last midterm in this sem

Long time no update my blog d,
too busy until don have time for myself...
Virus H1N1 is spreading everywhere,
everyone scare to get sick...

At this moment,
still got last midterm tomolo,
one more report,
and one more assignment...
Feel a bit relief....
BUT!!!
The final is juz around the corner,
cant even relax myself for awhile...
Haih...
Health got problem,
so i eat vitamin c to at least increase my imune system....

I want go back hometown!!!
And yes i will go back during study week....
Hope can release my stress at least...
Wont stay in my room alone at least,
no need to worry wat to eat at least....

Can go back relax a bit,
Can see my new puppy,
Can sleep in my own bed,
Can stay in my own home....
with my family...

Dizzy....
Hope can flip through the EIS once,
then sleep early,
feel unwell...
Zzz...

心情

心情不好！
心情很乱！
心情复杂！
心情烦乱！

A song

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know


Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong


I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone


Chorus


Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?


Chorus(3x)

Another weekend

So fast see the time pass,
without realize.
Well,
next week has 2 reports and 1 assignment to hand in,
yet i not yet done any,
so this weekend should be ended up doing homework...

Week 8 onwards will be tough for me,
assignment, reports and midterm,
all crash together,
No idea can cope it or not....
Sooner of later will become panda already!!!

Things change,
Whether you realize or not???
The changes are either on myself or surrounding,
the important thing is,
do it influence you or not???

Erm,
i keep wondering,
changes are good for better life,
but some changes are worse than ever indeed...
But how to determine whether good or bad???

I just hope can live happily in this stressful life,
I hope i can do the best i can,
just to be myself,
just to be everything....

Next week family come over here,
will spend most of time with them,
hopefully can finish the homework in time,
so i have to manage my time well for this weekend,
but for today,
i will like to REST!!!
haha...
^^

REPORTS!!!

T.T
Cham cham cham...
Report not yet do,
assignment oso,
next week 3 lab lagi....
=.=

Sienz ar....
Hv to rush d...
Long time no update blog d,
so nw crap a bit here....
@.@

Another week gone...

Time pass damm fast...
One week gone d...
Week 4 is coming!!!

Many works to do actually but i no mood to do la...
2 Lab reports, assignments,tutorial,
need STUDY lagi coz i don understand the subject at all...
Especially Instrumental Analysis!!!

As usual another weekend at home,
Thinking of the internship thing,
hopefully can get hometown one,
then can stay wif family for 3 months...
^^
I very glad tat my loan finally approve jor,
coz can reduce my family burden,
and i must work hard to continue it....
so hv to put more effort in study...

BUT,
i do no watch movie for LONG time d,
i want watch movie!!!
Terminator, Transformer, Drag me to hell,
Ish....
all not yet watch la...
Takkan i go watch alone...
Maybe can leh...
Haha~~~
I want go go GO!!!
Go this weekend probably...
* thinking *
^^

从前

从什么时候，
我已忘了这种自由自在的日子，
很怀念，
不知道能不能回到过去？？？

很怀念在花丛里被蚊子叮的时候，
很想象以前那么的轻松，
很想象以前小时候，
那么的无知，
因为许多的快乐和平凡，
都来自无知。。。
我想回到过去，
无忧无虑。。。

眉间之愁消不去，
心头之伤挥不去，
烦绕在心头，
独自让孤寂侵蚀，
从梦中醒来，
亦无改变。

New Sem

Cham...
No money d...
Need buy so many textbook,
and the subject all like not easy...

Another tough sem as usual,
tht is uni life,
but i am in Year 3 d,
so better don give up!!!

Textbook textbook....
=.=
Need buy a lot,
really want pokkai d...

Hot day in kl,
pimples pop out on face,
scar everywhr,
sunburn lagi,
i look very bad...
Haha~~~
But who care???
Mum knw sure kill me....
Shh~~~

Today juz bought one textbook,
so better use it wisely nw,
if nt no time to study d...
^^

反省

到底出了什么问题？？？
我不明了，
只觉得自己做什么都不好。。。

为何家人那么紧张我？？？
是我笨？
不成熟？
还是我根本就是个问题。。。

我开始怀疑，
在别人眼里，
我是怎样的一个人？？？

我也开始怀疑自己，
是否就一直这样下去，
还是要开始改变。。。

要开始上课了，
需要改变吗？

我一直在努力做一个乖女儿，
却做不好，
做个好姐姐，
失败？？？
做个好学生，
越来越没有信心。

我还真是糟糕啊！！！

Holiday

Erm...
Long time din update my blog... Paiseh...

