Wat stupid things happen again this time???
My stupid laptop been attacked by stupid virus... T.T
All things gone as the ppl who reformat my laptop no backup my files. After my laptop black out, i go to lowyatt to reformat again. It costs me about RM60 and some software they install cannot use. Haiz... Wat a stupid programmer... Me go find them reformat lagi stupid.
Haiz... The most important thing is my lab report hv to hand in on Tuesday... Damm it. THen how am i going to finish my work? No choice loo. Then i go to alpha there find Zhao Yin to borrow her computer. Luckily i stay there overnight, if not me sure cant finish my report.
Then today i bring my laptop to school as jj say he can help me. He say he actually can help me reformat for FREE... =.= THis killing me leh... Haiz...
Anyway, the CNY is coming soon but y this year no that kind of feel leh?? CNY near, valentine oso near... XlolX... Wat different leh??? Ceh... Meaningless.
Anyway, i hv to reinstall all my things. The most kasihan is my songs, novel, and MOVIES.... T.T
Wanna cry leh... Stupid virus arr. And the stupid laptop. Stupid antivirus program. Detected liao then heal it la. How i know will activate it indeed. Sienz.
Nvm... Juz calm down... Wanna go back hometown soon. Yeah... But ... Many assignment and mid test coming after this. So, pray hard for this bah... GOD BLESS!!!
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008
Driving me crazy...
A new sem for me.... Damm it... Wat i can say is really hard hard and HARD.... My head wanna explore oledi... In this new sem, all are not easy subject. Many tutorials to go but the main problem is the question are hard till i cant even understand the question. Haiz... Want do oso cant help. More worse is hv another assignment to be handed in on next Tuesday!!! Wat a rush...
Hv to crash my head indeed to do the assignment pula. Who can help me?? GOD knows. Mid test oso soon loo. Fluid Mechanic mid test will be before CNY. Cham... Less than two week leh. And almost other all subject mid test will be held after CNY. So rush. And oso cannot enjoy my CNY as i like. One more presentation pula after CNY. Wanna faint oledi.
Anyway, i cant write my blog for long. Hv to do my math tutorial and assignment lo. Gambateh!!! Aza fighting.
Hv to crash my head indeed to do the assignment pula. Who can help me?? GOD knows. Mid test oso soon loo. Fluid Mechanic mid test will be before CNY. Cham... Less than two week leh. And almost other all subject mid test will be held after CNY. So rush. And oso cannot enjoy my CNY as i like. One more presentation pula after CNY. Wanna faint oledi.
Anyway, i cant write my blog for long. Hv to do my math tutorial and assignment lo. Gambateh!!! Aza fighting.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Nice day...
Today is a holiday. No lecture, no tutorial, no school and .... A good day for me. Yeah... Haha~~~
Then i plan to use my holiday nicely instead of sitting at home doing nothing. Sure boring. Hiahiahia.... At first, Khoon ask me out. He say go Zoo Negara last day. But unfortunately he had changed his mind. Then wat about go KLCC aquarium?? Changed his mind again. At last, he ask wat about night market? Zzzz.... So Sienz... From 10 something he msg me for asking where to go till 12. Still no conclusion. Then i know i cant depend on him to go out today. Then i reject him. But he still want go out then at last we decide to go night market at 7.
Then i start to think wat about morning and afternoon?? How am i going to spend my time? Then i plan to ask ahda to go out wif me. We plan nicely want go KLCC aquarium. HOWEVER..... right in the morning, Zhao Yin called me and ask me out to watch movie coz she hv an extra movie ticket. XlolX... Then wat about ahda there??? OMG. He go mendaki gunung pula. Sienz.... He spend about 6 hours leh. Then i decide to go out wif Chao Ying them loo.
"GAME PLAN" is a nice movie. I like it. "Never say no" is the slogan in this movie. Haha~~~ I nearly cry in the cinema leh. Shhh~~~~ Don tell anyone ya. I juz wipe off my tear without getting anyone's attention. Blek~~~ And one more thing. They plan to go eat lunch at a restaurant i forgot wat name oledi. Erm... is Mdm something.... Haha~~~ Damm expensive. Walao... Can swallow meh... A plate of nasi lemak guess cost how much?? About RM15 leh... Sweating... Omg... I juz sit there and don want to order. Then me and zhao yin eat nothing inside. Juz watch them eating that expensive nasi lemak. =.=
Then at night finally i go out wif Khoon. Wah... he so diam saja and so weird. Zhao Yin say he is a bit "大男人"... Haha~~~ Donno la and watever. Hehe... Anyway, a day gone oledi.... I hv enjoyed myself today. Yeah.... Hope will hv next time hanging out wif them again...
