Scare arr...

Today early morning wake up, then tidy up myself. After that i walk to my uncle's house to go to school. That time i din realise the cloth still there or not. Haiz~~~ I owes blur blur de. However, while i walk there really scare oso becoz is early in morning and too quiet.
Then after i reach home from school, i finally realised that my cloth are missing. Not only the cloth include my underwear... =.= Wat is going on? Is it there is someone else there is owes spying me? I not dare to think about it. I quickly take my cloth and go in the house after locking my door. I am really very scared. Me never face the situation like this.
The first thing i do is call my mum immediately. My mum juz say hv to tell my uncle and let him know. Haiz~~~ But still me very scare ar... THen i try to find someone else to make me feel better. I msg bmygirl, zhao ying.... THat is all... But still haiz... Scared till i cannot do anything coz no ne reply me.... Really feel like wanna cry. My mind is blank and i suppose plan to do my hw this afternoon. At last, do nothing again. I cannot stand the feel and fall asleep at last coz of tireness bah. I am tired of thinking those scare thing.
THis time i really strongly feel that i am alone.... ALONE!!! I really scare coz there is no one there beside me. Me really feel bad and feel helpless... Really want cry but no one will know oso. If tell my mum sure she worry about me. So i prefer overcome that bad feeling myself. Where is the one to care for me when i really need it? T.T But anyway, thanks coz lastly one of them reply me. Erm.... Thanks for be there for me,Ken. I got feel better but still haiz.... Donno how to say... is 空虚和寂寞? 害怕和无助? i donno anything liao.... Really feel bad...
Haiz~~ think tonight will burst out juz donno when. I try to control my feeling. If burst out sure nons-stop liao... T.T
Hope everything will be juz fine....