Well,
this holiday is very packed,
feel like not enuf time to stay at hometown,
coz next week start new sem d....

I went to Pulau Perhentian this holiday,
very nice trip for me,
suggest friends to go to the small island of Perhentian,
snorkelling is just fun!!!


This is when we were in speedboat heading to the island...
We can see clearly the seawater from dirty to clearer blue...
The water very clear right???
Can see the bottom leh...

The clear and nice beach!!!
The chalet we lived!!!
Nice sail boat... ^^
The most exciting is the snorkelling...
However cant take pic under water....
Cant imagine i can get close to the fishes....
Even can touch them....
haha...
Nice experience...
But i hv to pay for it...
As result,
i got sunburn and turned black...
haha~~~

深夜

很久没有写部落格了，
因为在考试，
不想反映出我黑暗的一面，
但是现在的我很累，
很无助。。。

唉，
考试季节最怕什么？
生病罗 。。。
偏偏我就是生病的那个，
到现在我的肠热到一直泻肚，
很难受。。。

还剩下两科，
偏偏我的身体不争气，
让我不能好好读书，
不过这也不是很好的借口，
是我自己读不下。。。

还有家里的问题，
感情的问题，
读书的阻碍，
这些种种让我辛苦，
想找人倾述也没有，
只因你不懂在干什么。。。

哎，
是我失败 还是怎样呢？？？
不懂你在干吗的同时，
也找不到你的人，
只好等。。。

我的朋友的遭遇和故事让我感慨，
对方一直认为他会一直在原地等他，
但是难保有一天他累了，
不再等了，那时怎么办？？
又会是谁的错呢？？？

另一个故事又说着，
女方要男的等，
但是同时要求让她自由，
等她回到他身边的那一天，
很自私的做法吧。
舍不得的人通常都会痴痴的等吧？

深夜里，
我又哭了，
又睡不着了，
很多东西在脑海里，
转的我睡不着。

希望我的母亲能早日康复，
我也早日康复，
一切顺顺利利，
好好的考完试，
就是主给我最大的恩赐了。

New Testament

Well,
after i took back my bible last weekend,
i started to revise back the bible,
i started from the new testament then...

Meanwhile,
i found some very useful phrase for daily life use....

I started reading the Matthew,
From Matthew 1 till 4,
is about the history of Jesus...
For Matthew 5,
The most famous phrase is...
Do not resist an evil person,
" if someone strike you on the cheek, turn to him the other also."
Haha~~~
This phrase owes get everyone's attention....
Thr are many arguements due to this phrase,
However no much ppl can do it.

For Matthew: 7-1,
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged."
Matthew: 7-2,
" For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."
Matthew: 7-3,
" Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"
Matthew:7-5,
"You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.""
This teaches us hw to behave urself and treat other ppl,
XD.... ^^

For Matthew 8,
I learned to hv faith to GOD,
hv to trust wat u believe...
hehe....

For Matthew 12-35,
"make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, a tree is recognized by its fruit."
"The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him."
Wow,
so serious,
haha.... xlolx...
but we do really no realise this in our daily life,
so live a style that GOD like....

Finally i gt read so much in one week time,
so glad i make it as mum told me to do so long time d,
Well i follow the schedule in given form,
haha....
Finally can tick the empty columm...
yeah....
Hope i wont 三分钟热度 for this....
Juz like the toning,
=.= Oops... Paiseh....
Hiahiahia...

Another nice weekend...

Finally free...........................
Haha~~~

Saturday,
i went out for buffet steambot near sunway pyramid,
and they all want watched fast and furious,
so we went to sunway pyramid,
however, full....

Then tried booking klcc de cinema,
oso full,
then we went to timesquare plan to watch midnight de,
OSO FULL!!! @.@
OMG!!! So many ppl watch movie huh???

Then finally we went to pavilion,
however,
LONG queue waiting for us,
and when we booked the ticket,
the ticket for fast and furious only left 2.05AM one,
lolz........
Crazy!!!

