my friends.
And hope u all enjoy this sem break.
Cya in new semester!!! ^^
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Hopeless???
Today...
I feel hopeless...
My exam is done badly...
Is it i am very poor in study?
Actually start from Form 4,
I cant study well...
Is not an excuse,
But is true since tat time.
My intro...
Not enuf time to do the last part question.
It is about 30 marks...
Feel like want to cry.
The coursework mark oledi so low...
How can i manage to get good results?
Even pass my exam oso very hard.
My dynamics...
So hard till i cant really understand wat the tutorial is about.
However, the exam hv some parts from the tutorial...
I can manage to do my best but donno can pass or not.
This term exam...
Too hard till i feel my heart is really heavy,
Till it pain and i cant sleep for whole night.
Many problems appear in my mind.
Hw to solve all...
Really hope everything is fine.
I hv a dream yesterday...
which terrified me and make me more worry.
I dream that the thing i scare come true...
I feel stress and bad.
Who can save me???
Who can comfort me???
Who can consult me???
Will i be fine???
I really donno...
Still hv 3 more exams to go...
Math on Saturday is sure making me crazy...
Who can help me???
I pray...
I pray and hope tat everything is juz fine.
Really wanna pray hard for it.
I feel hopeless...
My exam is done badly...
Is it i am very poor in study?
Actually start from Form 4,
I cant study well...
Is not an excuse,
But is true since tat time.
My intro...
Not enuf time to do the last part question.
It is about 30 marks...
Feel like want to cry.
The coursework mark oledi so low...
How can i manage to get good results?
Even pass my exam oso very hard.
My dynamics...
So hard till i cant really understand wat the tutorial is about.
However, the exam hv some parts from the tutorial...
I can manage to do my best but donno can pass or not.
This term exam...
Too hard till i feel my heart is really heavy,
Till it pain and i cant sleep for whole night.
Many problems appear in my mind.
Hw to solve all...
Really hope everything is fine.
I hv a dream yesterday...
which terrified me and make me more worry.
I dream that the thing i scare come true...
I feel stress and bad.
Who can save me???
Who can comfort me???
Who can consult me???
Will i be fine???
I really donno...
Still hv 3 more exams to go...
Math on Saturday is sure making me crazy...
Who can help me???
I pray...
I pray and hope tat everything is juz fine.
Really wanna pray hard for it.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
:'(
Assignment killing me...
Final exam stressing me...
Bad feeling hurting me...
Confusing annoying me...
Wat shall i do?
Try to do my best for the assignment...
Try to study hard for my final exam...
Try to communicate well wif other ppl include my family...
Try to forget about his past and ignore the incident...
These days...
I am not happy...
Stressing therefore confusing...
My life is like a mess...
For my study,
wat i can do is to try my best,
put in more effort to get better result,
at least maintain my result for 3.0
Am i greedy?
I think is juz ok coz i am not asking for more,
president list is impossible for me,
even in dean list is oso like building sand castle in air.
For my dear mummy,
owes worry about me till scold me,
cry and yell at me,
make me feel hurt...
I learn to communicate well wif ppl,
i learn to be selfish sometime,
i learn not to care about other ppl feeling sometime,
i learn to be a new me.
For my beloved,
I knw ur past,
sometime i feel bad about,
but i still can accept and control my feeling.
Am i selfish and greedy?
U hv ur past,
she is in ur past,
but nw she oso in part of ur life,
Tat is y i feel bad.
Maybe u r too good,
I dont care wat she wants from u nw,
coz i knw u care for me,
That is enuf for me.
Hope this wont influence us.
Together is not easy,
so we must appreciate a lot.
and handle it well.
We hv passed so many difficulties,
Nw we are facing the challenge,
tat is to do well in final exam.
Hope we can make it,
for our future and new life,
for our familys' acknowledgement,
for our own good.
Gambateh for all of my friends,
my family,
my beloved,
and myself.
^^
Final exam stressing me...
Bad feeling hurting me...
Confusing annoying me...
Wat shall i do?
Try to do my best for the assignment...
Try to study hard for my final exam...
Try to communicate well wif other ppl include my family...
Try to forget about his past and ignore the incident...
These days...
I am not happy...
Stressing therefore confusing...
My life is like a mess...
For my study,
wat i can do is to try my best,
put in more effort to get better result,
at least maintain my result for 3.0
Am i greedy?
I think is juz ok coz i am not asking for more,
president list is impossible for me,
even in dean list is oso like building sand castle in air.
For my dear mummy,
owes worry about me till scold me,
cry and yell at me,
make me feel hurt...
I learn to communicate well wif ppl,
i learn to be selfish sometime,
i learn not to care about other ppl feeling sometime,
i learn to be a new me.
For my beloved,
I knw ur past,
sometime i feel bad about,
but i still can accept and control my feeling.
Am i selfish and greedy?
U hv ur past,
she is in ur past,
but nw she oso in part of ur life,
Tat is y i feel bad.
Maybe u r too good,
I dont care wat she wants from u nw,
coz i knw u care for me,
That is enuf for me.
Hope this wont influence us.
Together is not easy,
so we must appreciate a lot.
and handle it well.
We hv passed so many difficulties,
Nw we are facing the challenge,
tat is to do well in final exam.
Hope we can make it,
for our future and new life,
for our familys' acknowledgement,
for our own good.
Gambateh for all of my friends,
my family,
my beloved,
and myself.
^^
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
('.') Hw???
Haiz.........
Hw wor...........
So bad result and feeling...............
Hw wor..........
Hw to convince my mum????
Hw to get good result???
Hw to maintain the result????
Hw to convince myself tat i can do it????
Hw to concentrate in study????
Hw to arrange my timetable????
Hw wor for my lousy time management????
Hw to finish my assignment alone????
Hw to comfort myself without let others worry about me????
Hw to express my stress without hurting ppl around me????
Hw to TAHAN AGAIN????
Hw Hw HOW..................
Very annoying NOW.................
How how HOW arr................
Is tat i din put in effort???
Or i am not hardworking enuf???
Am i think too much???
Am i too nervous???
ANYWAY.....
Nw hv no time to cry over spilt milk.....
MUZ think hw to correct all situation........
Plz give me strength to do it.........
Plz give me support..........
Plz give me Advises.........
Pls pls PLZZZ.........
Hw wor...........
So bad result and feeling...............
Hw wor..........
Hw to convince my mum????
Hw to get good result???
Hw to maintain the result????
Hw to convince myself tat i can do it????