Then i plan to use my holiday nicely instead of sitting at home doing nothing. Sure boring. Hiahiahia.... At first, Khoon ask me out. He say go Zoo Negara last day. But unfortunately he had changed his mind. Then wat about go KLCC aquarium?? Changed his mind again. At last, he ask wat about night market? Zzzz.... So Sienz... From 10 something he msg me for asking where to go till 12. Still no conclusion. Then i know i cant depend on him to go out today. Then i reject him. But he still want go out then at last we decide to go night market at 7.
Then i start to think wat about morning and afternoon?? How am i going to spend my time? Then i plan to ask ahda to go out wif me. We plan nicely want go KLCC aquarium. HOWEVER..... right in the morning, Zhao Yin called me and ask me out to watch movie coz she hv an extra movie ticket. XlolX... Then wat about ahda there??? OMG. He go mendaki gunung pula. Sienz.... He spend about 6 hours leh. Then i decide to go out wif Chao Ying them loo.
"GAME PLAN" is a nice movie. I like it. "Never say no" is the slogan in this movie. Haha~~~ I nearly cry in the cinema leh. Shhh~~~~ Don tell anyone ya. I juz wipe off my tear without getting anyone's attention. Blek~~~ And one more thing. They plan to go eat lunch at a restaurant i forgot wat name oledi. Erm... is Mdm something.... Haha~~~ Damm expensive. Walao... Can swallow meh... A plate of nasi lemak guess cost how much?? About RM15 leh... Sweating... Omg... I juz sit there and don want to order. Then me and zhao yin eat nothing inside. Juz watch them eating that expensive nasi lemak. =.=
Then at night finally i go out wif Khoon. Wah... he so diam saja and so weird. Zhao Yin say he is a bit "大男人"... Haha~~~ Donno la and watever. Hehe... Anyway, a day gone oledi.... I hv enjoyed myself today. Yeah.... Hope will hv next time hanging out wif them again...
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Happy New Year 2008??
Well, new year in 2008??? wanna start new sem oledi but now still remain boring at home.... I hv to wait for few days then go to kl. Bored... Bored and BORED.
Everyone wish to hv a new and good start in the beginning of year but for me is juz let it be. Haha~~~ is it i don believe myself or wat? Me juz hope can study well and get good result.
Haiz... At home, i feel very annoying as everyday scolding can be heard coz many ppl om bad temper. Wah... I think is good for me to fight back but.... NAH... Me wont do that as it will be worst. Somehow my sis say tat is a good choice for me for not coming back for the coming May holiday. Well, is it true? Will i get homesick? But at home cant feel better either coz anger and scolding are around.
Today i quarrel wif my bro as he ask me for money AGAIN... Me of coz reject and refuse to give him. Wat he say to me is hurting me. He owes wish me will never go back home as i am nothing for him. For my mum, i really feel upset sometime. She say me is useless and do nothing at home. I really hv done lots of housework but she think is to be my responsibility. Y? Got other ppl. Y owes me? If i go kl, she even hire a maid to do the housework. But y when i back owes ask me this and tat and never let me hv my own time. She says i am useless. Is it really me? Am i so useless?
I ask many times in my heart as this is not the first time they say like that to me. Y say like tat? They donno tat i will get hurt? Never think of my feeling? Y i am the one who owes thinks of their feeling? Wat about mine? I am the one who is owes left behind without care. i owes ask why, why, WHY??? So unfair...
Mum once tell me that she likes to scold me as me never fight back. But for longer time, i really feel bad. Can u imagine for few years since primary school i do houseworks... For her, is nothing of it. Then nvm. I can help her. But Y she never appreciate indeed owes scold and say this and say that. Is it my work really cannot satisfied her?? Sometimes i really think no one care of me. That is y i hv physcology problem since small. I used to think of cs since primary school or run away from home. But in reality, me hv no guts at all. Y? Coz the reality is owes cruel.