We still decided to watch in the end...
Then still got so many times before cinema time,
is juz about 11.30 tat time,
we went to mcd to sit sit and wait time pass,
WOW!!! Full ppl,
then nvm, we ordered for drinking only as we all thirsty,
after drink finish,
sure want go refill mar,
then wat happen is,
" Thr is no refill for weekend"
@.@Wt....
Got things like this meh???
I sweating...

Well,
after watching the damm nice movie,
is about 4.00 am....
When reach home, is about 4.40,
BUT the door inside LOCK....
Then cant do anything juz go friend's house stay overnight,
so stupid....

This is the first and last time for crazy thing like this,
no NEXT Time...
haha...
although i enjoy the movie a lot....
wakaka...

Wee...

Yeah...
Go watch movie loo....
My favourite...

Luckily today watched a nice movie...
So funny,
and the movie inspired me to go SHOPPING!!!
However, i no $$....
T.T SAD...

But i do enjoy alot today,
wif funny guys....
wahaha...
and finally eat my fast food,
Deng Deng Deng Deng...
-----> KFC
xlolx....

Then i rush back to do report...
=.=
luckily manage to finish before 12...
wakaka....
But today is damm hot day la,
hardly sleep leh,
maybe go take a short shower???
haha....
GOOD idea....

Then want to say night night la...
^^
Hope can hv some 'special' dream,
wakaka...
u knw...
wat i mean right???
hehehe... evil laugh!!!

Presentation!!!

Phew,
finally done the environmental presentation,
is good i think,
i mean overall...
haha...

Still gt assignment and test,
and FINAL...
lol...
scary!!!

feel very unwell these few days,
many coursemate get sick d,
coughing, fever, sore throat,
so i better take care,
let the sickness get away from me,
don want get sick before final!!!

So do take care my friends...
^^

Happy happy weekend...

Happy happy weekend...

^^

This time celebrate his birthday earlier...

Cake for me on Nov

Cake with candles

=.=
From secret recipe de cake,
but not so nice coz too many cheese.

My big bear bear for my birthday present...
So miss it...
Staying at my sweet sweet hometown...
and

NOW

His turn pula...

I bought a cake for him...

Overview
Very nice cake oo...
chocolate with Moss....
So nice...
Worth to buy!!!

My flower on annivesary!!!

We go to timesquare walk walk this weekend,
Wait for Monorail so long time till want give up d,
wait about 20 minutes...
@.@

Then i want eat fast food de,
then he brought me go eat chicken soup with medicine!!!

Wakaka...
Finally i got some pic to post in blogger,
and not unhappy thing...
AGREE???

After eat this one,
i donno is too good or wat,
i feel dizzy and headache,
太进补了???
XD

After this happy weekend,
hv two presentation,
1 report.
and assignmentsSSS!!!
xlolx...
And final soon!!!
So think cant meet until end of final...
Haiz~~
Happy hour owes is too short...
T.T

Free Dinner!!!

Today wake up at 9,
sleep for 10 hours but still feel tired...
xlolx...

Then i go jusco wif ally,
go eating lunch at kfc,
so lucky today we order special promotion,
then hv to wait for few minutes,
however,
when they serve us,
they get us two more burgers...
We juz realise when we eating the another set...
coz we din order for burger...
Somehow the KFC hv few customers only,
so we sure is for us,
unless they give wrong...
we decide to let themselves found out or we take home for dinner...
Wakaka...

at last we took back home...
Yeah!!! Free burger...
I think maybe coz we wait too long for the serve,
wait about half hour i think,
so good...

I bought many snacks and cup noodles,
coz my home hv nth much to eat except the cereal and biscuit...
I use about fifty ringgit i think...
THen nw stay at home doing nothing again,
maybe try solve the tutorial and assignment...

A boring weekend is owes better than a busy weekend...
Wakaka...

Free weekend!!!

Yeah!!!
Finally is a free weekend for me!!!

BUT...
actually got moral presentation on Wednesday,
two assignment on Friday,
analysis tutorial on Friday...

But at least this weekend can rest a bit...
But some bored and sienz leh...
hehe...

So,
anyone want bring me go eat nice food???
for free???
or bring me go walk walk...
haha....

maybe i go walk walk myself...
wakaka...

see hw la...
hope wont be alone at home whole weekend...

