Thursday, February 21, 2008

Bad Day!!! =.=

Today is a bad day for me.

好不容易赶完我的全部功课,今天准备交了。。。以为一切都没事!!!我也如期温习功课,因为今天有两个考试。 今天一早就起身,赶到学校考试。原本信心还足以应付考试的。但,实在是考的不够好。

这就算了。过后考另一个科目,谁知道一看到考试卷,三题都不会,怎么办才好呢? 难道我读的都是废的?? 时间又不够,根本来不及探讨题目,又是开卷考试。其实没什么分别咯。都是不会做。唉~~~

考完了真的觉得很沮散,不知如何是好? 压力真的很大。不懂如何向妈妈交待。现在真的是筋疲力尽,很累。不知要如何面对自己的成绩。

下雨天又开始来了,象征我现在的心情,阴沉,沉重,无能为力。不过至少有一个好处,那就是很好睡。。。 哈哈!!!

我很喜欢这首歌,名为 Bad Day!!!

There is a moment,
when i need u the most,
u cannot believe tat the magic has lost,
u tell me the blue sky fade away,
u tell me ur passion gonna away,
and i no need carry on.

coz U hv a bad day,
u taking one down,
u sing a sad song,
juz to turn it around.

U say u donno,
u tell me don lie,
u walk at a smile and u go for a ride.

U had a bad day,
the camera don lie,
i am coming back down,
and i really don mind.
U had a bad day,
u had a bad day!!!

PS:
I need a blue sky holiday,
Haha~~~ THis one is my ps.... really need rest.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

@.@

Today, i go for the boring Dynamics lecture. Really sleepy arr... Some more black out after one hour lecture. Then we moved to SE block pula. Is a long and suffering time.

After class, i go back prepare to go out to watch CJ7. Is a nice movie. I love it very much. The alien pet is so cute. This remember me my dear doggies. Haha~~ Especially the small one. Really miss them. Haiz~~~

Donno y my mum mood these two days is very bad and like want to explode oledi. Donno how o. Somemore she doesnt like me go out wif him. She want me stay away from him. I will i gonna to say leh. Nth indeed. Coz i know she is moody for that time so i remain silence. Juz go out wif friend cannot meh?? I wonder!!!

Anyway, i hv many inquires. First, is the difference of living style will influence a pair of couple?? The age?? The different religion?? Then wat about the family???

I really donno. If the parents not allow and bless the couple, will they happy together? If the different religion like Christian and Buddha. Can they hv their same lifestyle?? Is hard right? So really hard to say at all. So, tat is y i don want to get involve in bah. Haha~~~

Hv 2 assignment, 2 mid test, 1 lab next week. So how am i gonna to handle it all. Haiz~~~ Will i be crazy??? Somemore my mum is very concern about my result this time. However, this semester is pretty hard for me to score. Scare to resit for the test arr. But wat can i do is juz try my best loo.

So now i hv to concentrate on my intro assignment loo. Don want to slow down the group assignment. Hope can do better and can satisfy all the group member. I will do the best.

Now then gonna start my assignment loo. Cya.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Valentine Day???

Valentine day on tomolo.....

Erm... Wat shall i say about leh?? No experience... But today i found out tat me very stupid. Y i trust ur words last time? Y i thought u r the only one? Y i act so stupid? WHY..WHY...WHY!!!

Now u hv found ur soulmate... U can live happily after wif her. But that make me think of one thing!!! Is like u too easy to crush on someone bah. That means wat u hv told me before is not counted. Haiz~~ Wat a stupid me for trusting in u.

Valentine day!!! THink u and all of my friends will hv a good time indeed.For me, it doen't mean anything. Juz a normal day which will see more couple hanging around to show their sweetness... Haha~~~ THis sometime will make those who are single envy of them BUT maybe is good thing for them to remain single. So do i to remain single.

Juz i think is it i am stupid?? Haha~~~ Blur blur Yi of coz blur la... xlolx...
Maybe life is juz like this. Nothing special and it will juz be a part of ur life. After it happens, u look back will think how stupid u r.... Haha~~~ ^^

Well, half of the semester is gone. That mean suffer time will be nearer. MIDTERM and FINAL will be juz in front of us. So, there is no more time to play those puppy love trick. Better concentrate on my study. Haha~~~ Lots of assignment, report, tutorial and exam. So, hv to gambateh loo...

