('.') Hw???

Haiz.........

Hw wor...........

So bad result and feeling...............

Hw wor..........

Hw to convince my mum????

Hw to get good result???

Hw to maintain the result????

Hw to convince myself tat i can do it????

Hw to concentrate in study????

Hw to arrange my timetable????

Hw wor for my lousy time management????

Hw to finish my assignment alone????

Hw to comfort myself without let others worry about me????

Hw to express my stress without hurting ppl around me????

Hw to TAHAN AGAIN????

Hw Hw HOW..................

Very annoying NOW.................

How how HOW arr................

Is tat i din put in effort???

Or i am not hardworking enuf???

Am i think too much???

Am i too nervous???

ANYWAY.....

Nw hv no time to cry over spilt milk.....

MUZ think hw to correct all situation........

Plz give me strength to do it.........

Plz give me support..........

Plz give me Advises.........

Pls pls PLZZZ.........

不可思议。。。

这一切对我来说，
是这么的不可思议。。。

爱，
当爱就在身边，
你还是会怕，
怕这一切不是真的，
不是因为彼此不信任，
而是怕这种幸福的期限
怕另一方会离开自己。
这就是现实。

现在我真的很幸福，
很珍惜它，
这一段感情，
从来没有过的感觉，
让我觉得不可思议。

我只想对你说声谢谢，
给我支持，
并一起面对所有的问题与考验。

还想谢谢那些给我祝福的朋友们，
希望真的如你们所说的那样，
一切都顺顺利利。

FINALLY!!!

A nice day...

FINALLY,
all problem gone.
All accepted, settled,
everything seems goes smoothly.

Dear God,
u hear my pray,
thanks for everything.

Now, i juz hope my study can do well.
Final soon,
hope can cope everything
and score well.

This will change everyone's view
Then we can continue our live
Happily ever after.
^^

So,
gambateh for our future bah...

Hehe~~~
Aza fighting!!!

Forget the past and face the future!!!

Let it be...
Today i learn new thing...

旧的不去，新的不来。
凡事都要放开，才能迎接幸福的到来。

Today,
I finally can let it go and be myself.
Is good to do so.
Forget about the past,
Then i be happier in my future.

Nw,
i finally can face my past,
and juz smile when i look back,
without any regret and feeling sad.

Nw, i can fight for my future,
for my good sake,
and for my blissful life.

So,
dear parents,
please do not worry about me.
I will take care myself oo.
Hehe~~~
Ur little blur daughter need to grow up de la.

My heart is opened oledi,
thanks oo.
Thanks for willing to hear my voice of heart,
thanks for owes be there for me.

I appreciate my life nw.
And everyone shall do so.
No one can predict wat will happen next or tomolo go on,
but at least we can hold the moment NOW...

So my dear friends,
don regret nw,
hold tight wat u hv,
and u will be happier,
believe me!!!

^^

God bless...

Dear God,
I hv done wrong and hv sin in me.
But...
U set me free and send a warrior to look after me.

God,
I hope i am right this time.
Hope u lead the way for me.
Without arguing and quarreling anymore.

I pray deeply in my heart that
this will last long,
I pray hard for this.
Hope u lead me the right way.

There are lots of problems will be faced,
U will guide me to the right path.
I knw my sin
I admit
I regret
And I will be cleared all sin
As i trust in U.

I oso lead him to Ur path,
hope u guide him as u guide me,
My future is in Urs hand,
Deeply prayed in my heart.

In my Holy Father name,
Amen.

Hw?

心情复杂。。。 该如何呢？
想家了。。。

要读完一个学期了，很像都不会呢。。。
家里对我的期待， 让我倍感压力。

一天一天过了，觉得孤单，又如何呢？
自己做过的傻事，让自己跌入万丈深渊，
使我自己有想要封闭自己，
曾经想过会孤独到老。
反正有爸爸养我。 哈哈！！！

自己到底要什么呢？？
嗯，我也不清楚。
迷糊的性格还是一样，
或许因为这样，
一直伤害自己和别人。

人说，
幸福是人生当中最重要的事情。
真的是如此吗？
我已麻木了，
可能是习惯我行我素了。

家人是最重要的，
但要维持一个家的幸福，
真的不容易。
争执，不合，闹脾气，
是躲不过的。
但一定要克服。
希望下个星期妈妈来能开开心心来和回。

终于看了the mist...
可能期望太高，所以有些失望。
不过， 恐怖的部分还是会怕怕啦！哈哈！
真的是胆小鬼一个。
想看又怕。

我决定让你看这个我的天地，
哈哈。
喂，那天你真的很敢哦。
没有人会那样对我的哦。
所以你是geng... 哈哈。

希望数学不会太难。
哇，现在的天气很热了。
以为会下雨的。
可别再中署了。
怕怕呢。。。

要继续作什么呢？
没头绪， 怎么办呢？

那就看着办吧！
哈哈！！

^^

Nice movie day!!!