Hw to concentrate in study????
Hw to arrange my timetable????
Hw wor for my lousy time management????
Hw to finish my assignment alone????
Hw to comfort myself without let others worry about me????
Hw to express my stress without hurting ppl around me????
Hw to TAHAN AGAIN????
Hw Hw HOW..................
Very annoying NOW.................
How how HOW arr................
Is tat i din put in effort???
Or i am not hardworking enuf???
Am i think too much???
Am i too nervous???
ANYWAY.....
Nw hv no time to cry over spilt milk.....
MUZ think hw to correct all situation........
Plz give me strength to do it.........
Plz give me support..........
Plz give me Advises.........
Pls pls PLZZZ.........
Friday, March 21, 2008
不可思议。。。
这一切对我来说，
是这么的不可思议。。。
爱，
当爱就在身边，
你还是会怕，
怕这一切不是真的，
不是因为彼此不信任，
而是怕这种幸福的期限
怕另一方会离开自己。
这就是现实。
现在我真的很幸福，
很珍惜它，
这一段感情，
从来没有过的感觉，
让我觉得不可思议。
我只想对你说声谢谢，
给我支持，
并一起面对所有的问题与考验。
还想谢谢那些给我祝福的朋友们，
希望真的如你们所说的那样，
一切都顺顺利利。
是这么的不可思议。。。
爱，
当爱就在身边，
你还是会怕，
怕这一切不是真的，
不是因为彼此不信任，
而是怕这种幸福的期限
怕另一方会离开自己。
这就是现实。
现在我真的很幸福，
很珍惜它，
这一段感情，
从来没有过的感觉，
让我觉得不可思议。
我只想对你说声谢谢，
给我支持，
并一起面对所有的问题与考验。
还想谢谢那些给我祝福的朋友们，
希望真的如你们所说的那样，
一切都顺顺利利。
Thursday, March 20, 2008
FINALLY!!!
A nice day...
FINALLY,
all problem gone.
All accepted, settled,
everything seems goes smoothly.
Dear God,
u hear my pray,
thanks for everything.
Now, i juz hope my study can do well.
Final soon,
hope can cope everything
and score well.
This will change everyone's view
Then we can continue our live
Happily ever after.
^^
So,
gambateh for our future bah...
Hehe~~~
Aza fighting!!!
FINALLY,
all problem gone.
All accepted, settled,
everything seems goes smoothly.
Dear God,
u hear my pray,
thanks for everything.
Now, i juz hope my study can do well.
Final soon,
hope can cope everything
and score well.
This will change everyone's view
Then we can continue our live
Happily ever after.
^^
So,
gambateh for our future bah...
Hehe~~~
Aza fighting!!!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Forget the past and face the future!!!
Let it be...
Today i learn new thing...
旧的不去，新的不来。
凡事都要放开，才能迎接幸福的到来。
Today,
I finally can let it go and be myself.
Is good to do so.
Forget about the past,
Then i be happier in my future.
Nw,
i finally can face my past,
and juz smile when i look back,
without any regret and feeling sad.
Nw, i can fight for my future,
for my good sake,
and for my blissful life.
So,
dear parents,
please do not worry about me.
I will take care myself oo.
Hehe~~~
Ur little blur daughter need to grow up de la.
My heart is opened oledi,
thanks oo.
Thanks for willing to hear my voice of heart,
thanks for owes be there for me.
I appreciate my life nw.
And everyone shall do so.
No one can predict wat will happen next or tomolo go on,
but at least we can hold the moment NOW...
So my dear friends,
don regret nw,
hold tight wat u hv,
and u will be happier,
believe me!!!
^^
Today i learn new thing...
旧的不去，新的不来。
凡事都要放开，才能迎接幸福的到来。
Today,
I finally can let it go and be myself.
Is good to do so.
Forget about the past,
Then i be happier in my future.
Nw,
i finally can face my past,
and juz smile when i look back,
without any regret and feeling sad.
Nw, i can fight for my future,
for my good sake,
and for my blissful life.
So,
dear parents,
please do not worry about me.
I will take care myself oo.
Hehe~~~
Ur little blur daughter need to grow up de la.
My heart is opened oledi,
thanks oo.
Thanks for willing to hear my voice of heart,
thanks for owes be there for me.
I appreciate my life nw.
And everyone shall do so.
No one can predict wat will happen next or tomolo go on,
but at least we can hold the moment NOW...
So my dear friends,
don regret nw,
hold tight wat u hv,
and u will be happier,
believe me!!!
^^
God bless...
Dear God,
I hv done wrong and hv sin in me.
But...
U set me free and send a warrior to look after me.
God,
I hope i am right this time.
Hope u lead the way for me.
Without arguing and quarreling anymore.
I pray deeply in my heart that
this will last long,
I pray hard for this.
Hope u lead me the right way.
There are lots of problems will be faced,
U will guide me to the right path.
I knw my sin
I admit
I regret
And I will be cleared all sin
As i trust in U.
I oso lead him to Ur path,
hope u guide him as u guide me,
My future is in Urs hand,
Deeply prayed in my heart.
In my Holy Father name,
Amen.
I hv done wrong and hv sin in me.
But...
U set me free and send a warrior to look after me.
God,
I hope i am right this time.
Hope u lead the way for me.
Without arguing and quarreling anymore.
I pray deeply in my heart that
this will last long,
I pray hard for this.
Hope u lead me the right way.
There are lots of problems will be faced,
U will guide me to the right path.
I knw my sin
I admit
I regret
And I will be cleared all sin
As i trust in U.
I oso lead him to Ur path,
hope u guide him as u guide me,
My future is in Urs hand,
Deeply prayed in my heart.
In my Holy Father name,
Amen.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Hw?
心情复杂。。。 该如何呢？
想家了。。。
要读完一个学期了，很像都不会呢。。。
家里对我的期待， 让我倍感压力。
一天一天过了，觉得孤单，又如何呢？
自己做过的傻事，让自己跌入万丈深渊，
使我自己有想要封闭自己，
曾经想过会孤独到老。
反正有爸爸养我。 哈哈！！！
自己到底要什么呢？？
嗯，我也不清楚。
迷糊的性格还是一样，
或许因为这样，
一直伤害自己和别人。
人说，
幸福是人生当中最重要的事情。
真的是如此吗？
我已麻木了，
可能是习惯我行我素了。
家人是最重要的，
但要维持一个家的幸福，
真的不容易。
争执，不合，闹脾气，
是躲不过的。
但一定要克服。
希望下个星期妈妈来能开开心心来和回。
终于看了the mist...