@.@

Guess wat???
Today exam doom....
Stupid lecturer set about 30 question...
hv to answer all in 1 hour.
Zzz...
Tat mean wait fail only lo,
if the final like this.
Haiz...

Ok...
DOn haiz leh...

Stupid analysis lagi sienz...
Only 15 students in dk3 today,
so MANY!!!!
Want cabut pun oso cant d...

Hv to rush lab report lo...
Juz found some information only.
Hv to start do d,
hv to hand in on thursday!!!
assignment on Friday!!!
All are ENVIRONMENTAL thing!!!

Hates ENVIRONMENTAL!!!

DIE DAY!!!

Stupid stupid day!!!
Very very very angry!!!

STUPID facebook IQ test,
want my hp no then keep sent the stupid msg and cost me RM3 each msg....
Then hv to go DIGI centre to cancel the service!!!
Then go find DIGI centre.
Then waste my whole afternoon skipping analysis class,
go Min house wait she bring me go.
Fine, go thr find no whr indeed,
nearest centre at Timesquare!!!
WT......

then nvm....
back home rush to 7-eleven buy coffee,
rushing to FIND coffee only....
@.@
Then back home open ladtop,
thunder shot my ladtop!!! =.=
whole house no electric thought fius ruin,
wait till 6 something ppl fix for me...

Then check my ladtop,
CANT TYPE indeed...
Go hell...
Hv to rush to buy keyboard!!!
Coz i need check flight for uncle!!!
Cost me another RM 20.
Then rush back home at 7.

THEN NW I TYPING THIS BLOG!!!
coz really no mood study d!!!
Coz whole day i study for NOTHING indeed!!!
I think i go die better!!!
Haiz...

Y?Y?Y?
Y everything happen on me???
Haiz~~~
T.T

人的真面目

人，
其实是很可怕的。

人，
可以有很多面。

人，
总要面对生老病死。

我不明白。。。。

有的人既然可以以为用钱就可以通行无阻，
既然如此儿戏人间。。。
如此的不尊敬老人家，
博取了他们的权利。
难道这就尽了孝道吗？

我可怜的老人家，
为了你的无理取闹，
到处奔波看医生，
就为了你一句不管你的事，
怕别人把过错推给你，
就推给别人。

老人家很无奈，
都这么大年纪了，
难道还教你怎么做人吗？
不知道老人家在夜里偷偷哭了好几回，
为什么要如此的不理智，
为什么要演戏给别人看。
你的子女都看到你的所作所为，
你就不怕因果报应吗？

你难道就只会虎视眈眈老人家的财产吗？
给了那么多还不知足吗？
还想连他们最后的一滴血都喝尽吗？

人，
长命好吗?
看到子女如何不孝，
看到子女面目可挣的讨取他们认为是他们的东西和权利，
看到自己晚年如何的凄惨。

人，
很无奈，
又很可悲，
但却无能为力。

我只祈求主与我同在，
并眷顾我的家人，外公。。。
一切都安好。

Rainy Day again....

Everyday rain rain rain...
Make me no mood everyday,
cloth cant dry,
all hanging around my rooms till no place d.

Today thought no rain as early morning wif sunny day,
however,
rain heavily at afternoon.

事情是否就像拨开云雾见 日月，
还是只是暂时的昙花一现，
就像现在的天气一样，
并不是自己所能预测的。

Tuesday exam, thursday hand in report,
Next week got one presentation,
two assignment....
However,
i waste my day doing nothing today.

Donno y,
juz no mood...
Rainy day juz like my feeling,
non-stop like my thought,
tired and 无奈。

Many problems troubling me,
annoying me,
make me crazy.

Wish everything will be fine.
May GOD bless me...

Feeling

Today i just knw tat my friend is getting married...
So Glad...
So envy,
she juz same age as me...

After talking to her,
many feeling came across me,
let me confused,
let me think many.

Wish her happy ever after,
her words to me so precious,
thanks alot....
Tat is... " 留一些爱给自己，就会幸福."

爱要自己争取，不要自己辛苦自己。
时间可以证明一切。。。

Give me a knife too...

Nw is Week 8 d,
everyone busy, busy and BUSY!!!

Cham...
Many works to do...

For this Friday,
analysis midterm,
analysis tutorial 3,
H&M assignment,
H&M lab report!!!

