Today he finds me again. Donno y he finds me. Then he starts to care about me again. Wat is he thinking actually? THis really make me mad. ME hv spent many time juz to let go then now he starts to interrupt my life again?
Then i request him, Y he treat me like this? He say juz friends mar. Then i tell him all my feeling to him. He say he donno. The most is friend only between us. And he say he tell me before many times liao. WTH? He never told me so. Then i say he never tell me so. He juz say SORRY!!!
A SORRY can let everything juz ripe off like that??? Wat a selfish guy. He juz protect himself without thinking of my feeling.
But anyway, i hv let time to cure my heart oledi. So now juz feel relieve coz i finally get the answer and know wat exactly he is thinking about me. But the side effect to me is i really cannot stand and scare to sacrifice and spent my spirit and love to another guy. I cannot stand to been hurted AGAIN!!! But without soulmate is really hard for me to continue my hard life. Coz everyone will owes like to hv someone to share the things wif, someone who can owes by side, someone who really care about us..... But where to find one....
I cannot imagine again. So i decided to let go. let go will be better for me to continue my tough uni life. About the soul mate is not easy to find one but i will not go search myself coz i believe when it comes. it will juz happen. So no need to force myself to go ahead for it.
Hope i can totally let go my burden in my heart... ^^ Wish me all the best and may GOD lead me all the way!!!
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Good for people to know.
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