可能期望太高，所以有些失望。
不过， 恐怖的部分还是会怕怕啦！哈哈！
真的是胆小鬼一个。
想看又怕。
我决定让你看这个我的天地，
哈哈。
喂，那天你真的很敢哦。
没有人会那样对我的哦。
所以你是geng... 哈哈。
希望数学不会太难。
哇，现在的天气很热了。
以为会下雨的。
可别再中署了。
怕怕呢。。。
要继续作什么呢？
没头绪， 怎么办呢？
那就看着办吧！
哈哈！！
^^
想家了。。。
要读完一个学期了，很像都不会呢。。。
家里对我的期待， 让我倍感压力。
一天一天过了，觉得孤单，又如何呢？
自己做过的傻事，让自己跌入万丈深渊，
使我自己有想要封闭自己，
曾经想过会孤独到老。
反正有爸爸养我。 哈哈！！！
自己到底要什么呢？？
嗯，我也不清楚。
迷糊的性格还是一样，
或许因为这样，
一直伤害自己和别人。
人说，
幸福是人生当中最重要的事情。
真的是如此吗？
我已麻木了，
可能是习惯我行我素了。
家人是最重要的，
但要维持一个家的幸福，
真的不容易。
争执，不合，闹脾气，
是躲不过的。
但一定要克服。
希望下个星期妈妈来能开开心心来和回。
终于看了the mist...
可能期望太高，所以有些失望。
不过， 恐怖的部分还是会怕怕啦！哈哈！
真的是胆小鬼一个。
想看又怕。
我决定让你看这个我的天地，
哈哈。
喂，那天你真的很敢哦。
没有人会那样对我的哦。
所以你是geng... 哈哈。
希望数学不会太难。
哇，现在的天气很热了。
以为会下雨的。
可别再中署了。
怕怕呢。。。
要继续作什么呢？
没头绪， 怎么办呢？
那就看着办吧！
哈哈！！
^^
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Nice movie day!!!
Really lazy to go school yesterday. Juz for fluid two hours lecture only. However, i still hv to go as i never skip the fluid lecture.
After the fluid class,i went back to have my lunch. After eating, my stomach was nt feeling well. Haiz... Then, i went to lrt station with my friend to go klcc to watch movie. So coincidentally i met LH.
After arrived at klcc, we want to see which movie is nicer. Actually i wanted to watch the mist as Ally and Joon Hoong said it is nice to watch. However, another movie is juz out that is 10,000 Bc. SO is hard to make the decision leh. Finally we decided to watch the second option. Haiz~~ feel like to watch The Mist oso la. But i cant watch both a day. So i missed it. T.T
After the movie, is about 5.45. Then we decided to go having dinner together. Well, he wanted to eat seafood indeed. He planned to go "Qi CHong Kai" loo. As i not yet been there before, i agreed to go kai kai there. Haha~~~ Erm... The seafood is nice oo. Really satisfy eat there. Haha~~~ But is really SPICY. Haha~~~
So, today is election day!!! Is better to stay at home loo. But is very boring. Although hv many works and study, but i cant feel the power to move on. So how leh? DOnno loo. At least i plan to finish the fluid report today... Donno can study the math or nt as i promise to borrow to my friend today. Hope can do something on material assignment oso. Coz we nt yet touch it leh. Haiz~~~
So here begin another day for me to go on. Hopefully everything go in right way.
After the fluid class,i went back to have my lunch. After eating, my stomach was nt feeling well. Haiz... Then, i went to lrt station with my friend to go klcc to watch movie. So coincidentally i met LH.
After arrived at klcc, we want to see which movie is nicer. Actually i wanted to watch the mist as Ally and Joon Hoong said it is nice to watch. However, another movie is juz out that is 10,000 Bc. SO is hard to make the decision leh. Finally we decided to watch the second option. Haiz~~ feel like to watch The Mist oso la. But i cant watch both a day. So i missed it. T.T
After the movie, is about 5.45. Then we decided to go having dinner together. Well, he wanted to eat seafood indeed. He planned to go "Qi CHong Kai" loo. As i not yet been there before, i agreed to go kai kai there. Haha~~~ Erm... The seafood is nice oo. Really satisfy eat there. Haha~~~ But is really SPICY. Haha~~~
So, today is election day!!! Is better to stay at home loo. But is very boring. Although hv many works and study, but i cant feel the power to move on. So how leh? DOnno loo. At least i plan to finish the fluid report today... Donno can study the math or nt as i promise to borrow to my friend today. Hope can do something on material assignment oso. Coz we nt yet touch it leh. Haiz~~~
So here begin another day for me to go on. Hopefully everything go in right way.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Yeah^^
Today is a nice day for me.... I go out play wif my friends....
Pretty tiger... Haha~~~
After church, i go to klcc wif my friends.... Firstly, eat shushi in Shushi King for buy 1 free 1. So nice.. Haha~~~ Someone belanja me one. But i rejected.... So nice la... Three ppl all eat only RM30. If according to the normal price, it costs about RM60 oo. We can hv it half price leh. SO nice... And FULL!!! Hiahia....
After that, we think too early but unluckily there is no nice movie to watch... AND there are too many ppl queueing there and we decided not to watch at last. Then where we go leh???? Let Guess....
Cant imagine tat we go to the Petrosains to walk walk. It costs RM10 per person. Wao... It really nice and quite fun. We spend about more than 3 hours in there. The place is so BIG.... Haha~~ We really cant believe that we spend so much time in there... Many things to touch touch and play play... Even walk oso cant finish walk... Haha... At last is the workers chase us out as their opening hour is finished d. THen we rush out.
If hv time and chance, i will try to go to the klcc aquarium wif my sister to hv fun there. It shall be fun. Although it is very very expensive. It costs about RM28 per person. But i think is worth to hv a look inside once at least bah. I like aquatic living animals.... Swimming in the water is so so fun and free...
The mirror so funny. We looks like very short and fat. We cant stop laughing there till all ppl looks strangely at us. And guess wat? I measure my weight there and OMG... I am about 57 kg. Cham loo... Sure need keep fit d. There is a small corner for the amazing pic on the wall. Ah Da took the pic leh. Although blur, but is nice oo...
Pretty tiger... Haha~~~
Is a good experience to go in. Maybe some ppl say is boring to go inside loo. But for me is ok and fun oso. Can experience the helicopter oso. But they say is very pura-pura. Haha~~ But is nice la...