Really lazy to go school yesterday. Juz for fluid two hours lecture only. However, i still hv to go as i never skip the fluid lecture.

After the fluid class,i went back to have my lunch. After eating, my stomach was nt feeling well. Haiz... Then, i went to lrt station with my friend to go klcc to watch movie. So coincidentally i met LH.

After arrived at klcc, we want to see which movie is nicer. Actually i wanted to watch the mist as Ally and Joon Hoong said it is nice to watch. However, another movie is juz out that is 10,000 Bc. SO is hard to make the decision leh. Finally we decided to watch the second option. Haiz~~ feel like to watch The Mist oso la. But i cant watch both a day. So i missed it. T.T

After the movie, is about 5.45. Then we decided to go having dinner together. Well, he wanted to eat seafood indeed. He planned to go "Qi CHong Kai" loo. As i not yet been there before, i agreed to go kai kai there. Haha~~~ Erm... The seafood is nice oo. Really satisfy eat there. Haha~~~ But is really SPICY. Haha~~~

So, today is election day!!! Is better to stay at home loo. But is very boring. Although hv many works and study, but i cant feel the power to move on. So how leh? DOnno loo. At least i plan to finish the fluid report today... Donno can study the math or nt as i promise to borrow to my friend today. Hope can do something on material assignment oso. Coz we nt yet touch it leh. Haiz~~~

So here begin another day for me to go on. Hopefully everything go in right way.

Yeah^^

Today is a nice day for me.... I go out play wif my friends....

After church, i go to klcc wif my friends.... Firstly, eat shushi in Shushi King for buy 1 free 1. So nice.. Haha~~~ Someone belanja me one. But i rejected.... So nice la... Three ppl all eat only RM30. If according to the normal price, it costs about RM60 oo. We can hv it half price leh. SO nice... And FULL!!! Hiahia....

After that, we think too early but unluckily there is no nice movie to watch... AND there are too many ppl queueing there and we decided not to watch at last. Then where we go leh???? Let Guess....

Cant imagine tat we go to the Petrosains to walk walk. It costs RM10 per person. Wao... It really nice and quite fun. We spend about more than 3 hours in there. The place is so BIG.... Haha~~ We really cant believe that we spend so much time in there... Many things to touch touch and play play... Even walk oso cant finish walk... Haha... At last is the workers chase us out as their opening hour is finished d. THen we rush out.

If hv time and chance, i will try to go to the klcc aquarium wif my sister to hv fun there. It shall be fun. Although it is very very expensive. It costs about RM28 per person. But i think is worth to hv a look inside once at least bah. I like aquatic living animals.... Swimming in the water is so so fun and free...

The mirror so funny. We looks like very short and fat. We cant stop laughing there till all ppl looks strangely at us. And guess wat? I measure my weight there and OMG... I am about 57 kg. Cham loo... Sure need keep fit d. There is a small corner for the amazing pic on the wall. Ah Da took the pic leh. Although blur, but is nice oo...

Pretty tiger... Haha~~~

Is a good experience to go in. Maybe some ppl say is boring to go inside loo. But for me is ok and fun oso. Can experience the helicopter oso. But they say is very pura-pura. Haha~~ But is nice la...

After back to setapak, we plan to hv dinner. Khoon's housemate cook d so he go back eat loo. Then left me and ah da... Wao, he say he treat me to eat cheese cake oo... Wah, so delicious and expensive...=.= I actually ordered cold milk but he ordered wrongly for me. A cup of hot milk pula. Haha~~~ Anyway, the cheese cake is nice oo. I like the New York cheese cake the most. Cappucino one still ok la. Haha~~~

Then we go buy some groceries... BUT it rains ..... Then no other choice, we go back by taxi.

Wao.... Is a nice day right? And a wonderful and tired day!!!

Thanks you guys for accompany me to play around. And fooling around. Haha~~~ Appreciate a lot. Hope can gather and go out again if hv chance again. ^^

Hard Feeling....

为什么人要那么复杂？？ 不能简单一点吗？为何这么难做到？

知道你是为我好，但。。。 如果我选择了他，这条路是不归路吗？为何不给我一个机会， 让我选择一次。。。
是你不信任我吗？我不能被信任吗？幸福在自己的手中，不是由你而定的。。 但， 我知道你是为我好， 给我劝告。。。

人很复杂。。。 包括我。。。 就如他所说的一样。。。 就算是手牵手也不是最亲密的接触，然而是心灵上的相知相惜的接触。

或许是我想的太多，我也已不再去想了。。。 或许我应该放开吧，不该把自己捆绑起来。。。

到底未来如何？一定是照着你所说的那个方式而进行吗？那人生且不是很无聊？？

我尝试着以你所言，不让你担心。。。 但希望不会违背自己的意愿。。。 或许你又觉得我不乖了，觉得心痛。如果我真的选择错了，那也是我自己的选择，我会从中学习。。。这是每个人都会面对的事情，要不然就不会长大哦。。。

希望一切将会如愿， 事事顺利。。。 ^^