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Donno how to describe my feeling today. Haiz~~~ That is the worst part. Wat do i really want? Erm... Donno y burst out in tear now... Wat to say?

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Yesterday my sister finally told me that she had a bf loo. Very glad to see my sister change in her attitude. She no longer hate me or dislike me. I really feel grate.

My mum call me this evening and i still dull.... My mum oso can feel that i am really lonely and dull loo. But i really miss my home. Now still in bad mood. Like 心情沉重, 不知如何形容我的心情.... 当一个人面对生活,没人在身边支持与鼓励,就会觉得生活很盲目... 但无论如何日子还是要过,就如耶和华一直在我身边扶持我...
Sometime too depend on someone else is not good. Coz once u lost it, u will feel very bad. It seems like i learnt another lesson yesterday... Hope my mood will be turned bright tonight. If not think i will 失眠again... In school, i seems very happy, smile brightly. But in my heart is the another way round. It looks like i want to close my gate of heart soon. Hope it wont happen without my realisation. It wil caused serious problem.
如果我又把心灵之窗关上,痛苦的只有我自己而已...但谁又能开启它呢? 我很庆幸在我心里仍然有天父在那里守候着,不让我扁体磷伤...
I will like to share leehom song to u ppl. 他唱出我的心情,心声.


我从来没想过,我会这样做.
从来没爱过,所以爱错.
我从哪里起飞,从哪里降落.



Hope u guys can enjoy this song. Is really nice!!!