After back to setapak, we plan to hv dinner. Khoon's housemate cook d so he go back eat loo. Then left me and ah da... Wao, he say he treat me to eat cheese cake oo... Wah, so delicious and expensive...=.= I actually ordered cold milk but he ordered wrongly for me. A cup of hot milk pula. Haha~~~ Anyway, the cheese cake is nice oo. I like the New York cheese cake the most. Cappucino one still ok la. Haha~~~
Then we go buy some groceries... BUT it rains ..... Then no other choice, we go back by taxi.
Wao.... Is a nice day right? And a wonderful and tired day!!!
Thanks you guys for accompany me to play around. And fooling around. Haha~~~ Appreciate a lot. Hope can gather and go out again if hv chance again. ^^
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Hard Feeling....
为什么人要那么复杂？？ 不能简单一点吗？为何这么难做到？
知道你是为我好，但。。。 如果我选择了他，这条路是不归路吗？为何不给我一个机会， 让我选择一次。。。
是你不信任我吗？我不能被信任吗？幸福在自己的手中，不是由你而定的。。 但， 我知道你是为我好， 给我劝告。。。
人很复杂。。。 包括我。。。 就如他所说的一样。。。 就算是手牵手也不是最亲密的接触，然而是心灵上的相知相惜的接触。
或许是我想的太多，我也已不再去想了。。。 或许我应该放开吧，不该把自己捆绑起来。。。
到底未来如何？一定是照着你所说的那个方式而进行吗？那人生且不是很无聊？？
我尝试着以你所言，不让你担心。。。 但希望不会违背自己的意愿。。。 或许你又觉得我不乖了，觉得心痛。如果我真的选择错了，那也是我自己的选择，我会从中学习。。。这是每个人都会面对的事情，要不然就不会长大哦。。。
希望一切将会如愿， 事事顺利。。。 ^^
知道你是为我好，但。。。 如果我选择了他，这条路是不归路吗？为何不给我一个机会， 让我选择一次。。。
是你不信任我吗？我不能被信任吗？幸福在自己的手中，不是由你而定的。。 但， 我知道你是为我好， 给我劝告。。。
人很复杂。。。 包括我。。。 就如他所说的一样。。。 就算是手牵手也不是最亲密的接触，然而是心灵上的相知相惜的接触。
或许是我想的太多，我也已不再去想了。。。 或许我应该放开吧，不该把自己捆绑起来。。。
到底未来如何？一定是照着你所说的那个方式而进行吗？那人生且不是很无聊？？
我尝试着以你所言，不让你担心。。。 但希望不会违背自己的意愿。。。 或许你又觉得我不乖了，觉得心痛。如果我真的选择错了，那也是我自己的选择，我会从中学习。。。这是每个人都会面对的事情，要不然就不会长大哦。。。
希望一切将会如愿， 事事顺利。。。 ^^
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Bad Day!!! =.=
Today is a bad day for me.
好不容易赶完我的全部功课，今天准备交了。。。以为一切都没事！！！我也如期温习功课，因为今天有两个考试。 今天一早就起身，赶到学校考试。原本信心还足以应付考试的。但，实在是考的不够好。
这就算了。过后考另一个科目，谁知道一看到考试卷，三题都不会，怎么办才好呢？ 难道我读的都是废的？？ 时间又不够，根本来不及探讨题目，又是开卷考试。其实没什么分别咯。都是不会做。唉~~~
考完了真的觉得很沮散，不知如何是好? 压力真的很大。不懂如何向妈妈交待。现在真的是筋疲力尽，很累。不知要如何面对自己的成绩。
下雨天又开始来了，象征我现在的心情，阴沉，沉重，无能为力。不过至少有一个好处，那就是很好睡。。。 哈哈！！！
我很喜欢这首歌，名为 Bad Day!!!
There is a moment,
when i need u the most,
u cannot believe tat the magic has lost,
u tell me the blue sky fade away,
u tell me ur passion gonna away,
and i no need carry on.
coz U hv a bad day,
u taking one down,
u sing a sad song,
juz to turn it around.
U say u donno,
u tell me don lie,
u walk at a smile and u go for a ride.
U had a bad day,
the camera don lie,
i am coming back down,
and i really don mind.
U had a bad day,
u had a bad day!!!
PS:
I need a blue sky holiday,
Haha~~~ THis one is my ps.... really need rest.
好不容易赶完我的全部功课，今天准备交了。。。以为一切都没事！！！我也如期温习功课，因为今天有两个考试。 今天一早就起身，赶到学校考试。原本信心还足以应付考试的。但，实在是考的不够好。
这就算了。过后考另一个科目，谁知道一看到考试卷，三题都不会，怎么办才好呢？ 难道我读的都是废的？？ 时间又不够，根本来不及探讨题目，又是开卷考试。其实没什么分别咯。都是不会做。唉~~~
考完了真的觉得很沮散，不知如何是好? 压力真的很大。不懂如何向妈妈交待。现在真的是筋疲力尽，很累。不知要如何面对自己的成绩。
下雨天又开始来了，象征我现在的心情，阴沉，沉重，无能为力。不过至少有一个好处，那就是很好睡。。。 哈哈！！！
我很喜欢这首歌，名为 Bad Day!!!
There is a moment,
when i need u the most,
u cannot believe tat the magic has lost,
u tell me the blue sky fade away,
u tell me ur passion gonna away,
and i no need carry on.
coz U hv a bad day,
u taking one down,
u sing a sad song,
juz to turn it around.
U say u donno,
u tell me don lie,
u walk at a smile and u go for a ride.
U had a bad day,
the camera don lie,
i am coming back down,
and i really don mind.
U had a bad day,
u had a bad day!!!
PS:
I need a blue sky holiday,
Haha~~~ THis one is my ps.... really need rest.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
@.@
Today, i go for the boring Dynamics lecture. Really sleepy arr... Some more black out after one hour lecture. Then we moved to SE block pula. Is a long and suffering time.
After class, i go back prepare to go out to watch CJ7. Is a nice movie. I love it very much. The alien pet is so cute. This remember me my dear doggies. Haha~~ Especially the small one. Really miss them. Haiz~~~
Donno y my mum mood these two days is very bad and like want to explode oledi. Donno how o. Somemore she doesnt like me go out wif him. She want me stay away from him. I will i gonna to say leh. Nth indeed. Coz i know she is moody for that time so i remain silence. Juz go out wif friend cannot meh?? I wonder!!!