So let see whether tomolo will hv big surprise or not. But obviously will nt hv. Haha~~~ XlolX.
So juz let time decide. Juz wait and SEE!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Back kl d...

Haiz... So fast back kl loo. Miss my new puppy leh... So cute de...


Cute leh!!!



So miss ya!!!

During this CNY, many things happen...

Firstly, it looks like my taofa a bit "wan"... XlolX... I dont want la... Who want i will give luck to ya... Juz inform me. Haha~~~ Really a bit weird when the abang angkat at Singapore say want try to be couple wif me. Haiz~~ No meet before leh. Juz know 2 years. So i din response to him.

Secondly, the another guy... erm... how to say... So rajin sms me arr.. Non-stop oso. I start not to reply him but is rude to do so. I don like any words or promises form sms since last time i face the same problem wif my ex. erm... I think better face to face bah. He treat me good but i juz hope to get good result in study for now. Don want to think so much first. Coz this sem really damm HARD. HAiz...

Thirdly, i met the guy i like for seven years last night. We at same flight and same bus to kl sentral last night. During check in, i looked behind. I really shocked to see him and like paused there thinking am i dreaming as long time no see him oledi. He oso shocked. Haha~~~ Actually me and him how to say... He and i know we both hv 好感 but nothing happen between us. Haha~~ XlolX... BUt the situation last night is, he 偷看我,我偷看他。haha~~~ Juz like last time only. Then i found out that he is now studying in PJ bah... So will not meet him. Anyway, nice to see him again coz really long time no see him. HE is a good memory for me. The memory of puppy love bah. Peeping each other is the sweetest part. Haha~~ Is juz a sweet memory in my past.

Anyway, now i hv to rush to do my lab report. CNY honeymoon ended. Haiz... Need to add oil for my mid-term. DOn want regret and cry over spilt milk. So now hv to do my tonnes of works oledi. Cya... My bloggie... ^^

Monday, February 4, 2008

Happy Chinese New Year

Damm bored now... Waiting the time to go hometown. Still hv many hours to go. Unlike my other coursemates, all go back hometown oledi. Sienzzzz...

Few days ago, my left eye pain and red. Donno wat happen... Is it caused by the toothpaste which go in my eye accidentally tat time? Donno la. Anyway, now is better. But the worse thing happen!!! I cant see clearly using my left eye. Wat happen??? I donno. Feel scared leh. Hope will be fine.

Last night, someone said to me tat he wanted to chash me... xlolx... Is he serious??? Actually he can find a better one but not me. Haha~~~ Anyway, i think he is jokking and kidding only. I didnt put it in heart much. Juz let it be.

我的见解是: 笨蛋
女生:

很多时候我因为害怕受伤,所以就选择先放弃。
也可以因为我太爱自由,所以明明渴望爱情,却依然不自让别人进入我的世界。

男生:

难道, 我不能给你百分百的信心吗?
你知道,我一直有多在乎你。。。

女生:

我珍惜这份安全感,却担心他的期限。
所以每天的感觉,还是孤独的。
我还是需要一个人好好想一想。

男生:

这段日子,你真的过的好吗?

女生:

没有你的早晨,加了糖的咖啡,是苦的。

男生:

当时,我尊重你的要求,所以我离开了。
但,这段日子,你过的不开心,所以我就回来了。

女生:

也许,我连自己要什么,我都不知道。
我一个人悠游淡淡,你又走了,也没有了目标,
梦里醒来,才发现墙上已经不觉写满你的名字。

男生:

单身是茫然,恋爱也彷徨。
所以我用时间来证明我的这颗心,不会因为你的曾经的放弃而改变。

女生:

难道我真的是一个笨蛋,一直错过已经在身边的幸福。

男生:

我们只是用时间证明我们需要什么。
时间让我们认识了自己,也肯定了对方。

女生:

因为你,让我知道,
真正的幸福是什么。