Finally realise...

I finally realise that,
in my life,
i cant only hv him in my heart.

Coz of i put it too hard in my life,
when he is not around,
i will lost my way again.

So i decide to turn my way,
i can hv friend in my life,
not juz only him.

In that way,
i believe that i can be happier,
and feel better.

Or i hv to be more independent.
call home more frequently.
and enjoy peaceful loneliness...
Hehe...
Or write my bloggie frequently.
Muackzzz...

For my single friend,
although love is dreamful,
is adorable,
but pls choose carefully.

For my friend who in relationship,
maintain relationship is a hard work,
hv to gambateh,
for ur future.

For me,
blurblur and miserable me...
speechless...

Once again,
the same problem arise,
same situation i face,
same hard feeling i hv,
same bad feeling...

yesterday,
i had passed the long long night,
coz of hardly sleep.
i hv my opened eyes throughout the night,
my mind is thinking of many things,
but if u ask me about it,
i donno much about it oso.
juz thinking blankly.

I am badly sick.
My heart feel sick,
My head spinning,
My feeling gone wrong,
My mind crashed together d,
the worst is i am really sick d.

Dark blue day...

Well,
i woke up early as i was shocked by the nightmare.
the dream is the thing that i owes escape from,
so i really scare.

This morning raining heavily,
donno till when the rain will stop.
Thinking of someone again,
hope he do everything fine and take good care.

Maintaining relationship between two ppl is really hard,
no matter is between friends, couples, or family,
is a hard thing to learn.

Final soon...
I scared...
and still scare....
Hope we both do well,
i feel stress...
as usual...
xlolx...

Long time no write bloggie d,
i think back,
wat i had wrote before,
I think i need to delete some of it.
Coz don want ppl worry about me,
Or maybe i go create another bloggie which no one knw de?

Erm...
A good idea...
Haha~~~

Dark blue sky,
raining start falling down,
like my feeling today,
i am BLUE...

untitled

Today i skip class,
no mood to go campus,
no mood to do lab report,
no mood to study numerical.

Why these happen???

Hate this feeling,
seem like i am useless,
i miss my home,
become homesick.

Another lonely day,
as i expected.

Well,
no comment,
speechless.

Is juz another BAD DAY anyway!!!

人。。。

有时我回想，
人是不是都是很矛盾？？
讲难听一点就是犯贱。

人都说，
男人只有在追求的过程中才会是最完美的，
因为他们一直想做到最好以博取‘她’的一笑和认同。

看了很多例子，
自己也不断思考。。。
人往往很怕寂寞，
我也不例外。

分手的原因有很多，
但其实都是借口，
最主要的原因对方是不懂的，
那就是心已不在对方的身上了。

有的人因为觉得对方不够关心她，
比如，
交往前频频发信息，
交往后难得看到信息。

有的男生觉得，
交往过后才发现女生的一些以前不懂的小细节，
然而他们觉得原来这才是她的真面目，
那他们是后悔呢？
还是怎样呢？

我从朋友那里发现，
有些男生不大珍惜女生，
但是这只是小数目吧。
但人会几曾何时会那么的幸运呢？

或许日夜见面让他们感到厌恶吧，
所以得空时情愿找别人通信息也不找她吧？
这就是为什么会有劈腿事件发生吧？
情侣之间的吵架也是这样来的吧？

有时会想，
为何他不找我呢？
可能相处时间太久了，
所以没了那份思念吧。。。

那遇到了这样的情形该如何呢？？
。。。。
如果是我， 我选择默默面对，
因为你逼也没用，
两人在一起要心甘情愿，
不是要求。。。

我开始觉得，
适当的距离，
或许可以看清一个人，
因为当局者迷啊！！！

或许不要太依靠别人，
那才会活出自己。
我能活出那个自己吗？
希望我可以。。。

为何会有这么多感言呢？
或许闷得发慌吧。。。
又开始习惯一个人了，
习惯寂寞了，
哈哈！！！
好事来的。。。
那自己的思绪就不会轻易被他人影响了，
但其实还是自己骗自己。

开始想念家里的一切，
他们有想我吗？
还是我是多余的？
我已经不能承受被丢下的滋味了。。。

可能一个人想太多吧。。。
才会有这么多的思绪。。。
这些纯个人感想，
别无他意，
如有巧合别放在心上。

哈哈！！！

blek... ^^

sienz......

This weekend is very cham........

I feel sick for few day,
it seem like i am suffering from 中暑。。。
可怜哦！！！
keep vomit and dizzy,
headache till cannot sleep...
suffer a lot oo....

then hw to do the lab report?
hw to study numerical???

kill me better...
xlolx...

then a boring weekend...
at home suffering...
but luckily cy got come to teman me for a while,
if nt, i will crazy though...

@.@