Anyway, i hv many inquires. First, is the difference of living style will influence a pair of couple?? The age?? The different religion?? Then wat about the family???
I really donno. If the parents not allow and bless the couple, will they happy together? If the different religion like Christian and Buddha. Can they hv their same lifestyle?? Is hard right? So really hard to say at all. So, tat is y i don want to get involve in bah. Haha~~~
Hv 2 assignment, 2 mid test, 1 lab next week. So how am i gonna to handle it all. Haiz~~~ Will i be crazy??? Somemore my mum is very concern about my result this time. However, this semester is pretty hard for me to score. Scare to resit for the test arr. But wat can i do is juz try my best loo.
So now i hv to concentrate on my intro assignment loo. Don want to slow down the group assignment. Hope can do better and can satisfy all the group member. I will do the best.
Now then gonna start my assignment loo. Cya.
After class, i go back prepare to go out to watch CJ7. Is a nice movie. I love it very much. The alien pet is so cute. This remember me my dear doggies. Haha~~ Especially the small one. Really miss them. Haiz~~~
Donno y my mum mood these two days is very bad and like want to explode oledi. Donno how o. Somemore she doesnt like me go out wif him. She want me stay away from him. I will i gonna to say leh. Nth indeed. Coz i know she is moody for that time so i remain silence. Juz go out wif friend cannot meh?? I wonder!!!
Anyway, i hv many inquires. First, is the difference of living style will influence a pair of couple?? The age?? The different religion?? Then wat about the family???
I really donno. If the parents not allow and bless the couple, will they happy together? If the different religion like Christian and Buddha. Can they hv their same lifestyle?? Is hard right? So really hard to say at all. So, tat is y i don want to get involve in bah. Haha~~~
Hv 2 assignment, 2 mid test, 1 lab next week. So how am i gonna to handle it all. Haiz~~~ Will i be crazy??? Somemore my mum is very concern about my result this time. However, this semester is pretty hard for me to score. Scare to resit for the test arr. But wat can i do is juz try my best loo.
So now i hv to concentrate on my intro assignment loo. Don want to slow down the group assignment. Hope can do better and can satisfy all the group member. I will do the best.
Now then gonna start my assignment loo. Cya.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Valentine Day???
Valentine day on tomolo.....
Erm... Wat shall i say about leh?? No experience... But today i found out tat me very stupid. Y i trust ur words last time? Y i thought u r the only one? Y i act so stupid? WHY..WHY...WHY!!!
Now u hv found ur soulmate... U can live happily after wif her. But that make me think of one thing!!! Is like u too easy to crush on someone bah. That means wat u hv told me before is not counted. Haiz~~ Wat a stupid me for trusting in u.
Valentine day!!! THink u and all of my friends will hv a good time indeed.For me, it doen't mean anything. Juz a normal day which will see more couple hanging around to show their sweetness... Haha~~~ THis sometime will make those who are single envy of them BUT maybe is good thing for them to remain single. So do i to remain single.
Juz i think is it i am stupid?? Haha~~~ Blur blur Yi of coz blur la... xlolx...
Maybe life is juz like this. Nothing special and it will juz be a part of ur life. After it happens, u look back will think how stupid u r.... Haha~~~ ^^
Well, half of the semester is gone. That mean suffer time will be nearer. MIDTERM and FINAL will be juz in front of us. So, there is no more time to play those puppy love trick. Better concentrate on my study. Haha~~~ Lots of assignment, report, tutorial and exam. So, hv to gambateh loo...
So let see whether tomolo will hv big surprise or not. But obviously will nt hv. Haha~~~ XlolX.
So juz let time decide. Juz wait and SEE!!!
Erm... Wat shall i say about leh?? No experience... But today i found out tat me very stupid. Y i trust ur words last time? Y i thought u r the only one? Y i act so stupid? WHY..WHY...WHY!!!
Now u hv found ur soulmate... U can live happily after wif her. But that make me think of one thing!!! Is like u too easy to crush on someone bah. That means wat u hv told me before is not counted. Haiz~~ Wat a stupid me for trusting in u.
Valentine day!!! THink u and all of my friends will hv a good time indeed.For me, it doen't mean anything. Juz a normal day which will see more couple hanging around to show their sweetness... Haha~~~ THis sometime will make those who are single envy of them BUT maybe is good thing for them to remain single. So do i to remain single.
Juz i think is it i am stupid?? Haha~~~ Blur blur Yi of coz blur la... xlolx...
Maybe life is juz like this. Nothing special and it will juz be a part of ur life. After it happens, u look back will think how stupid u r.... Haha~~~ ^^
Well, half of the semester is gone. That mean suffer time will be nearer. MIDTERM and FINAL will be juz in front of us. So, there is no more time to play those puppy love trick. Better concentrate on my study. Haha~~~ Lots of assignment, report, tutorial and exam. So, hv to gambateh loo...
So let see whether tomolo will hv big surprise or not. But obviously will nt hv. Haha~~~ XlolX.
So juz let time decide. Juz wait and SEE!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Back kl d...
Haiz... So fast back kl loo. Miss my new puppy leh... So cute de...
Cute leh!!!
So miss ya!!!
During this CNY, many things happen...
Firstly, it looks like my taofa a bit "wan"... XlolX... I dont want la... Who want i will give luck to ya... Juz inform me. Haha~~~ Really a bit weird when the abang angkat at Singapore say want try to be couple wif me. Haiz~~ No meet before leh. Juz know 2 years. So i din response to him.
Secondly, the another guy... erm... how to say... So rajin sms me arr.. Non-stop oso. I start not to reply him but is rude to do so. I don like any words or promises form sms since last time i face the same problem wif my ex. erm... I think better face to face bah. He treat me good but i juz hope to get good result in study for now. Don want to think so much first. Coz this sem really damm HARD. HAiz...
Thirdly, i met the guy i like for seven years last night. We at same flight and same bus to kl sentral last night. During check in, i looked behind. I really shocked to see him and like paused there thinking am i dreaming as long time no see him oledi. He oso shocked. Haha~~~ Actually me and him how to say... He and i know we both hv 好感 but nothing happen between us. Haha~~ XlolX... BUt the situation last night is, he 偷看我，我偷看他。haha~~~ Juz like last time only. Then i found out that he is now studying in PJ bah... So will not meet him. Anyway, nice to see him again coz really long time no see him. HE is a good memory for me. The memory of puppy love bah. Peeping each other is the sweetest part. Haha~~ Is juz a sweet memory in my past.