For next week,
CRE TWO assignment,
Moral midterm...

Haiz...
Don like Friday,
owes is BLACK FRIDAY!!!

Nw donno want to busy wat again,
HAIZ............

讨厌的下雨天

今天要回家时，
突然下起倾盆大雨，
我的宝贝鞋全都湿透，
牛仔裤也湿透，
全身狼狈极了。

想去拿回修补的鞋子，
却不见鞋匠的踪影，
该不会拿了我的鞋落跑吧？？？

回到家，
即刻冲凉，
因为全身出风膜而觉得不舒服，
却没接到重要的电话。

后来才知道你的事，
我很心疼，
也很怕。
只希望你能早点康复，
别再让我担心了。

虽然我们不能按照计划见面了，
但是我希望你没事，
平平安安就好。

Sienz...

Stupid line connection make me angry...
Sienz...

Sleep awhile but indeed sleep long...
Haiz...

Look back the H&M assignment again,
don understand again,
donno hw...
Stupid microsoft word cannot type the equation,
cant do work as well...

Analysis lagi cham,
stupid test like endless,
take me few weeks to study,
but still don understand,
AND lazy to study again...

Haiz make me been scolded pula,
HAIZ....
Don tell me cant Haiz indeed...

T.T
@.@
=.=

Feel teruknya!!!

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

Dizzy day...

Feel dizzy leh early morning,
due to the chemical test,
badly done,
no choice...
However, i need to study analysis.

Thought want to go yin there study but her test been cancelled d,
so i hv to gambateh myself.

BUT
feel headache and dizzy,
hw to continue???
CHam....

Anyone can help me?

Deng deng deng deng...

The time count down for exam,
Tik Tak Tik Tak,
i wait for the time to pass,
going to sch d,
hope everything will be fine,
GAMBATEH!!!
Aza fighting...
Here i come...

Black Friday

Doom night for me...

Haiz...
My fault again...
Last week oso the same,
Haiz...

Everything lose control again,
hw hw hw?

Black Friday!!!
Is me too selfish?
Is me too bad?
Is me never think for other?
Is me not so caring?

SO...
conclusion is ,
all is my fault again!!!

However,
i think the problem will be owes there,
is depend on me to touch it or nt,
if no touch then no problem,
touch then is my fault.
Is it i put too much effort in it?

So many thing in ur heart,
hw i gonna knw???
hw i avoid ur scar?

Maybe i should let go,
put in more effort in study.

Haiz...
Exam sure doom d,
GOD bless...

P/s: 抉择是困难的, 你爱的人不一定对你好, 对你好的人不一定是你所爱,但是你还是必须作出你认为是对的抉择。

糟糕啦！！！

惨了，
明天要考试了。
还不会呢！！！
怎么办呢？
看来今晚不用睡觉了。
唉！！！

还有很多作业没做，
也是明天交。
天人交战啊！！！

心里觉得很烦，难受，
找不到出口，
怎么办？

星期一又有考试，
真是糟糕。。。

就只能看着办吧！！！

男人女人

男人。。。
到今天我才知道我不明白男人。。。

今天和朋友说起了男人，
大家都有了共识。。。

男人，
其实是自私的，
女人也是，
但是女人的自私被当作无理取闹。。。

男人可以存留前女友的东西，
但是女人却不可以。。。
女人又能如何？
如果叫他丢掉所有就变成逼了，
不是心甘情愿了。
到头来又变成女人的错，
无奈啊！！！

女人如果有男性朋友是不允许的，
男人却可以有要好的女性朋友。。。
其实有时候，
女人会想找人说说话，
谈谈心，
男朋友不得空时，
也可以找别人谈谈，
却被认为背叛。
男人却可以有很多粉红知己，
女人却不可以争风吃醋。
哈哈！！！
自古男人女人就是这样，
有不一样的对待。

男人可以有很多理由搪塞女人，
女人却总是开不了口说出自己的想法，
因为会被当成任性及刁蛮，
男人却理所当然。。。

虽然并不是所有男人女人都是这样，
可是从我的了解来看的话，
我认为是对的。。。
哈哈！！！
你们认为呢？？？

Hot day!!!

Very hot hot HOT!!!

Sienz...
Dizzy coz of hot day!!!