These all is the feeling in my heart. All negative thinking. However, in this 2008, i think most of time i will be in uni life. Hopefully is totally different and enjoyable. Actually these words are all hide in my heart for YEARS. Today i hv chance to write it out coz they really make me disappointed AGAIN. If let my mum know i write like this, i am sure doomed. Haha~~~ Actually no much ppl know my blog. So far only lh. Hey, if u read this, don jio me arr. Kill u then u know. How i know u add me oledi. Then sure u will know i update my blog.
Actually, my family isnt tat bad. Juz they owes ignored my feeling. My style oledi very sui bian and cincai leh. If not, who can stand it. If i can face it happily, is ok for me to handle it. But when i am dull and upset while meet this case, sure i feel worse. Juz i think maybe this is wat life should be. No matter wat, they are still my lovely family member and there is owes a warm home for me. I know i should not be in negative thinking but this blog is just to make me feel better. No other purpose.
Anyway, the world is still lovely and warm. ^^ Hopefully i will hv a nice year in 2008 although i hv a bad day in the first day of 2008. Smile owes to make myself happier although sometime is like pura-pura. Who know?? However smile will make me feel better. ^^ Hope to go kl soon to continue my study and it will be glad to meet my coursemate again.
Everyone wish to hv a new and good start in the beginning of year but for me is juz let it be. Haha~~~ is it i don believe myself or wat? Me juz hope can study well and get good result.
Haiz... At home, i feel very annoying as everyday scolding can be heard coz many ppl om bad temper. Wah... I think is good for me to fight back but.... NAH... Me wont do that as it will be worst. Somehow my sis say tat is a good choice for me for not coming back for the coming May holiday. Well, is it true? Will i get homesick? But at home cant feel better either coz anger and scolding are around.
Today i quarrel wif my bro as he ask me for money AGAIN... Me of coz reject and refuse to give him. Wat he say to me is hurting me. He owes wish me will never go back home as i am nothing for him. For my mum, i really feel upset sometime. She say me is useless and do nothing at home. I really hv done lots of housework but she think is to be my responsibility. Y? Got other ppl. Y owes me? If i go kl, she even hire a maid to do the housework. But y when i back owes ask me this and tat and never let me hv my own time. She says i am useless. Is it really me? Am i so useless?
I ask many times in my heart as this is not the first time they say like that to me. Y say like tat? They donno tat i will get hurt? Never think of my feeling? Y i am the one who owes thinks of their feeling? Wat about mine? I am the one who is owes left behind without care. i owes ask why, why, WHY??? So unfair...
Mum once tell me that she likes to scold me as me never fight back. But for longer time, i really feel bad. Can u imagine for few years since primary school i do houseworks... For her, is nothing of it. Then nvm. I can help her. But Y she never appreciate indeed owes scold and say this and say that. Is it my work really cannot satisfied her?? Sometimes i really think no one care of me. That is y i hv physcology problem since small. I used to think of cs since primary school or run away from home. But in reality, me hv no guts at all. Y? Coz the reality is owes cruel.
These all is the feeling in my heart. All negative thinking. However, in this 2008, i think most of time i will be in uni life. Hopefully is totally different and enjoyable. Actually these words are all hide in my heart for YEARS. Today i hv chance to write it out coz they really make me disappointed AGAIN. If let my mum know i write like this, i am sure doomed. Haha~~~ Actually no much ppl know my blog. So far only lh. Hey, if u read this, don jio me arr. Kill u then u know. How i know u add me oledi. Then sure u will know i update my blog.
Actually, my family isnt tat bad. Juz they owes ignored my feeling. My style oledi very sui bian and cincai leh. If not, who can stand it. If i can face it happily, is ok for me to handle it. But when i am dull and upset while meet this case, sure i feel worse. Juz i think maybe this is wat life should be. No matter wat, they are still my lovely family member and there is owes a warm home for me. I know i should not be in negative thinking but this blog is just to make me feel better. No other purpose.
Anyway, the world is still lovely and warm. ^^ Hopefully i will hv a nice year in 2008 although i hv a bad day in the first day of 2008. Smile owes to make myself happier although sometime is like pura-pura. Who know?? However smile will make me feel better. ^^ Hope to go kl soon to continue my study and it will be glad to meet my coursemate again.
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