Anyway, now i hv to rush to do my lab report. CNY honeymoon ended. Haiz... Need to add oil for my mid-term. DOn want regret and cry over spilt milk. So now hv to do my tonnes of works oledi. Cya... My bloggie... ^^
Cute leh!!!
So miss ya!!!
During this CNY, many things happen...
Firstly, it looks like my taofa a bit "wan"... XlolX... I dont want la... Who want i will give luck to ya... Juz inform me. Haha~~~ Really a bit weird when the abang angkat at Singapore say want try to be couple wif me. Haiz~~ No meet before leh. Juz know 2 years. So i din response to him.
Secondly, the another guy... erm... how to say... So rajin sms me arr.. Non-stop oso. I start not to reply him but is rude to do so. I don like any words or promises form sms since last time i face the same problem wif my ex. erm... I think better face to face bah. He treat me good but i juz hope to get good result in study for now. Don want to think so much first. Coz this sem really damm HARD. HAiz...
Thirdly, i met the guy i like for seven years last night. We at same flight and same bus to kl sentral last night. During check in, i looked behind. I really shocked to see him and like paused there thinking am i dreaming as long time no see him oledi. He oso shocked. Haha~~~ Actually me and him how to say... He and i know we both hv 好感 but nothing happen between us. Haha~~ XlolX... BUt the situation last night is, he 偷看我，我偷看他。haha~~~ Juz like last time only. Then i found out that he is now studying in PJ bah... So will not meet him. Anyway, nice to see him again coz really long time no see him. HE is a good memory for me. The memory of puppy love bah. Peeping each other is the sweetest part. Haha~~ Is juz a sweet memory in my past.
Anyway, now i hv to rush to do my lab report. CNY honeymoon ended. Haiz... Need to add oil for my mid-term. DOn want regret and cry over spilt milk. So now hv to do my tonnes of works oledi. Cya... My bloggie... ^^
Monday, February 4, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year
Damm bored now... Waiting the time to go hometown. Still hv many hours to go. Unlike my other coursemates, all go back hometown oledi. Sienzzzz...
Few days ago, my left eye pain and red. Donno wat happen... Is it caused by the toothpaste which go in my eye accidentally tat time? Donno la. Anyway, now is better. But the worse thing happen!!! I cant see clearly using my left eye. Wat happen??? I donno. Feel scared leh. Hope will be fine.
Last night, someone said to me tat he wanted to chash me... xlolx... Is he serious??? Actually he can find a better one but not me. Haha~~~ Anyway, i think he is jokking and kidding only. I didnt put it in heart much. Juz let it be.
我的见解是： 笨蛋
女生：
很多时候我因为害怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。
也可以因为我太爱自由，所以明明渴望爱情，却依然不自让别人进入我的世界。
男生：
难道， 我不能给你百分百的信心吗？
你知道，我一直有多在乎你。。。
女生：
我珍惜这份安全感，却担心他的期限。
所以每天的感觉，还是孤独的。
我还是需要一个人好好想一想。
男生：
这段日子，你真的过的好吗？
女生：
没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡，是苦的。
男生：
当时，我尊重你的要求，所以我离开了。
但，这段日子，你过的不开心，所以我就回来了。
女生：
也许，我连自己要什么，我都不知道。
我一个人悠游淡淡，你又走了，也没有了目标，
梦里醒来，才发现墙上已经不觉写满你的名字。
男生：
单身是茫然，恋爱也彷徨。
所以我用时间来证明我的这颗心，不会因为你的曾经的放弃而改变。
女生：
难道我真的是一个笨蛋，一直错过已经在身边的幸福。
男生：
我们只是用时间证明我们需要什么。
时间让我们认识了自己，也肯定了对方。
女生：
因为你，让我知道，
真正的幸福是什么。
Few days ago, my left eye pain and red. Donno wat happen... Is it caused by the toothpaste which go in my eye accidentally tat time? Donno la. Anyway, now is better. But the worse thing happen!!! I cant see clearly using my left eye. Wat happen??? I donno. Feel scared leh. Hope will be fine.
Last night, someone said to me tat he wanted to chash me... xlolx... Is he serious??? Actually he can find a better one but not me. Haha~~~ Anyway, i think he is jokking and kidding only. I didnt put it in heart much. Juz let it be.
我的见解是： 笨蛋
女生：
很多时候我因为害怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。
也可以因为我太爱自由，所以明明渴望爱情，却依然不自让别人进入我的世界。
男生：
难道， 我不能给你百分百的信心吗？
你知道，我一直有多在乎你。。。
女生：
我珍惜这份安全感，却担心他的期限。
所以每天的感觉，还是孤独的。
我还是需要一个人好好想一想。
男生：
这段日子，你真的过的好吗？
女生：
没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡，是苦的。
男生：
当时，我尊重你的要求，所以我离开了。
但，这段日子，你过的不开心，所以我就回来了。
女生：
也许，我连自己要什么，我都不知道。
我一个人悠游淡淡，你又走了，也没有了目标，
梦里醒来，才发现墙上已经不觉写满你的名字。
男生：
单身是茫然，恋爱也彷徨。
所以我用时间来证明我的这颗心，不会因为你的曾经的放弃而改变。
女生：
难道我真的是一个笨蛋，一直错过已经在身边的幸福。
男生：
我们只是用时间证明我们需要什么。
时间让我们认识了自己，也肯定了对方。
女生：
因为你，让我知道，
真正的幸福是什么。
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Stupid stupid ar..
Wat stupid things happen again this time???
My stupid laptop been attacked by stupid virus... T.T
All things gone as the ppl who reformat my laptop no backup my files. After my laptop black out, i go to lowyatt to reformat again. It costs me about RM60 and some software they install cannot use. Haiz... Wat a stupid programmer... Me go find them reformat lagi stupid.
Haiz... The most important thing is my lab report hv to hand in on Tuesday... Damm it. THen how am i going to finish my work? No choice loo. Then i go to alpha there find Zhao Yin to borrow her computer. Luckily i stay there overnight, if not me sure cant finish my report.
Then today i bring my laptop to school as jj say he can help me. He say he actually can help me reformat for FREE... =.= THis killing me leh... Haiz...
Anyway, the CNY is coming soon but y this year no that kind of feel leh?? CNY near, valentine oso near... XlolX... Wat different leh??? Ceh... Meaningless.
Anyway, i hv to reinstall all my things. The most kasihan is my songs, novel, and MOVIES.... T.T
Wanna cry leh... Stupid virus arr. And the stupid laptop. Stupid antivirus program. Detected liao then heal it la. How i know will activate it indeed. Sienz.