Friday exam juz studied chapter 1,
tonight must study finish chapter 2 at least...
Analysis tutorial donno hw to do,
Monday analysis exam doom....

NOW...
lets take a nap first,
before i start studying....
Haha~~~
Dizzy...
@.@

How???

Aiyo...
Hw?

This Friday hv chemical reaction exam,
however i donno hw to do...
cham...

Analysis exam next week,
die oso...
Haiz....

The worst is,
till now i still hv no mood to study at all...
Haiz...

Tonight must study d,
see whether i can do it or nt.
@.@

To be continued.........

Unexpected

Many things are unexpected,
Too hard to get everything under control.
However,
we can learn from the past,
we can make life better.
Just hope that everything will be fine.

Exam soon....
Many things to study,
hv to concentrate in study d.
Good luck to myself and other,
my only chance in this sem...

sad

Suddenly feel like everything gone wrong,
everything is sad,
everything is bad,
and i feel sad...

I feel like wanna give up,
I really cant stand longer,
i really feel struggle and pain,
wat can i do?

Will i regret?
Am i right?

^^

Feel better lo....
Try to write something good rather than the bad thing...
Haha~~~

I found my pendrive leh....
In my bag... @.@
Stupid stupid me...
Haha~~~

Finally done my moral assignment,
no sleep enough indeed...
Cham...
Tomolo 8am de class lagi...

Aiyoyo...
Valentine soon leh...
Lonely Valentine as usual...
haha....

No money d....
Buy a lot of things....
Shoes, Clothes, Phone, Phone accessories, Facial, pendrive,
3 TEXTBOOKS....
lol....
Pokai d la....
T.T

Bad day...

Haiz...
Feel everything go wrong nowadays...

Study cant study,
listen cant listen,
sleep cant sleep...

Computer sot sot,
extension wire sot d,
phone sot d.

Computer need scan,
extension wire need buy,
buy phone got so many problem...
Haiz...

Wat happen to me?
Y i feel so lonely?
Y i face all problem?
Y i feel bad?

Wedding Day

Wedding Day???
Of coz not mine...
Haha~~~

I attend the wedding ceremony only...
Getting married is really busy and not easy.

I go to the bride's house about 7 and wake up around 6.30am.
omg...
guess what???
Is a rainy day... swt...
Should be a nice day to sleep till late in the morning.
HAHA~~~

So many things to do to get married...
Make up, ceremony, dinner....
So many things to do....
Must think carefully before get married...

Mum say,
we can no need to do the wedding dinner coz is tiring...
I AGREED....
haha...
BUT usually is the guy who no allow this situation to happen...

Well...
See my friend to get married...
And make me feel i am no longer young teenager...
xlolx...

In the bride sister team,
i thought i am the youngest,
coz the others look more mature, prettier and nicer,
HOWEVER,
some are younger than me...
=.=
Speechless instead...

Today is a tiring day....
But is a nice day to remember,
seeing her to get married,
many feeling come across,
and wish all the best to her and James,
may God bless their family...

Heart pain...

So sad...
I lost my pendrive...

Firstly, this is the first one i bought myself.
Secondly, i bought two as pair.
Thirdly, is 4Gb and expensive for tat time.
Lastly, gt things i want in the pendrive...

So sad...

Miracle would happen or nt???

I want my pendrive back!!!
So sakit hati arr....
Cry over spilt milk...
Haiz...

Cry oso useless d...

烦

很烦。。。
很乱。。。
很惨。。。
怎么办？？？

为学业烦，
因为成绩惨。。。
为自己没有心情上课烦，
为自己无厘头的心情觉得乱。。。

怎么办？？？

New year...

New Year soon...
Waiting to go back hometown...
These few days feel sick,
fever, headache...

Bad dreams every day,
missing someone everyday,
feeling lonely everyday,
counting down everyday...

Busy everyday,
fight for study,
fight for future,
fight for love.

No buy much new cloths,
don feel like want to celebrate CNY.

feel bad sometime,
feel sad sometime,
feel bored sometime,
feel blur sometime...

This is hw i pass my lonely time...

Wish hard time in study,
hard time in relationship,
hard time in future,
can be passed and overcomed soon...

This is my only wishes in New Year...
Most important is the health of the ppl i care very much,
hope everything fine,
near to the end of the world...