Nvm... Juz calm down... Wanna go back hometown soon. Yeah... But ... Many assignment and mid test coming after this. So, pray hard for this bah... GOD BLESS!!!
My stupid laptop been attacked by stupid virus... T.T
All things gone as the ppl who reformat my laptop no backup my files. After my laptop black out, i go to lowyatt to reformat again. It costs me about RM60 and some software they install cannot use. Haiz... Wat a stupid programmer... Me go find them reformat lagi stupid.
Haiz... The most important thing is my lab report hv to hand in on Tuesday... Damm it. THen how am i going to finish my work? No choice loo. Then i go to alpha there find Zhao Yin to borrow her computer. Luckily i stay there overnight, if not me sure cant finish my report.
Then today i bring my laptop to school as jj say he can help me. He say he actually can help me reformat for FREE... =.= THis killing me leh... Haiz...
Anyway, the CNY is coming soon but y this year no that kind of feel leh?? CNY near, valentine oso near... XlolX... Wat different leh??? Ceh... Meaningless.
Anyway, i hv to reinstall all my things. The most kasihan is my songs, novel, and MOVIES.... T.T
Wanna cry leh... Stupid virus arr. And the stupid laptop. Stupid antivirus program. Detected liao then heal it la. How i know will activate it indeed. Sienz.
Nvm... Juz calm down... Wanna go back hometown soon. Yeah... But ... Many assignment and mid test coming after this. So, pray hard for this bah... GOD BLESS!!!
Friday, January 18, 2008
Driving me crazy...
A new sem for me.... Damm it... Wat i can say is really hard hard and HARD.... My head wanna explore oledi... In this new sem, all are not easy subject. Many tutorials to go but the main problem is the question are hard till i cant even understand the question. Haiz... Want do oso cant help. More worse is hv another assignment to be handed in on next Tuesday!!! Wat a rush...
Hv to crash my head indeed to do the assignment pula. Who can help me?? GOD knows. Mid test oso soon loo. Fluid Mechanic mid test will be before CNY. Cham... Less than two week leh. And almost other all subject mid test will be held after CNY. So rush. And oso cannot enjoy my CNY as i like. One more presentation pula after CNY. Wanna faint oledi.
Anyway, i cant write my blog for long. Hv to do my math tutorial and assignment lo. Gambateh!!! Aza fighting.
Hv to crash my head indeed to do the assignment pula. Who can help me?? GOD knows. Mid test oso soon loo. Fluid Mechanic mid test will be before CNY. Cham... Less than two week leh. And almost other all subject mid test will be held after CNY. So rush. And oso cannot enjoy my CNY as i like. One more presentation pula after CNY. Wanna faint oledi.
Anyway, i cant write my blog for long. Hv to do my math tutorial and assignment lo. Gambateh!!! Aza fighting.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Nice day...
Today is a holiday. No lecture, no tutorial, no school and .... A good day for me. Yeah... Haha~~~
Then i plan to use my holiday nicely instead of sitting at home doing nothing. Sure boring. Hiahiahia.... At first, Khoon ask me out. He say go Zoo Negara last day. But unfortunately he had changed his mind. Then wat about go KLCC aquarium?? Changed his mind again. At last, he ask wat about night market? Zzzz.... So Sienz... From 10 something he msg me for asking where to go till 12. Still no conclusion. Then i know i cant depend on him to go out today. Then i reject him. But he still want go out then at last we decide to go night market at 7.
Then i start to think wat about morning and afternoon?? How am i going to spend my time? Then i plan to ask ahda to go out wif me. We plan nicely want go KLCC aquarium. HOWEVER..... right in the morning, Zhao Yin called me and ask me out to watch movie coz she hv an extra movie ticket. XlolX... Then wat about ahda there??? OMG. He go mendaki gunung pula. Sienz.... He spend about 6 hours leh. Then i decide to go out wif Chao Ying them loo.
"GAME PLAN" is a nice movie. I like it. "Never say no" is the slogan in this movie. Haha~~~ I nearly cry in the cinema leh. Shhh~~~~ Don tell anyone ya. I juz wipe off my tear without getting anyone's attention. Blek~~~ And one more thing. They plan to go eat lunch at a restaurant i forgot wat name oledi. Erm... is Mdm something.... Haha~~~ Damm expensive. Walao... Can swallow meh... A plate of nasi lemak guess cost how much?? About RM15 leh... Sweating... Omg... I juz sit there and don want to order. Then me and zhao yin eat nothing inside. Juz watch them eating that expensive nasi lemak. =.=
Then at night finally i go out wif Khoon. Wah... he so diam saja and so weird. Zhao Yin say he is a bit "大男人"... Haha~~~ Donno la and watever. Hehe... Anyway, a day gone oledi.... I hv enjoyed myself today. Yeah.... Hope will hv next time hanging out wif them again...
Then i plan to use my holiday nicely instead of sitting at home doing nothing. Sure boring. Hiahiahia.... At first, Khoon ask me out. He say go Zoo Negara last day. But unfortunately he had changed his mind. Then wat about go KLCC aquarium?? Changed his mind again. At last, he ask wat about night market? Zzzz.... So Sienz... From 10 something he msg me for asking where to go till 12. Still no conclusion. Then i know i cant depend on him to go out today. Then i reject him. But he still want go out then at last we decide to go night market at 7.
Then i start to think wat about morning and afternoon?? How am i going to spend my time? Then i plan to ask ahda to go out wif me. We plan nicely want go KLCC aquarium. HOWEVER..... right in the morning, Zhao Yin called me and ask me out to watch movie coz she hv an extra movie ticket. XlolX... Then wat about ahda there??? OMG. He go mendaki gunung pula. Sienz.... He spend about 6 hours leh. Then i decide to go out wif Chao Ying them loo.
"GAME PLAN" is a nice movie. I like it. "Never say no" is the slogan in this movie. Haha~~~ I nearly cry in the cinema leh. Shhh~~~~ Don tell anyone ya. I juz wipe off my tear without getting anyone's attention. Blek~~~ And one more thing. They plan to go eat lunch at a restaurant i forgot wat name oledi. Erm... is Mdm something.... Haha~~~ Damm expensive. Walao... Can swallow meh... A plate of nasi lemak guess cost how much?? About RM15 leh... Sweating... Omg... I juz sit there and don want to order. Then me and zhao yin eat nothing inside. Juz watch them eating that expensive nasi lemak. =.=
Then at night finally i go out wif Khoon. Wah... he so diam saja and so weird. Zhao Yin say he is a bit "大男人"... Haha~~~ Donno la and watever. Hehe... Anyway, a day gone oledi.... I hv enjoyed myself today. Yeah.... Hope will hv next time hanging out wif them again...
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Happy New Year 2008??
Well, new year in 2008??? wanna start new sem oledi but now still remain boring at home.... I hv to wait for few days then go to kl. Bored... Bored and BORED.
Everyone wish to hv a new and good start in the beginning of year but for me is juz let it be. Haha~~~ is it i don believe myself or wat? Me juz hope can study well and get good result.
Haiz... At home, i feel very annoying as everyday scolding can be heard coz many ppl om bad temper. Wah... I think is good for me to fight back but.... NAH... Me wont do that as it will be worst. Somehow my sis say tat is a good choice for me for not coming back for the coming May holiday. Well, is it true? Will i get homesick? But at home cant feel better either coz anger and scolding are around.
Today i quarrel wif my bro as he ask me for money AGAIN... Me of coz reject and refuse to give him. Wat he say to me is hurting me. He owes wish me will never go back home as i am nothing for him. For my mum, i really feel upset sometime. She say me is useless and do nothing at home. I really hv done lots of housework but she think is to be my responsibility. Y? Got other ppl. Y owes me? If i go kl, she even hire a maid to do the housework. But y when i back owes ask me this and tat and never let me hv my own time. She says i am useless. Is it really me? Am i so useless?
I ask many times in my heart as this is not the first time they say like that to me. Y say like tat? They donno tat i will get hurt? Never think of my feeling? Y i am the one who owes thinks of their feeling? Wat about mine? I am the one who is owes left behind without care. i owes ask why, why, WHY??? So unfair...
Mum once tell me that she likes to scold me as me never fight back. But for longer time, i really feel bad. Can u imagine for few years since primary school i do houseworks... For her, is nothing of it. Then nvm. I can help her. But Y she never appreciate indeed owes scold and say this and say that. Is it my work really cannot satisfied her?? Sometimes i really think no one care of me. That is y i hv physcology problem since small. I used to think of cs since primary school or run away from home. But in reality, me hv no guts at all. Y? Coz the reality is owes cruel.
These all is the feeling in my heart. All negative thinking. However, in this 2008, i think most of time i will be in uni life. Hopefully is totally different and enjoyable. Actually these words are all hide in my heart for YEARS. Today i hv chance to write it out coz they really make me disappointed AGAIN. If let my mum know i write like this, i am sure doomed. Haha~~~ Actually no much ppl know my blog. So far only lh. Hey, if u read this, don jio me arr. Kill u then u know. How i know u add me oledi. Then sure u will know i update my blog.
Actually, my family isnt tat bad. Juz they owes ignored my feeling. My style oledi very sui bian and cincai leh. If not, who can stand it. If i can face it happily, is ok for me to handle it. But when i am dull and upset while meet this case, sure i feel worse. Juz i think maybe this is wat life should be. No matter wat, they are still my lovely family member and there is owes a warm home for me. I know i should not be in negative thinking but this blog is just to make me feel better. No other purpose.
Anyway, the world is still lovely and warm. ^^ Hopefully i will hv a nice year in 2008 although i hv a bad day in the first day of 2008. Smile owes to make myself happier although sometime is like pura-pura. Who know?? However smile will make me feel better. ^^ Hope to go kl soon to continue my study and it will be glad to meet my coursemate again.
Everyone wish to hv a new and good start in the beginning of year but for me is juz let it be. Haha~~~ is it i don believe myself or wat? Me juz hope can study well and get good result.
Haiz... At home, i feel very annoying as everyday scolding can be heard coz many ppl om bad temper. Wah... I think is good for me to fight back but.... NAH... Me wont do that as it will be worst. Somehow my sis say tat is a good choice for me for not coming back for the coming May holiday. Well, is it true? Will i get homesick? But at home cant feel better either coz anger and scolding are around.
Today i quarrel wif my bro as he ask me for money AGAIN... Me of coz reject and refuse to give him. Wat he say to me is hurting me. He owes wish me will never go back home as i am nothing for him. For my mum, i really feel upset sometime. She say me is useless and do nothing at home. I really hv done lots of housework but she think is to be my responsibility. Y? Got other ppl. Y owes me? If i go kl, she even hire a maid to do the housework. But y when i back owes ask me this and tat and never let me hv my own time. She says i am useless. Is it really me? Am i so useless?
I ask many times in my heart as this is not the first time they say like that to me. Y say like tat? They donno tat i will get hurt? Never think of my feeling? Y i am the one who owes thinks of their feeling? Wat about mine? I am the one who is owes left behind without care. i owes ask why, why, WHY??? So unfair...
Mum once tell me that she likes to scold me as me never fight back. But for longer time, i really feel bad. Can u imagine for few years since primary school i do houseworks... For her, is nothing of it. Then nvm. I can help her. But Y she never appreciate indeed owes scold and say this and say that. Is it my work really cannot satisfied her?? Sometimes i really think no one care of me. That is y i hv physcology problem since small. I used to think of cs since primary school or run away from home. But in reality, me hv no guts at all. Y? Coz the reality is owes cruel.
These all is the feeling in my heart. All negative thinking. However, in this 2008, i think most of time i will be in uni life. Hopefully is totally different and enjoyable. Actually these words are all hide in my heart for YEARS. Today i hv chance to write it out coz they really make me disappointed AGAIN. If let my mum know i write like this, i am sure doomed. Haha~~~ Actually no much ppl know my blog. So far only lh. Hey, if u read this, don jio me arr. Kill u then u know. How i know u add me oledi. Then sure u will know i update my blog.
Actually, my family isnt tat bad. Juz they owes ignored my feeling. My style oledi very sui bian and cincai leh. If not, who can stand it. If i can face it happily, is ok for me to handle it. But when i am dull and upset while meet this case, sure i feel worse. Juz i think maybe this is wat life should be. No matter wat, they are still my lovely family member and there is owes a warm home for me. I know i should not be in negative thinking but this blog is just to make me feel better. No other purpose.
Anyway, the world is still lovely and warm. ^^ Hopefully i will hv a nice year in 2008 although i hv a bad day in the first day of 2008. Smile owes to make myself happier although sometime is like pura-pura. Who know?? However smile will make me feel better. ^^ Hope to go kl soon to continue my study and it will be glad to meet my coursemate again.
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